RoseOfHizaki

Psych!

I had a second screen but i decided to get rid of it as i didnt really use it that much space is also an issue on my desk, I'll get it back later when i move into my loft after the conversion.

Dont get your hopes up.... while at work ive had someones wallet handed to me, 5 or 10mins later another customer comes over and asks if a wallets been handed in - I give him back his wallet but all his cash is missing, customer claims he had at least £200 in his wallet and he's asking me questions about the guy that handed it in so he can go get his money back.... smh finders keepers, Its unfortunate but at least the guy who handed it in didnt touch his bank cards. I told him he should count himself lucky it was only £200 and not the cash in his bank account or credit card.

If crossfaith didnt change their style with their most recent, they could have been as awesome as this....I still listen to crossfaith's earlier stuff which really captivated me but I love Artema. I think their new album is possibly more melodic then their previous stuff but im not sure as ive regressed back into western metal for a while.

you'll have to excuse me, my previous post was made very late last night. I read about Howards panic attacks and stuff, but i still feel that theres more to leaving KSE then what he's telling the fans.

Just thought id leave this here....

ＳＡＬＴＹ ＤＯＧ – GOODBYE CRUEL WORLD

I was trying to put being a child into context. Generally though im not clingy or needy. I just like the thought that someones there that shares mh feelings

Insecure on a more emotional level? dont quite get what you mean. Maybe im a little slow or just tired as its coming to 2.30am If you mean crying because nobody wants me then thats something i dont have time for dwelling on such things does bad things to the mind

manmoding means manning the fuck up or just being manly. As for insecurities - I am a little about my body but im trying to fix that next month with regular trips to the gym. I finally managed to get part time at work and its something I really need as i honestly cant stand it and my relations with my manager & other such related staff have deteriorated quite badly. Most days i find it hard to go to work but we all need money to live so it becomes about getting the shift over as quick as possible then getting out. Part of my reluctance to go into work is due to them treating me like crap but what can i do? I hope to be leaving the company soon enough. I just need to distance myself away from all this for a bit to save my sanity. Where abouts in the US are you? Ive been meaning to visit the US for a while now and visit some friends there

as a lover of much & many metals, I guess i can chill here with you guise.

Well.... KSE we doing well with Howard, I was confused why he even left in the first place after saying that he was suffering from diabetes and stuff. so i was like OK..... You're ill and your stressed so you leave a band only to join up with another band within weeks or months?? His leaving KSE was so abrupt, Like one morning he got out of bed and totaly said he wouldnt do KSE anymore full stop. But change is good anyway & it sounds like he really needed it after being with KSE for so long. At least he didnt quit of a falling out with the rest of the KSE members, Though I still think theres a lot Howard isnt telling the fans. I think the press release where he spoke about his condition is only half the truth.

This band needs more love. They are fucking awesome.

Just started listening to this band.... Pretty cool as fuck

Fuck all the haters - I like this group.

A man once said... "The walls we build around us to keep sadness out also keeps out the joy." I would cuddle the shit out of some digitalbounce. Im from the group thats quite often misunderstood. To most people i seem like a serious guy, Maybe a little too serious. But even though I have a serious face I can be a complete utter child inside, though Not one of those nagging and needy little sods - Im talking about the ones that play pranks on you and stuff like that and generally just be a pain in the arse though not in a naggy kind of way. I have a serious side to me too and Im no stranger to manmoding stuff if i have to. but I guess having a serious face and being a total child inside makes me a little harder to read and that kinda throws people off. Not that im that interesting of a person of course. I just like people to feel at ease around me, think of me as little cat rather than that big elephant in the room.....

Currently really digging dazzle vision. Their song 'Eternity' just keeps ringing in my head Now If UPLIFT SPICE were to do a colab with Dazzle Vision, or at least a duet with both the lead singers it would be awkward but Maiko growls/screams would be just make the song so much more fucking awesome. I think the bands musical styles themselves also lend themselves to each other

Yes, cuz id get to bang Jen Selter. Id also have shit tonnes of money too but thats besides the point. What would you do if you knew kung fu?

wheres the recommendations thread??

Dazzle Vision - Eternity