RoseOfHizaki

The nostalgia in this song is like..... omg.

Has to be..... Cuz reasons.

There comes a point where you're just sick and tired of excuses "so i found out you were dating ------ guy. couldnt you of at least told me???" "Yeah.... it was sudden" "But you've had four days to tell me...?" [No Reply] --- I spent an entire day deciding if i was going to carry on chatting to this chick. If she was worth my time. I just decided that I dont care for the drama so im burning that motherfucking bridge. Its surprising to me as its coming from someone who has abandonment issues..... We had a good talk. we talked all night for dayz. Part of me thinks she wanted to see if he turned out to be an asshole before coming back to me but I dont play them games. Nothing of value was lost. I started with nothing and i still have no fucks to give. ::EDIT:: Im always hesitant to burn a bridge. I always wonder if there are ways to rebuild or salvage things as I hate regrets. But some things just have to be done and move forward rather than be bound by the chains of regret.

my guilty addiction. Put on a set of headphones and nod your head https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23E5i1OjkNI

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23E5i1OjkNI

I think the reason why i love broken people is that I too myself am broken.....

REIGN - Mugen

Antikku Kafe *My apologies - I only just realised that i completely messed up the alphabet.... I was on the previous page where i saw Zi:Kill and i didnt think to check if there was another page that came after. REALLY SORRY! >_<

Veil Of Maya - Lisbeth The Constructor - Drei Marty Friedman - Undertow

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K69M1g9a6AI

Silent Hell - Drama (Chinese Death/Thrash metal)

Oh - and theres still more parts to come. Replaced the saddle = £22 shoes = £65 Jacket = 60-70

At the moment..... Make them suffer. Since I have learned that all 3 of their albums are somewhat linked together, its just made listening to them completely enchanting. They've kinda dropped the deathcore act a little for 'Old Souls' and become a little metalcore but that doesnt detract to how awesome the songs are once you listen to the lyrics and learn the true meaning behind the, The album too a while to grow on me, but when it did it was all i could listen to while i was at home. 'Old Souls' definitely gets better with every listen. The band have really improved since their first 2 releases and i honestly think they will keep getting better and better

Anzi is fucking awesome, Such an amazing guitarist. Ive heard a lot of Norifumi Shima (Concerto Moon, Double Dealer, ex-Animetal) esk riffs and now a lot of Syu from Galneryus esk playstyle though minus Syus muted/scooped mids guitar tone Not that Shima's and Syu's play styles are that much different anyway. Both musicians are well versed in neo-classical shred, but Ive heard Anzi emulate or 'voice' notes the same way Shima or Syu would and that is truely an artform in itself.

Nope. I dont even try.

So much Emotional

the scorpio i dated had trust issues - she was also a little emotionally unstable but I didnt care so much as im fine being a supportive role. I like seeing the people i care for do well, It makes me proud almost like a parent somewhat. Her life just seemed to be cursed with bad luck. Parents died in some freak accident and she was raised by other family members, She had an Ex that raped her that used to stalk us when we went out together - I didnt know who he was, I never met him but if she pointed him out i would have slapped him about some. Her Nan who raised her eventually passed away and she ended up staying with an Auntie who lived nearby, She had a little sister she looked after during her days off college and she got hit by a car. I never knew if she survived as we stopped talking soon after that. Im guessing she did cuz my ex went on to study fashion in france. I think i spoke to her once while she was there and once when she came back then i think i must have lost her number or something - She never got back in contact with me. I dont think we were together for very long. maybe 3 months?? But we broke up twice because people started spreading rumors about me. First time it happened she wouldnt believe a word that i said so I just backed off and gave her, her own space for a bit. She called me again about two weeks later to apologise. A few months later after that, It happened again and it was like dejavu all over again. She wouldn't listen to a word that i had to say because in her mind I was doing stuff behind her back with other people. I tried to reassure her but she didnt want to listen. It was then that i decided to end it. I honestly didnt mind being with her, though she wasnt one of the paranoid girls that would message or call me every 10mins asking me where i was and who i was with - I had my freedom. But when people start talking, she believed random people over me and thats what angered me the most. I left it at that and walked away from it all. She called me back a week or so later to say she was sorry and that she wanted to be together again, but i just didnt want to. To me it seemed like we would keep breaking up over silly rumors that random people who didnt even know me let alone seen or met me in person would start. I would never cheat - I would never even think about it. All im looking for is someone i can be with to the end of my days be it near or far. And i take my loyalty very seriously. Im not saying you cant question it - of course you can, but if it seems like an ongoing drama then id rather just save my breath. The people who know me, trust me. If you dont trust me then, you dont really know me at all. After all... I am king of the jungle ;3 Gotta be all regal and shit for da pepoles.

BooYaH