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  1. So when was the teenager's death avenged? Before the brick through the window of the Chinese food spot or after enough people walked out of Wal-Mart with brand new televisions? I'm all for holding the actions of police officers accountable as I have to deal with the NYPD, stop and frisk policies, and watching people get arrested, beaten, and occasionally shot for being black on a daily basis. But never get it twisted: no justice was served. The riot will not affect the sentencing of that police officer in a positive manner. The people at that Chinese food spot did nothing to that teenager, yet now they have to deal with the aftermath. Wal-Mart didn't assist the police officer by supplying him bullets, yet now they have to clean up after the riot. Neither did the bank, or the gas station, or whatever else was caught in the crosshairs. How many thousands of dollars did the riot cause in damaged property? How many businesses now have to shut down?

    All that was accomplished was the successful destruction of a neighborhood.

    I never looked at it that way. Seeing as how they looted just about everything in walmart and other stores I'd say 9000$ Plus. You're right about the owners of the store having nothing to do with it and I agree with your statement a hundred percent, but from my perspective something had to be done. May it be riot or not, I may seem like an Idiot for that statement and ideology  and I apologize if I come off as Ignorant or plain idiotic but that's just my view. True the Riot was uncalled for,but if a stand is to be made you must preform an action to have your statement heard. You must speak aloud. No I do not approve of stealing and burning down businesses but if it will bring vindication then so be it.


  2. Yeah....no, rioting doesn't do much justice for one death. Definitely not, if it means losing thousands of dollars for business which now jeopardizes the livelihoods of business owners. Also, the city will probably have to spend more money on repairs which will take money away from potentially more useful use of the money. While you can feel a sense of empowerment, the consequences won't justify it.

    In St.Louis, if something like this happens the business isnt replaced, it's just shut down. Also I understand what you are saying but still, if justice isn't served, people tend to take matters into their own hands. They will force the law into the act of justice by any means necessary even if it means looting and burning. The officer who murdered the teenager has not gotten any penalty whatsoever and if they were peacefully protesting it would have went on for months without justice or action and would have blown over. I myself wouldnt approve of the actions preformed last night but if that is what it takes for justice to be served then I have no problem with it.


  3. Well as a resident of St Louis, I attended a riot last night. The riot was because of the unjust actions of a police officer murdering an un-armed teen. The riot lasted for 5 straight hours. Walmart,Boost-Mobile,The Chinese  food restaurants,Bank's and The quiktrip Gas Station was looted, and then burned down. The riot went on from 9pm to 1:30 am. These actions were committed out of engagement for lack of Justice. I support what happened only because of the reason it happened. Call me crazy, or a dumbass. Pardon my french. But I feel as though a revolution is what is needed to fiannly get justice.

     

     

     


  4. Kanji 

     

    Watch with keen interest

    I’m here

    until the Day I Die

    is there…

    Is there the meaning that is seeking worth to the life?

     

    until the Day I Die

    It won’t be decided

    so I am screaming here again and again

     

    求む言葉に詰まり 瞑る目蓋と想う

    此処に立つ意味を

     

    今は無価値でもいい

    叫び続ける先に僕が未だ要るなら

     

    何を伝え理見る?

    until the Day I Die

    向かうべき背に命を問え

    until the Day I Die

     

    溢れ出行く思考に溺れ巣喰う息も

    忘れ

    眩暈う希望が今日も消えて逝く

     

    今は無価値でもいい

    叫び続ける先に僕が未だ居るなら

     

    何を伝え理見る?

    until the Day I Die

    向かうべき背に命を問え

    until the Day I Die

     

    誇り恥じぬ声を荒げ

    今日も明日も此処に立つ

    明来る日が最期の日でも

    後に悔いる事無く散れ

    ___________________________________________________

    Romaji

     

    Watch with keen interest

     

    I’m here

     

    until the Day I Die

    is there…

    Is there the meaning that is seeking worth to the life?

