Koumori

Welcome back to the forum and VK!

Welcome! Have fun. 

My look for our local Dark Valentines Ball / Goth Thing last Saturday. 

Welcome to the forums!

I hope you have a good time. 

Some pics from Saturday. 

I got a new family member on Sunday. Meet Kuma the Shiba Inu!

I'm glad that I would still see most things without lenses either. 

You're right with that! They look great on Shiina Mio. But yeah, it would be hard to get those here in Austria as well.

Some pictures from yesterday. x3

Dark brown, but I always wear colored circle lenses. I am a little short sighted and I prefer lenses to glasses, since I haven't found any so far that would suit me. 

Welcome back!

Even though he did me wrong, I can't simply act as if I hated him, because I always loved and cared about him.

Still I think you don't need people like that in your life and I might be better off without him in the end. Also it doesn't mean that I won't ever meet anyone else again I develop feelings for. :'D

It was his dog too, but you are right, it is unacceptable. Especially because I think you don't just vanish after almost 9 years without giving a proper explanation.

We have talked it out though and I am letting him keep the dog. My family and friends encouraged me to get another dog for just myself, because it would help me to feel better and in about three weeks I am going to adopt a Shiba Inu puppy.

I have to admit though, that I do miss my other dog a lot and I am still disappointed, since I don't think anyone deserves a break up like that. But life goes on and I will just make the best out of the situation!

Looks awesome!

 I really like your art. ~

Welcome back to VK then. :'D

I like your taste in music so far. Have fun!

I'm not a huge fan of too much screaming as well. 

I mean there are songs where it is matching pretty well, but there is no need to force it either. :'D

Thank you!

 Yes I enjoy it a lot so far. x3 

Definitely one of my most favorite bands ever! 

I have just discovered them lately, but I love their music. 

Sadie was one of the first VK bands I've listened to.

But I do remember that there was this awkward documentary from Germany where a girl ran away from home to Japan, to meet the band and to ask Mao to marry her.

Everything was of course staged, but I will never forget how cringy it was for every German speaking VK fan. 

I love Sexpot Revenge and I got a few pieces of the brand. x3

But in general I'm just buying whatever clothes I like. I order most stuff online though, but sometimes I am lucky to find something I like at MisterLady, H&M, New Yorker and similar stores where I live as well. 

For work I dress a bit more casual though, but on the weekends I love to dress up. I don't know any other people who are wearing VK clothing here in town and I also doubt that there are any in the first place. But I am used to people looking at me. :'D 

No problem!

On the one hand it could be possible, that he has a certain reason for not being interested in a relationship right now. One reason could be, that he is afraid of getting hurt. Someone might have cheated on him or treated him badly in the past, so that it isn't easy for him to trust anyone or he avoids developing feelings for someone else. It might also be possible, that being drunk helps him overcome that and he is able to open up. Of course that's not the solution, but it's well imaginable. 

On the other hand he might actually want to enjoy his freedom, so that he can see other people if he wants to, but since he knows about your feelings for him, he doesn't want to hurt you and tries to avoid you. That's of course not the right thing to do and pretty unfair as well. 

But let's not assume the worst. If I were you, I would ask him if he is seeing other people. And I would do it in person as it is easier for you to decide, if he is honest and telling you the truth. I mean he could write anything, since he doesn't need to face you directly.

I wish you the best and hope for a positive outcome for you! 

Welcome and greetings back from Austria! 

Welcome and have fun! 

Dann hoffe ich mal mit.

Vielleicht hilft es ja. :'D

I have been a bit lazy when it comes to reading books lately. Probably because I'm working for a newspaper, where I read and also write more than enough. :'D

But the last books I have been reading – because that's what I wanted for a long time already – were The Last Unicorn and Alice in Wonderland in English.