CELESTIAL CIEL

@Manji 卍 now I want to phone them just to talk... It's quite strange to realize that there's something I can't tell even to my parents, like, thoughts about killing myself and how miserable I feel myself because of absolutely sick addiction to my only friend...

I understand you,I'm in need of the same thing,but feels like there's no one that I can open myself about such thoughts. I've tried some therapist and stuff but it feels weird paying someone just to listen to your problems. I think you should try to phone them,you got nothing to lose trying it

You always can call such hotline,

for me nothing works, because I know my problem, and the way to happiness there isn't any simple solotion for. talking with a random person doesn't work, doesn't solve anything. But someday I hope to hit the right road so that I really can smile daily happy!