RoseOfHizaki

For most of us (males at least).... Its a happy ending
 
Who is somebody you would curse upon your death?

Just started listening to this band.... Pretty cool as fuck

This band needs more love. They are fucking awesome.

This band needs more love. They are fucking awesome.

It was a play on words and a way to fit in a random rant.
 
After all.... this is the 'Random Thoughts Thread' is it not?
 
My comment has served its purpose as being random

Originally i wasnt quite sure what to make of this.....
 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=qZPq5l_4RuI
 
But Uplift seems to have the makings of a pretty good mix of a post-hardcore borderline metalcore band without screamo vocals though their album features less heavy metal rock orientated tracks too...
 
 
At first I was literally cringing at the vocals but as i listened on i found that her squeaky hi^pitched voice cut through the mix well even through some of the heavier breakdowns. There are some growly vocals but theyre only used during a few heavy metal breakdowns. having some growls to fill in the lower frequencies where her hi^pitched voice generally cant fill would be a nice touch,  Just a little backing.

NoGod....
 
Cuz...
 
WEGOTAHPOWWWAAAAAHHHHH
 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SY_K-wUhPgc

Needs moar random

I dig teh chubbehs It just means you cant run from me when i put on my rape face     

Pretty much what the title says...
 
Had an idea of a new thread for the forums and wanted to see how well it would go down.
 
The songs can be your current favorite song or something that youre currently listening to,
 
opinions can be negative or positive, try to be a little more constructive (or detailed) if possible rather then just say "I hate the song" or "I hate his vocals" etc etc
 
Optionally you may also talk about the bands themselves a little and why you like the song or what the song means to you
 
 
The Thread is a little way for me to find out just how 'musical' the members here are even though it may mean little to nothing, but humor me even though you dont play an instrument it doesnt make you any less musical so long as you have the right kind of mind you could possibly even have the makings of a song writer.
 
I'll start off with a song ive been VERY obsessed with lately...
 
 
Caliban - I Am Ghost
 
 
 
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Ive always listened to Caliban since the split programme with heaven shall burn, In the early years they were hella aggressive metalcore band, Over the years they've mellowed out a little and become more melodic instead of straight out aggressive which has pretty much split its fan base, With their success they seemed to have become more 'commercial' and I occasionally question the clean melodies in their last few albums of late but I am neither a lover or hater, For some songs having clean vocals works. It makes the sound a little more diverse. 
 
I love I Am Ghost because of the lyrics and also the badass drum intro. Even though the composition of the song and musicianship are fairly straightforward with Caliban adopting a more 'Djent' approach to their sound which has yet again split their fan base between those that like djent and those that hate it. The song is very powerful on its own - easily one of the best tracks off the album. Though the vocals could be more aggressive sung with a little more anger especially during the sections where the lyrics go "Fuck you, You let me down...." & "I dont believe in God anymore, My sky is falling, darkness falls - walk with me in agony..." I also think that if Howard Jones (formerly of KSE) had provided guest vocals for then it would have been such more amazing as Howard's baritone voice would complement Andreas's vocals just like he did for 36 Crazyfists - Elysium
 
 
I get a lot of mixed feelings with this song, Mainly because its a song about betrayal - however generic (& emo) it is these days. Being cursed to walk the earth alone regardless of the 'I am the walking dead' phrase Immortality has its own problems. For some reason it reminds me of my ex and that she betrayed me and i've literally become a ghost/zombie because of the pain of breaking up.
 
I also love the fact that the song starts off with "Father - forgive me, for i have sinned..."  - The song is more or less like a confession, saying a silent prayer and cursing God for the pain and suffering that has befallen you, slowly bleeding out, going numb and watching your life flash before your very eyes - thinking back to things you should have said and done, thinking if maybe you had been less of an asshole then maybe you wouldnt of died such a shitty death.
 
 
 
Its hard to describe Caliban's musicianship because they havent changed that much over the years apart from adopting more melodies/solos & 'djent' sound - Its just your usual caliban but theyve allowed the drummer to do his thing for this song rather then run with the usual blast beat on the proverbial heavy metal breakdowns..... I feel that caliban have graduated from all that and matured. Even though heavy metal breakdowns can be awesome they're also shitty because anyone can down tune a guitar or bass and just do some chugging, It doesnt take any skill at all.
 