     

    until the Day I Die

    It won’t be decided

    so I am screaming here again and again

     

    Motomu kotoba ni tsumari  tsumuru mabuta to omou

    koko ni tatsu imi o

     

    Ima wa mukachi demo ii

    sakebitsudzukeru saki ni boku ga mada iru nara

     

    Nani o tsutae kotowari miru?

    until the Day I Die

    mukaubeki se ni inochi o toe

    until the Day I Die

     

    Afuredeyuku shikou ni obore sukuu iki mo

    wasure

    memau kibou ga kyou mo kieteyuku

     

    Ima wa mukachi demo ii

    sakebitsudzukeru saki ni boku ga mada iru nara

     

    Nani o tsutae kotowari miru?

    until the Day I Die

    mukaubeki se ni inochi o toe

    until the Day I Die

     

    Hokori hajinu koe o arage

    kyou mo ashita mo koko ni tatsu

    akuruhi ga saigo no hi demo

    ato ni kuiru koto naku chire

    ___________________________________________

    English

     

    Watch with keen interest

     

    I’m here

     

    until the Day I Die

    is there…

    is there the meaning that is seeking worth to the life?

     

    until the Day I Die

    it won’t be decided

    so I am screaming here again and again

     

    At a loss for the words I want, I close my eyelids and think

    The meaning of standing here

     

    Now, even worthlessness is okay

    Before continuing to scream, if I am still needed

     

    What meaning are you trying to convey?

    until the Day I Die

    I should question life, with my back to it

    until the Day I Die

     

    Even my nested and tormented breaths are drowning in my overflowing thoughts

    Forgotten

    Again today, my dizzy hopes are disappearing

     

    Now, even worthlessness is okay

    Before continuing to scream, if I am still needed

     

    What meaning are you trying to convey?

    until the Day I Die

    I should question life, with my back to it

    until the Day I Die

     

    Raising my prideful, unashamed voice

    Today and tomorrow, I’ll be standing here

    The bright day that is coming is the final day, but

    After, my regrets will scatter and disappear

     


  5. The execution is the best thrill for me.

    There is no what understands me.

    God commanded me to do it.

    I don't understand why I am here.

     

    I am Jesus Christ!

     

    Do you know it?

    Your daughter tastes the highest.

    It finished eating her body in nine days.

    However, don't feel sorry, and in despair.

    I never raped her.

    She died as a virgin.

    I am a sadist.

    However, I am masochist.

    My name is Albert.

    Do you think I have gone mad?


  6. Kanji
    _______________________
     
    Just you need sorrow because you’re fool.
    Fuck off!! you’ve deceived me a lot of time.
    嘆き伏せ 果てろ
    主よ私は…
    I’m just the sinner
     
    未だ冷めた指先通う血でさえ深く塞ぎ
    ただ冷めた瞳は「在りもしない」宙を眺める
     
    Loveless.
    why have you shut up anytime?
    後ろめたく 瞬き問い掛ける
    die die…
    all my nihilities
    消え失せろ
    全て消えろ
     
    Hypocritical attitude
    you are obstructive
     
    伏せた意図 翳せ
    主よ私の…
    I wanna kill you twice
     
    例え嘲り哂うヒトさえ生きぬ糧
    ただ冷めた瞳は「陵辱された」宙を眺める
     
    もう、誰も要らない
     
    FUCK UP
    然れど望むは一片の声 去ねば否むと反覆の希望
     
    嘆き伏せ 果てろ
    主よ…
    You’re just the sinner
     
    未だ冷めた指先通う血でさえ深く塞ぎ
    ただ冷めた瞳は「在りもしない」宙を眺める
    I want to die
    ________________________________________________________________
    Romaji
    ________________________________________________
    Just you need sorrow because you’re the fool.
    nagekifuse~
    Fuck off! you’ve deceived me a lot of time.
     hatero~
    Just you need sorrow because you’re the fool.
    shu yo watashi wa…
    Fuck off! you’ve deceived me a lot of time.
    I’m just the sinner
     
    Mada sameta yubisaki kayou chi de sae fukaku fusagi
    tada sameta hitomi wa “ari mo shinai” sora o nagameru
     
    Loveless.
    why have you shut up anytime?
    ushirometaku matataki toikakeru
    die die…
    all my nihilities
    die die…
    all my nihilities
    kieusero
    subete kiero
     
    Hypocritical attitude
    you are obstructive
     
    - Just you need sorrow because you’re the fool.
    fuseta ito 
    - Fuck off! you’ve deceived me a lot of time.
    kazase
     Just you need sorrow because you’re the fool.
    shu yo watashi no…
    - Fuck off! you’ve deceived me a lot of time.
    I wanna kill you twice
     
