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Yesterday the PS4 randomly froze while I was trying to load Netflix, which is the only time that has happened. We have more issues connecting to PSN on the PS3 than on the PS4.

Moriarty is.... an interesting character. My boyfriend hates him because of how he was portrayed. "I'll cut out your heeeeaaaart!' I actually really like this depiction of Sherlock and Holmes. <3 Except the ending. I don't like the ending.

My bf's PS4 arrived from amazon yesterday. He's looking forward to AC4 too.

I find it weird that my bf will randomly visit my amazon wishlist, even though I haven't updated it since before we started dating. O_o;;

http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B002DGTGNG Sennheiser HD428 Closed Circumaural Hi-Fi Headphone I've had these for over 3 years and they are still in near mint condition, despite the cord being accidentally yanked several times. (I sit cross-legged in front of my laptop, so uncrossing my legs in an unladylike manner means the cord gets caught on my foot and is sometimes violently unplugged. XD) This is the long cord version, so I don't use these when traveling. I couldn't tell you about all the technical aspects, but this headphone suits my needs.

I'd probably go with Kagrra,. 01. SKULL MANIA - Fuck You 02. Save Ferris - For You 03. アナーキー - シティ・サーファー 04. Muse - Starlight 05. Aqua - Barbie Girl 06. Christian Kane - The House Rules 07. Dir en grey - G.D.S. 08. The Nightmare Before Christmas Soundtrack - Nabbed 09. Uroyan - Rompe con el Dembow Feat. Alpha & Malian 10. everset - 咲いて Wow, this time shuffle was ALL over the place! Until everset came on I was going with Christian Kane (love him, but everset's song is better).

I can help out a bit now that I have a wee bit more free time. I haven't participated/voted in the awards for several years, so I don't believe I know enough to offer worthwhile suggestions.

Manga: 7 Seeds First released in 2002, ongoing. Survival manga makes me happy in the pants, heart, and brain. I just love this manga so much that I HAVE to share it. It's my first manga recommendation EVER. Seriously. ------------------------------------------------------- Anime: Bamboo Blade 26 episodes, complete Watch the whole series on FUNimation's channel: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aw0tCekaaKc&list=PL208283CA6D7FC203 *shrug* It's funny and just about the only anime I've made my loved ones watch (it's one of the few animes that 1.) I remember and 2.) my friends haven't watched already). "Miya Miya!" Plus, I like kendo....

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He was a 5-year-old boy.... with his mouth TAPED shut, hands bound, and put in a garbage bag.... how COULD he "apologize" to be released?! He couldn't speak, couldn't sign/signal, and probably couldn't move very much at all! But she wasn't going to release him until he apologized?! And apologize for what, being a smartass when given the opportunity? The article says mother of four, so where were the 3 other kids? I mean, the kindergartener was "already up" at "11 a.m." so does that mean the other 3 kids were still sleeping? Apparently the husband didn't get up until "12:15 p.m." How late do people sleep in on Sundays?! (My body wouldn't let me sleep past 7:30 this morning.) From that quote about playing DS or breathing, it seems like she was knowingly trying to suffocate him! I just... I can't.... that poor boy!

My jaw is killing me right now. Stupid tooth. Stupid slow-acting pain killers.

Chapstick, always chapstick!

I really need to see a dentist about this molar.......... no monies. ;_;

Wow. Nice to know (but will be forgotten in a couple hours).

I love them... and am surprised that none of the older posts were by me/my old accounts. How could I have not talked about my lovelies!?

Wow, lots of Diru! I approve. XD I'd have picked Kodou (I named a fish after that song XD). I went ahead and looked up your choice and it's interesting. Not something I'm in the mood for right now though. I linked some of the artists to their last.fm profiles, just because. XD 1. Soasin - I've Been Dying to Reach You 2. Dir en grey - 蛍火 3. everset - 雷音（LIVE） 4. Chococream Rolls - 클라크 5. Nightwish - Ghost Love Score 6. Deli Spice - 기쁨이 들리지 않는 거리 7. exist†trace - リトル・メアリーと美しき憎しみのドナウ 8. Pepper - Give It Up 9. exist†trace - 海の雫 10. The Misfits - Fiend Club Oh man, so hard to pick! I went back and forth between Diru, everset, and exist†trace this time.

Cream cheese! What's your favorite article of clothing?

A while back I read an article that said the Japanese census reported there were more pets than children under the age of 15. I know that if I couldn't have a man to cuddle, I too would definitely have a cat to pamper.

