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@reminiscing2004 pretty much the case look at Riku's (Phantasmagoria, chariots) "home". And keep in mind he's well known in vk, imagine how much worse it must be for nobodies. 
 

@Mamoliving the dream...

i always imagined bandomen living in prison style hostels with their slavedriver producers 🤩

I'm mostly just disillusioned by seeing so many old homes being taken down and replaced with really ugly looking ones. Like, I get that cheapness and efficiency is importance, but I wish they would figure out a cheap and efficient style that you can add on, and I wish they would at least keep the artistic vision of the buildings they're replacing. Especially with old Victorian homes. I fucking hate seeing Victorian homes get replaced with bland, gentrified squares.
My problem with a lot of modern exterior and interior designs is, there is no room for adding on, because they're made in such a specific way that anything added to it would look oddly out of place.

Take this victorian home for example. I could easily see myself using this as a blank canvas for interpreting my artistic vision on the house. While it's very rooted in English styles, it's neutral enough to where a change in color scheme and the addition of decorations could turn it into any style I want. That's the ethos a lot of colonial architecture in India and Vietnam take. They take a British or French base, and add on traditional elements to their liking. However, if you wanted, you could totally turn this into something modern or even futuristic looking, with the right know-how and artistic vision.

But then you have houses like this, which you can't really do much to without it looking weird. I can't add any "old world" decorations to it because it would look massively out of place. The style is kind of forced to me minimalistic.
 
And yes, I get that with buildings, function matters more over aesthetics, but I do feel like there should be a balance between efficiency and artistic design. And I would at least like to see some curves and shapes that aren't rectangles. I mean, not every house can have a completely flat roof, that just doesn't fit for the climate of every place lol.

Plus, one thing I've noticed, ironically, this this new "cheap" style of architecture, is actually mainly a thing of the rich. Most of the towns I see with old-school architecture, are often the poorer parts of town (I mean, I am poor so I have lots of experience in those places lol).
But then you go to where the rich people live, and you see these people paying out the fucking ass for buildings that look so... square. So while theoretically it may be cheaper to build, the people commissioning them can afford to actually have some artistic taste.
 
I actually find that poor people who save up to add on to their old houses, put more effort in making it look tasteful than the rich people who just plop a fucking square anywhere, even if it looks out-of-place.
 
And look, if I were rich enough, I would just have my own house built in whatever architectural style I want, but sadly, I'm not. I'm disabled and lower class, so if I ever do get lucky enough to own a home, I have to work with what's given to me. All I ask is for a neutral style that I can actually work with lol. One that I could make as minimalist or as maximalist as I want.

Bruh if the future is jut a bunch of squares, I wanna live in the past
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I spent 5 1/2 hours typing out a well thought out take on deadman, all to just have my browser crash and lose the entire draft lol.
 
I feel ya.

You're welcome! I hope everything is going well

Thank you 💙

And now I'm going to remember this meaning whenever I eat pumpernickel bread xD (The more you know~)

oh wait yeah then you better stop.  in that case if i had to choose i'd better try to quit drinking than smoking tbh, drinking without smoking is a waste anyway. 
being busy with smth you're really interested in really helps btw, like, i won't drink if i know i have to do my homework, but im lucky i realised i love studying before it was too late. finding something you can really dedicate yourself to is not easy, especially when you are not feeling okay. just being super busy doesn't work - we all know how nice it is to reward yourself with some beer after an awful day.
you know i've never self-harmed, but i feel you in some way, coping with pain can be really difficult. i've heard therapists can help but if things were so easy you wouldn't bring up such themes in the first place huh?

I'm so jealous, we never have VK lectures at my college.

If I see anymore pink eyeshadow under the eyes I'm going to have a stroke.

You're doing it for the wrong reasons then. Realising things like that in the way you're describing is just a part of growing up imo. Of course "geeky" stuff like obsessing over music or anime won't be enough to fulfill you. But that doesn't mean that it's "worthless". You'll have to transgress the thought that all this stuff makes up who you are, that's not a helpful perspective. But the fact that these things are a part of your life in the way they are is actually interesting and says a lot about you.

Exactly my thoughts while looking on my visual kei collection

Probably Dir en grey, tbh.  I used to be super into them to the point where, as a teenager, I had saved thousands* of pictures of them (both individual members and as a band), as well as taking up way too much space on my pc with their pvs, music, and lives.
 
I still listen to their music when they release something new, and sometimes I go back to their old music I used to love so much.  Overall, tho, I think I've moved on.  I probably wouldn't admit that otherwise, and I'll more than likely deny ever saying any of this.  😂
 
* I'm probably exaggerating, it was probably more like hundreds but whatever.  

Ugh BAISER is love. This one is probs my fav:
 
 

Deluhi best band forever. Good choice

Ah yes, Kupiku and magius, the cancer of Discogs. I share your sentiments!

Nothing new here

Does Serbian Night come with free MREs, and the possibility of being killed by US or Yugoslav soldiers? 
Does one have to bring their own gun?

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it happens for me also.
4 years ago, now i'm just looking everyday on the auction for my missing cd, but no one came in 4y ahah
I finally don't think about them everytime, i'm clean ahah

Yes

proud of you, queen