    Tatoe azakeri warau HITO sae ikinu kate
    tada sameta hitomi wa “ryoujoku sareta” sora o nagameru
     
    Mou, daremo iranai~aaaaaaaaaaaaaa~
     
    FUCK UP
    saredo nozomu wa ippen no koe ineba iyamu to hanpuku no kibou
     
    - Just you need sorrow because you’re fool.
    nagekifuse
    - Fuck off! you’ve deceived me a lot of time.
     hatero
    Just you need sorrow because you’re the fool.
    shu yo…
    Fuck off! you’ve deceived me a lot of time.
    you’re just the sinner
     
    Mada sameta yubisaki kayou chi de sae fukaku fusagi
    tada sameta hitomi wa “ari mo shinai” sora o nagameru
    I want to die
    ________________________________________
    English
    __________________________________________
     
     Just you need sorrow because you’re fool.
    Grieve, 
    Fuck off!! you've deceived me a lot of time.
     lie down and die
     Just you need sorrow because you’re fool.
    I, am your master…
    Fuck off!! you've deceived me a lot of time.
    I’m just the sinner
     
    My still cold fingertips still course deeply with blood
    But my cold eyes look toward “nothingness” in the sky
     
    Loveless.
    why have you shut up anytime?
    Guiltily blinking, I ask
    die die…
    all my nihilities
    Fuck off
    Disappear completely
     
    hypocritical attitude
    you are obstructive
     
    Just you need sorrow because you’re fool.
    Hold your hidden intent above your head
    Fuck off!! you've deceived me a lot of time.
    your master is, me…
    Just you need sorrow because you’re fool.
    I wanna kill you twice
     
    Those who scorn me are my unliving food
    But my cold eyes look toward my “disgrace” in the sky
     
    I don’t need anyone anymore
     
    FUCK UP
    Even so, I wish for one part of my voice, if I die, I wish to repeat my hatred
     
    Just you need sorrow because you’re fool.
    Grieve,
    Fuck off!! you've deceived me a lot of time.
    lie down and die
    Just you need sorrow because you’re fool.
    Master…
    Fuck off!! you've deceived me a lot of time.
    you’re just the sinner
     
    My still cold fingertips still course deeply with blood
    But my cold eyes look toward “nothingness” in the sky
    I want to die
     

  7. Kanji
    ___________________________

     

    why do angels forsake me?
     
    and now worse than a rainy day
     
    worse than a rainy day..
    worse than a rainy day..
    worse than a rainy day..
     
    YOU'D BETTER NOT TURN BACK!
    IT'S MY CONFESSION
    I KNOW I’LL NEVER BE PERFECT BUT I WONT 
    BETRAY
    I CONFESS I'M UNDER PRESSURE..
    I KNOW I’LL NEVER BE PERFECT BUT I WONT 
    BETRAY
    MY MIND'S A TORTURED NIGHTMARE!
     
    anything for you
    晴れる事のない曇り続ける僕のこの脳は
    anything for you
    あの笑顔すら悪夢のよう
    消えやしないから
     
    YOU'D BETTER NOT TURN BACK!
    IT'S MY CONFESSION
    I KNOW I’LL NEVER BE PERFECT BUT I WONT 
    BETRAY
    I CONFESS I'M UNDER PRESSURE..
    I KNOW I’LL NEVER BE PERFECT BUT I WONT 
    BETRAY
    MY MIND'S A TORTURED NIGHTMARE!
    anything for you
    もう一度手に入れるさ
    その笑顔を
    anything for you
    だから選んだよ歌う事でしか届かないから
     
    薄明光線浴びるもうじき雨もあがるんだね
     
    anything for you
    遮るものはなくなった 
    届けるよ
    anything for you
    もう迷わない歌う事でしか君に届かないから

     

     

    ______________________________________

    Rōmanji
    __________________________________

     

     

    why do angels forsake me?
     
    and now worse than a rainy day
     
    worse than a rainy day..
    worse than a rainy day..
    worse than a rainy day..
     