 
 
Ghost Empire is a decent album. though it might not be as great as some of their older albums with only a few tracks on the album that really stand out but its definitely an album that grows on you with every listen.
 
 
 
Anyway, I think ive rambled on enough so please go ahead and share your thoughts. 
 
::EDIT::
 
 
Oh and heres the song 
 

 
 

Heartbreak - watching your all your friends, family and loved ones die before you. You can always make new friends and new families but how many times do you do it before your heart just grows cold and you stop caring because you'll outlive all of them?
 
Its about keeping your humanity and not becoming some empty shell of a person that just sits, watches and waits for the world to go by or for it to end.
 
 
Plus im sure every scientist and security organisation would be very interested in you once they have checked your birth records and seen that you still look in your 30s after being born hundreds years ago. not to mention having to have a new ID every 40-50years or so and work in a different part of the world you've never been to so that people dont know your face.
 
There more i think about it, the more i think X-Men Origins: Wolverine  and Blade Of The Immortal. Old enough to watch dynasties fall and the change of era's brought about by evolution or revolution.
 
 
 
 
If you could be an X-man. Who would you be and why? 

VAMPS.
 
I love their song 'Ahead' and i cant stop listening to it.

*stretches my arms*
 

 
should be here in the next 2 days

I decided I could post a few old lolita pics of me. These are from 2009-2011.
 
October 2009 when I just got a new jacket!!
 
 
Tsukicon 2009 @ Helsinki, Finland.
 
Blingbling swag lolita in July 2010, probably the hottest day of the summer (~30C) and I just had to wear lolita... You can't imagine how hot I felt with all those motherfucking extensions and gazillion layers of clothing.
 
 
This is a pretty casual coordination from May 2011 and it's the last time I ever wore lolita ;__;
 

Usually/Normally/personally - I wouldnt poke my nose into their business. Its not down to you to play the judge on their behalf. I know that verbal abuse is still a abuse but so long as he didnt raise a hand and beat her then I wont decide to take action on my own accord - You dont know their situation and you didnt understand the language. You have no idea what they were arguing about and if it would have resulted in her getting her ass beat when the couple got home.
 
If the argument carries on raging then you could ask the guy to calm down and not make too much of a scene - They're in public, everything he says and does can be seen by everyone else even though they might not understand what they are shouting at each other about.
 
If the guy turns around and starts getting leary with you then shrug it off - Because It really is none of your business and youre interrupting them. The guys obviously gonna be very rude to you and well within his right. But if you keep pushing them to calm down you can take the heat off the girl and he will focus on you. In which case if he throws a punch then you can put him on the tarmac but you NEVER initiate the fight, NEVER. but that doesnt stop you being all up in his face about it trying to gain aggro and calm the situation down.
 
Never initiate the fight unless he tries to hit the girl or hit you. Because even though you intervened, The guy could press charges if the cops are called. While the cops might sympathise with you and understand what you tried to do, youre still taking the law into your own hands regardless  of the situation 
 
Im not telling you to sit there and do nothing, but be a little smart and try to manipulate the situation that way if it does come to fistycuffs then you will be in a safer position because you can say it was self defence - you will have the moral high ground in court.
 
 
Otherwise speak to the guy, tell him to calm down, If he blows you off constantly but wont attack you then report him to the closest police patrol for Domestic Violence and leave it to them to do something about it.

Search no more!
 
Im here my love!

Currently on my laptop...
 

Its ok to grow old alone. Its when youre all bitter about it and take it out on other people who have relationships thats not acceptable.
 
I wouldnt say ive given up all hope but at the same time Im not keeping my hopes up. I can spend less time crying about how sad and depressing my life is.
 
As always - the first step to take before you can move forward is admitting there's a problem and dealing with it in the appropriate  manner.
 
 
 
Yours sincerely.
 
Advocate of the Forever Alone Committee 

Usually/Normally/personally - I wouldnt poke my nose into their business. Its not down to you to play the judge on their behalf. I know that verbal abuse is still a abuse but so long as he didnt raise a hand and beat her then I wont decide to take action on my own accord - You dont know their situation and you didnt understand the language. You have no idea what they were arguing about and if it would have resulted in her getting her ass beat when the couple got home.
 