Nope, and I never did. I've had a few friends who earnestly wished to be Japanese/fully Japanese.

Sana disbanded The Trippin' Outs in favor of reviving Thee Out Mods, the band that captured her heart. Ace continues to support Sana and will continue being producer and support guitarist. They are looking for a permanent guitarist. They've actively been having lives since late July. They will be distributing a limited cd with a new song at their October 19th and 27th lives. OHP: http://m42063.wix.com/thee-out-mods Sana's blog: http://ameblo.jp/theeoutmods777/ Ace's blog: http://ameblo.jp/aceman777/ (Listed L to R) Vo: Sana Dr: Shige Ba: Junji Gt: Ace (Support, not pictured)

Death, doom, and destruction..... if only.

If this post is tldr, then skip to the last paragraph. Music has always been my outlet. Linkin Park and Papa Roach are two examples of artists that I could listen to and somehow manage my out-of-control emotions, but my heart was always with metal. A friend of mine introduced me to jrock, but I never paid it much attention because American artists were so much easier to access (besides, she sent me a picture and I wondered wtf was wrong with the vk band members XD). Slayer was always my last resort when it came to music because their music never failed to help me stabilize. Slayer was almost an integral part of my life back then. Actually, I even met my daughter's father at a Slayer concert. He was also an avid fan, even covering several of their songs on guitar and using their titles as his screen names. We had quite a whirlwind start for our relationship, but in the end he was just using me the way I used music. We broke up on my birthday, but still went to see a Slayer concert together a few days later. Kinda funny how we both met and parted at a Slayer concert. ;; I was already unknowingly pregnant when we broke up (not that knowing would've changed anything). Despite drama and stress from him and his friends, I had a very happy pregnancy. I never needed music to make me feel better because just putting my hand on my growing stomach was extremely soothing. Unfortunately, my pregnant sister and her family (then husband and her 2 sons) had been living with us. My sister and I never really had that great of a relationship and things only got worse this time. Her husband kept getting fired from the easiest of jobs (even ones where he was hired as a favor), was stealing from the household, wasting her hard-earned money, and went out of his way to NOT do any household chores. She couldn't get mad at him (she was in a custody battle with her ex over their sons and courts prefer stable marriages to single parents), so she'd take it out on me; mentally, emotionally, verbally, financially, and even physically. I could only endure it because of the little miracle growing inside of me. My sister was further along than I was, so she had her kid before I did. That just made things worse because her husband didn't really want to be a father and never did anything to take care of his daughter. My sister expected my father and I to take care of all 3 of her kids for her, including feeding, bathing, entertaining/supervising, and tutoring them. Because my sister is the stereotypical blond bimbo, she'd often leave for work without expressing milk (and was adamantly against formula) so I ended up having to wet nurse my niece at various times over a span of 2 months (because the only other option was to let her starve ). My sister's husband left her on December 26th, after receiving several hundred dollars in presents from her. About 2 weeks later I had my daughter. My sister's abuse only intensified after these events. She moved out in February, after telling her church that I had thrown my barely 1 month old daughter against the wall. Some elderly bitch at the church called me and tried to get me to confess my "sins" to her over the phone. I told her A. I have no sins to confess and B. she is legally required by law to report suspected child abuse otherwise she could be face charges as well. She eventually shut the fuck up and called the police like I told her to; an officer was at my front door no more than 10 minutes later. I still remember him to this day: in his late 30s, slightly husky, white in his beard, and not a single hint of maliciousness in his eyes. He commented that my daughter didn't even have scratches on her face, unlike his own kid. He found out it was my sister who started the false report and put a giant, comforting hand on my shoulder before leaving. No matter how much music I listened to, nothing could stop my from shaking in anger and betrayal. Not even my daughter's crying could jolt my soul. With just this information, some people would think it was "just" postpartum depression, but I had already met with my doctors to check for it (and met with them again after that incident) and I was given a clear bill of health (both times). I don't know how much later, but days later I just put my music on shuffle, hid under the desk, curled up into a ball, and cried while listening to the music. Linkin Park meant nothing. Pink meant nothing. Papa Roach meant nothing. Slayer meant nothing. Slayer was useless to my soul. Slayer, my last resort, did nothing. And then it happened, a song came on that helped wash away the hurt, pain, anger, and numbness. I'll be damned if I remember which song, but I'll never forget the band; it was Dir en grey.