    YOU'D BETTER NOT TURN BACK!
    IT'S MY CONFESSION
    I KNOW I’LL NEVER BE PERFECT BUT I WONT 
    BETRAY
    I CONFESS I'M UNDER PRESSURE..
    I KNOW I’LL NEVER BE PERFECT BUT I WONT 
    BETRAY
    MY MIND'S A TORTURED NIGHTMARE!
     
     
    anything for you~
    Hareru koto no nai kumori tsudzukeru boku no kono nō wa
    anything for you
    Ano egao sura akumu no yō kieyashinaikara
     
    YOU'D BETTER NOT TURN BACK!
    IT'S MY CONFESSION
    I KNOW I’LL NEVER BE PERFECT BUT I WONT 
    BETRAY
    I CONFESS I'M UNDER PRESSURE..
    I KNOW I’LL NEVER BE PERFECT BUT I WONT 
    BETRAY
    MY MIND'S A TORTURED NIGHTMARE!
     
    anything for you
    Mōichido teniireru sa sono egao o
    anything for you
    Dakara eranda yo utau kotode shika todokanaikara
     
    Hakumei kōsen abiru mō jiki ame mo agaru nda ne
     
    anything for you
    Saegiru mono wanaku natta todokeru yo
    anything for you
    Mō mayowanai utau kotode shika kimi ni todokanaikara
     
    ________________________________________________
    English
    ________________________________________________
     
    Why do angels forsake me?
     
    And now worse than a rainy day
     
    Worse than a rainy day..
    Worse than a rainy day..
    Worse than a rainy day..
     
    YOU'D BETTER NOT TURN BACK!
    IT'S MY CONFESSION
    I KNOW I’LL NEVER BE PERFECT BUT I WONT 
    BETRAY
    I CONFESS I'M UNDER PRESSURE..
    I KNOW I’LL NEVER BE PERFECT BUT I WONT 
    BETRAY
    MY MIND'S A TORTURED NIGHTMARE!
     
    Anything for you
    This brain of mine that won't clear up continues being clouded 
    Anything for you
    Because that smile won't even make the nightmare vanish
     
    YOU'D BETTER NOT TURN BACK!
    IT'S MY CONFESSION
    I KNOW I’LL NEVER BE PERFECT BUT I WONT 
    BETRAY
    I CONFESS I'M UNDER PRESSURE..
    I KNOW I’LL NEVER BE PERFECT BUT I WONT 
    BETRAY
    MY MIND'S A TORTURED NIGHTMARE!
     
    Anything for you
    To get hold of that smile one more time
    Anything for you
    Therefore I decided, because I can't reach you
     
    I bathe in crepuscular rays because soon the rain too will rise up again
     
    Anything for you
    The interrupter is no longer
    Reaching out
    Anything for you
    I won't hesitate anymore, because I can't reach you

     


  8. Kanji

     

    心、ひとつ欠ける度に君を想う月夜に凪ぐ

    揺らぐ君の影を求み触れる肩に涙を

     

    嘆かわし物語る 眩しくも微笑む目

    今君に届けたい毒の針 でも、愛してる

    いつまで求まない答えを探し続ける

    失くした両手まで伸ばした

    「君の中へ」と

     

    抱き寄せた枕をまた濡らす涙ひとつ

     

    白く風に靡く髪に 弥生薫り散りゆ六つ日

    君を想い綴る示し 谷間咲きぬ姫百合

     

    誓い、結び合わせの日を望む明日も触れぬ君に

    純れ粋る微笑みにも帰す幸と花待つ

    ___________________________________________________________

    Romaji

    _______________________________________________________________

    Kokoro, hitotsu kakeru tabi ni kimi o omou tsukiyo ni nagu

    yuragu kimi no kage o motomi fureru kata ni namida o

     

    nagekawashi monogataru mabushiku mo hohoemu me

    ima kimi ni todoketai doku no hari demo, aishiteru

    itsu made motomanai kotae o sagashitsudzukeru

    nakushita ryoute made nobashita

    “kimi no naka e” to

     

    Dakiyoseta makura o mata nurasu namida hitotsu

     

    shiroku kaze ni nabiku kami ni yayoi kaori chiriyu mutsubi

    kimi o omoi tsudzuru shimeshi tanima sakinu hime yuri

     

