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Dressed up for Halloween as a cheap Ai from gulu gulu.  I actually felt really beautiful lol 
 

Dressed up for Halloween as a cheap Ai from gulu gulu.  I actually felt really beautiful lol 
 

Dressed up for Halloween as a cheap Ai from gulu gulu.  I actually felt really beautiful lol 
 

Dressed up for Halloween as a cheap Ai from gulu gulu.  I actually felt really beautiful lol 
 

Dressed up for Halloween as a cheap Ai from gulu gulu.  I actually felt really beautiful lol 
 

I think that if you want to confront him about it and you feel confident then you should at least try.  You're gonna have to stay calm throughout the entire thing though since self proclaimed assholes love to argue.  You can't change someone else's behavior for them though.  
I grew up with some family members who were aggressive and ignorant so I just avoided them at all costs.  It wasn't an ideal solution or one that made me happy, but it was a lot better than actually interacting with them and I didn't have any other choice anyway.  I just spent most of my time in my room and I never spoke to or looked at these people unless I absolutely had to.  I wouldn't respond when they made stupid comments towards me, even if the comments were actually hurtful. 
 
I never confronted anyone because I was too afraid to.  Now I sometimes imagine what it would've been like back then if I did confront them.  I think that the only way it would've worked is if I played really nice and pretend to care about their feelings while coming to some sort of compromise, so they felt like they were getting something out of it too.  That's high effort manipulation though, but if you don't mind doing something like that then it might be worth thinking about.

Dressed up for Halloween as a cheap Ai from gulu gulu.  I actually felt really beautiful lol 
 

Dressed up for Halloween as a cheap Ai from gulu gulu.  I actually felt really beautiful lol 
 

Dressed up for Halloween as a cheap Ai from gulu gulu.  I actually felt really beautiful lol 
 

So this is gonna be a lot to explain and I never thought I'd be going to MH for this, but my partner's mom is having her friend stay over for a while. He's in his 50's, and he thinks because he's older than me, he can parent me, treat me like a child (he even refers to me as a child!) and blatantly disrespects me and oversteps my boundaries. I don't think I can reason with him, since he acknowledges he's an asshole, and is proud of it. He's also very stuck in his boomer ways, as he thinks it's ok to hit children and animals. He's also in general kinda violent, and since he's got here, my partner's mom has been acting more violent, as she's been starting fights, and threatening to hit the cats and calls them mean names now. I'm actually afraid both of them would try to get violent with me and my partner, since they believe in spanking, and still see us as children. He also misgenders me and can't even be bothered to remember my god damn name. I'm always referred to as "what's his name". Aimi isn't that hard to remember, but ok. Oh, and I can't just up and leave, I don't leave this place for another few months, so I'm kinda stuck with him until one of us leaves.
In short, he's a piece of shit who treats me like a child, and it's not my say in whether he leaves or not, and my partner's parents really like him. So... what the fuck do I do? I can't leave yet (I move out in a few months) so I'm pretty much stuck with this trailer trash piece of shit, who I'm supposed to have sympathy for because his partner died. Should I even attempt to tell him he's overstepping my boundaries?
 
Oh and a little bonus, both of us are disabled, but he thinks my disability is invalid because I'm younger than him.

NICOLAS will release their second live-limited single "ECHO OF SILENCE" on 2019.12.04 (1,100yen).
 
Tracklist:
01.ECHO OF SILENCE
02.パラノイアドフィロソフィ (lyrics from yo-ka of DIAURA)
 

well since its live limited its time for us to enjoy live snippets of the songs lol
 
 

It took a year but I think I finally managed to read the lyric booklet correctly. 
 
Kanji:
 
Romaji: 
 
Also @Himeaimichu since you asked for this last year 

So because I do nothing with my spare time besides smoke and listen to visual kei bands, I devised a time wasting game. Vk has alot of common titles and common themes because duh but I figured why not make a game out of how many times you hear or see these phrases and lump them in several playlists.
 
I decided to make a playlist for every song that has the following criteria, songs of the same name like "Higanbana" or "xxx"
- Songs that have the "KIEROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO" staple in them
- All of Kyouki's "SEI YAI YA YA" or "ITAI ITAI ITAI" or whatever
- A playlist of songs that use the same bridge 
- Playlists full of songs that are re:recorded 
- A playlist of songs where the vocalist says "Daruma San Ga Koronda, or XXX Ga Koronda"
- A play list of songs where censored parts are replaced by the unicode x x x x x 
-Songs named Rengoku
- Songs about Rabbits/Usagi 
- Songs named Sakura, Sakura No Uta or have Sakura in them
- A play list of songs called THE END or starting with THE
- Songs about Dolls/ that includes doll in the title. Kairai counts aswell
 
 
 

It took a year but I think I finally managed to read the lyric booklet correctly. 
 
Kanji:
 
Romaji: 
 
Also @Himeaimichu since you asked for this last year 

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new Necrophagia merch 💀

I ordered some fliers and the transaction was very easy and quick. Everything came in perfect condition so I couldn't ask for more.  Would definitely recommend this seller!!

I've had Sepia on repeat for a while and I think I love everything about it, even that super long outro.  I had my doubts with their first single but even that has grown on me now.  I normally dislike the more "mature" sound, but these guys have managed to break that for me and I actually kinda hope that this becomes their regular sound

Underrated af. I swear, it’s such a good song—the melody, the bass, the drums, the guitars, the vocals, the clever insertion of distorted backing vocals, the chiptune-y thingy which you might hear at some points if you’re careful and lucky, and the bells.

So, a topic about the best jay-rawk cover art and there's no Isana Kagami? This is criminal.
 
She is best known for her works for Nocturnal bloodlust, but it's not just that: she did some services to Scarlet horizon, Babymetal and Soko ni naru, for example. It also includes design for goods, like posters and towels. It's not easy to find people abusrdly talented as her, so she deserves all recognition she can get. She has a website and Tumblr.
 
 
Nocturnal bloodlust - The omnigod

 
Nocturnal bloodlust - Providence

 
Nocturnal bloodlust - The best '09-'17

 
Nocturnal bloodlust - Unleash

 
Scarlet horizon - 7

 
Jester may fail & Saintz - Between 2 fires

 
Soko ni naru - Yaminabe (cute kitten <3)

Alright another (awesome) example comes from this Madeth gray'll song. (shoutout to @hyura's amazing Madeth gray'll lyrics thread... without which I never would have noticed this. And obviously where I stole the lyrics transliteration from.)
 
At the 1:45 mark of this song Hisui sings:
剥き出しの愛し×××
Muki dashi no aishi xxx
 
There's no censored beep, there's no silence... he literally says XXX ("ecks, ecks, ecks!"). That's next-level.