If the argument carries on raging then you could ask the guy to calm down and not make too much of a scene - They're in public, everything he says and does can be seen by everyone else even though they might not understand what they are shouting at each other about.
 
If the guy turns around and starts getting leary with you then shrug it off - Because It really is none of your business and youre interrupting them. The guys obviously gonna be very rude to you and well within his right. But if you keep pushing them to calm down you can take the heat off the girl and he will focus on you. In which case if he throws a punch then you can put him on the tarmac but you NEVER initiate the fight, NEVER. but that doesnt stop you being all up in his face about it trying to gain aggro and calm the situation down.
 
Never initiate the fight unless he tries to hit the girl or hit you. Because even though you intervened, The guy could press charges if the cops are called. While the cops might sympathise with you and understand what you tried to do, youre still taking the law into your own hands regardless  of the situation 
 
Im not telling you to sit there and do nothing, but be a little smart and try to manipulate the situation that way if it does come to fistycuffs then you will be in a safer position because you can say it was self defence - you will have the moral high ground in court.
 
 
Otherwise speak to the guy, tell him to calm down, If he blows you off constantly but wont attack you then report him to the closest police patrol for Domestic Violence and leave it to them to do something about it.

Its ok to grow old alone. Its when youre all bitter about it and take it out on other people who have relationships thats not acceptable.
 
I wouldnt say ive given up all hope but at the same time Im not keeping my hopes up. I can spend less time crying about how sad and depressing my life is.
 
As always - the first step to take before you can move forward is admitting there's a problem and dealing with it in the appropriate  manner.
 
 
 
Yours sincerely.
 
Advocate of the Forever Alone Committee 

Its ok to grow old alone. Its when youre all bitter about it and take it out on other people who have relationships thats not acceptable.
 
I wouldnt say ive given up all hope but at the same time Im not keeping my hopes up. I can spend less time crying about how sad and depressing my life is.
 
As always - the first step to take before you can move forward is admitting there's a problem and dealing with it in the appropriate  manner.
 
 
 
Yours sincerely.
 
Advocate of the Forever Alone Committee 

A bit of backstory, I drive, but usually just take public transport as it is cheaper and more convenient than driving.
 
So there I was, getting into the metro, and there is a delay. So I go sit down after a long day, and lo-and-behold to my right there is this guy telling this woman off to my right... He is in her face, and talking in Chinese so I am confused, and don`t really know what is going on...
 
I am thinking to myself that I should go stop this, but I don`t know what is happening, maybe she actually did something bad, etc... Or maybe it isn`t what I am thinking it is...
 
Anyway the train comes, and I get in, they get in the next car, and it is packed so I can`t see them... But I have this twisting in my stomach, I feel like I was wrong and should have stopped him...
 
Luckily, they get off at my stop, and I trail them... He is still going off on her, and her head is down... My blood boils, and I go up to him, shove him with the force of Goku himself, and ask him what the f*** he is doing...
 
He says he is just talking to her, and he looks like he is going to make a move on me... I am ready to unleash.
 
 
I shove him again, and tell him he shouldn`t talk to her like that, it`s not right.
 
He says sorry, it`s his ex-girlfriend.
 
I say I don`t care, you shouldn`t talk to her like that, and you should say sorry to her, not me...
 
I am one second away from just starting to beat on him if he says anything else or try to keep talking to her, so I make him go back the way he came, and he does, pitifully.
 
I start talking to the girl, saying she shouldn`t take that from anyone, and she just smiles and says thanks...
 
Everybody is looking at me, and a lady comes up to shake my hand, etc... I feel good about what I did, I was pumped up and felt like a champ... but at the same time...
 
It feels so wrong, like she wont let make it stop, and it will keep going on... Like all I did was postpone it...
 
I hate it, I hate people like that, and I never ever want to be like that. At the same time, I hate that he is Chinese, and acts like that, and he is so much of a coward that he can only talk like that to a small woman, and b*tches out when I get in his face. Like China has this rich history, and overcame so much, and had martial artists defending their villages, and putting their lives on the line against evil dynasties, and had good emperors trying to defend China, and all that happened, and we still have chickensh*ts like this coming out of the great country. Tbh I would have loved to use the martial arts my Sifu taught me to beat the hell out of this guy...