    Chikai, musubiawase no hi o nozomu asu mo furenu kimi ni

    sumire ikiru hohoemi ni mo kaesu sachi to hana matsu

     

    Kokoro, hitotsu kakeru tabi ni kimi o omou tsukiyo ni nagu

    yuragu kimi no kage o motomi fureru kata ni namida o

     

    ________________________________

    English

    _______________________________________________________________________

    Every single time my heart cracks, I think of you and I am calmed by the moonlight night

    Wishing for your trembling shadow, wanting to touch as tears run down my shoulder

     

    Telling a tale of intersecting grief, your eyes smiling dazzlingly

    Now, I want to send you a poisoned needle, but I love you

    How long will I continue to search for an answer that I do not desire?

    I stretched out until my two hands, which were lost

    “Within you”

     

    The pillow I embraced is once again wet from a single tear

     

    With your hair waving in the white wind, six days of Yayoi’s scattered scent

    Thinking of you, indicating a spell, a chasm of unblooming lilies

     

    An oath, wishing to the day to meet my end, and to you whom I will not be able to touch tomorrow

    Returning your living violet smile, waiting for luck and flowers

     

    Every single time my heart cracks, I think of you and I am calmed by the moonlight night

    Wishing for your trembling shadow, wanting to touch as tears run down my shoulder”


  9. Kanji

     

    黙れ害虫ウジ共の戯け

    踊れ害虫三遍死んで来い

    お前らに貸す耳なんて持ち合わせてねえよ

     

    黙れ害虫クソ為りに伏しな

    踊れ害虫面見て能書きタレろよ

    小汚い箱から出て来るんじゃねえ

     

    Welcome to the “infinite∞numbness”

    __________________________________________

    Romaji

     

    Damare gaichuu UJI domo no tawake

    odore gaichuu sanpen shinde koi

    omaera ni kasu mimi nante mochiawasetenee yo

     

    Damare gaichuu KUSO nari ni fushi na

    odore gaichuu tsura mite noukaki TAREro yo

    kogitanai hako kara detekuru n’janee

     

    Welcome to the “infinite∞numbness””


  10. Kanji

    ______________________________

    開く瞳に映る此の景色

     

    I will sing until the Day I Die

     

    変わらぬ言葉 歌い叫び続けた先に

    崇みが在るから

     

    “Just so far away..”

    “far away..”

     

    You wouldn’t realize until you get away

    here is the place that you should come back

    逃げ出すまで気づかないだろう。

    此処がお前の帰るべき場所だと。

     

    Would you give me all your pain?

    I’ll sing the all of your pain at here

    お前の痛みの全てをくれないか?

    その痛みの全てを歌うから。此処で。

     

    戻る場所さえ失い帰れぬだけなのか

    此処以外の何処に生きる場所が在る?

     

    “the Point of No Return”

    ______________________________

    Romaji

    _________________________________

    Hiraku hitomi ni utsuru kono iro

     

    I will sing until the Day I Die

     

    Kawaranu kotoba utai sakebi tsudzuketa saki ni

    takami ga aru kara

     

    “Just so far away..””far away..”

     

    you wouldn’t realize until you get away

    “just so far away..” “far away..”

    here is the place that you should come back

     

    “Just so far away..” “far away..”

    would you give me all your pain?

    “just so far away..” “far away..”

    I’ll sing the all of your pain at here

     

    Modoru basho sae ushinai kaerenu dake na no ka

    koko igai no doko ni ikiru basho ga aru?

     

    “the Point of No Return”

     

    “Just so far away..” “far away..”

    you wouldn’t realize until you get away

    “just so far away..” “far away..”

    here is the place that you should come back

     

    “Just so far away..” “far away..”

    would you give me all your pain?

    “just so far away..” “far away..”

    I’ll sing the all of your pain at here

     

    I will sing until the Day I Die

    ____________________________________

    English

    _____________________________________

    This scenery, reflected in your open eyes

     

    I will sing until the Day I Die

     

    Unchanging words, before continuing to sing and shout

    Because I have a reverence

     

    “Just so far away..”

    “far away..”

     

    You wouldn’t realize until you get away

    here is the place that you should come back

    You won’t notice until I’ve escaped

    This is the place that you should return to

     

    Would you give me all your pain?

    I’ll sing the all of your pain at here

    Won’t you give me all of your pain?

    Because I’ll sing of your pain. Here.

     

    I even lost the place that I would go back to, is it just that I won’t return?

    Is there anywhere other than here where I would live?

     

    “the Point of No Return””


  11. アモーレ 君は愛し陽炎

    快楽誘う笑みを浮かべて

     

    さぁhopeless

    蜃気楼の中

    Madness 熱帯夜 

    狂おしい

     

    Just breathe it all in

    限りあるのなら 情熱の赤に溶け込む 微笑は冷血ね

    螺螺 重なる影のvibe Just breathe it all outそれが美学です 

     

    サルサ踊る君は陽炎

    抱きしめあうよりもそう…殺し合いたい

     

    さぁhopeless

    蜃気楼の中

    Madness 熱帯夜 

    狂おしい

     

    Just breathe it all in

    限りあるのなら 欲望を地上にばら撒いて 踊れば終焉ね 

    螺螺 いびつなカテゴライズ Just breathe it all out 下等な人の群れ

     

    滑稽な心理を壁に飾り laugh螺ララ

     

    Just breathe it all in

    限りあるのなら 情熱の赤に溶け込む 微笑は冷血ね

    螺螺 重なる影のvibe Just breathe it all outそれが美学です

     


  12. 嗚呼 哀しみが眼球を潰して果てなき棘

    嗚呼 焔火に焼かれ堕ちて逝くそれが運命ね

     

     

    このまま灰になれるならいい

    舞い落ちる花びらさえ 憎んで

    夢薫 幻のまま

     

     

    滲む 記憶がほら 傷を数えて眠る

    爛れ堕ちる空に 浮かぶのは「混沌の月」

    そして無情はただ 愚かさに口づけを

    ここでサラバ 君よ 憐れむの 嗚呼 永久に哭く

     

     

    嗚呼 くいこんだ刃は冷徹と焦熱の魔

    嗚呼 悲劇とは閉鎖的陶酔の成れの果て 絶えぬ痛みに花は散る

     

     

    このまま砕け散って 笑うの

    降り注ぐ星の雨に打たれて

    夢薫 幻 不実さに溺れては修羅となる

     

     

    歪む 言葉がほら 君を求めて消える

    爛れ堕ちる空に 浮かぶのは「糜爛の月」

    そして無情はただ 愚かさに口づけを

    ここでサラバ 君よ 憐れむの 嗚呼 永久に哭く


  13. Anyone remember NEGA, well of course you do they were amazing. After they disbanded a new band was announced, THE BLACK SWAN. As soon as my friend Saito and I heard this news we were pumped, we loved NEGA and we loved JIN.

    It was a while before we heard any music since the announcement of this new band, but then two previews were released on youtube months later. The song's Jishin Boukansha and I SOLATION.

     

    Imo THE BLACK SWAN sounds amazing, their live single kurochou is great. It's like listening to NEGA, i guess that's the sound JIN was going for considering how much significance Jishin Boukansha has. 

     

    Seems to say that TBS is the continuation of the “expression” that he was trying to make at the end of NEGA. It took him a while to find members who wanted to express that same thing, and he almost gave up, but eventually found the lineup that forms TBS today. 

     

     

    He also mentions that TBS song Jishin Boukansha (自深傍観者) is highly related to the NEGA songs - and THE LAST TIMES FOREVER

     

    At their event KILLER X KILLER CARNIVAL, they will have I SOLATION freely distributed to staff workers.  

    FIRST TOUR 2014 「NEEDLESS × NEEDLESS」 TOUR FINAL 

    KILLER × KILLER CARNIVAL 
    2014-09-11 at Takadanobaba (高田馬場) AREA 
    THE BLACK SWAN / Sel'm / Femme Fatale / ERIZA / Nihilizm / SAVAGE 

    ※ I SOLATION freely distributed to attendees 

     

     


  14. First off, I'd like to say thank you all at Monochrome Heaven for all the kindness you've shown to me, even though I haven't been here long. It's been loads of fun here, but I must go for personal reasons. Alot of things have changed drastically for me,so i'd like to say Goodbye. I'm not sure if I am coming back or not. It depends on where ever I end up I guess. I'll miss you all, especially you Tetora.


    Sincerely , Aferni.

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