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I realized a couple days ago I am Tatsurou's voice would it be Tatsuvoice? sexual  

5 minutes ago, jiji94 said:

Yeah, Tatsurou's another with a deep voice. Takuya's is just so, sooo deep when he talks that it doesn't seem like that type of voice would come out. lol

 

Kind of like when I first heard Isshi from Kaggra talk. There was such a huge contrast between how he spoke and how he sang. First time I heard him talk I think I almost flung my laptop across the room.

First time I hear Tatsurou talk I cried. I also really like Klaha's voice but I don't think I will ever hear him sing again since he basically disappeared :< At least we have was has been put out there.  

10 minutes ago, jiji94 said:

For some weird reason, every time I hear Takuya from The Oral Cigarettes talk I'm always so shook at how deep his voice is.

I am always  shooketh  I hear Tatusurou sing but I am always quaking when I hear him scream or growl

Honestly, I hate being around people but yet I want to go to a con and do a group VK cosplay. 

48 minutes ago, chocobuzz said:

I mostly use Instagiffer, it's a small program that's really easy to use. It has some pretty nice features like adding captions or filters too. It's also completely free and it doesn't leave any watermarks on your gifs either. ^^

http://instagiffer.com/

BLESS

Thank you so much

7 minutes ago, platy said:

I'm so indecisive it literally affects every aspect of my life to a high extent. 

 

-mega sigh-

Honestly me too, I had that struggle at the end of last school year, continue going to school or do online schooling. At least I made a somewhat less stressful choice xD

I am honestly really excited for this. For a couple months I thought they disbanded because I didn't find anything recent at that time (about a year ago)

I am struggling too much with all of these xD I feel like I am missing something or just over thinking the whole process.

15 minutes ago, fitear1590 said:

I've stuck with Giffing Tool for a while: http://www.giffingtool.com

They have a free version (with a small watermark, I believe) as well as a full "pay what you want" version. I think I paid $1 for the full version and there's no watermark.

It's simple to use, but also not overly fancy with features (so that might be a negative, if you're looking to make extremely edited gifs). Hope that helps!

Alright thanks  Hoping this way actually works for me xD 

6 minutes ago, jiji94 said:

Yah, totally get that. And wtf about your family?? I'm lucky when I was a kid my mom sat me down and explained what transgender meant to me. I live in a very small town but at least four or five people in my age group are openly trans/non-binary.

 

I identify as genderqueer tbh I wouldn't say I'm trans but it's possible..?

I kinda expected what my grandma said, but my uncle and mom were unexpected. They never really spoke against it and I kind expected them to not care or say much. My mom was so against it too, like my grandma using the whole Christian argument lol. 

13 minutes ago, sheepprincessgara said:

Don't give a fuck what anyone else says, just be you. The stigma against trans people is so fucking disheartening, and these naysayers just need to mind their own business and let people live their own fucking lives.

 

I don't really know if I struggle with dysphoria myself (I'm fine with my genitals although I hate periods more than anything so I wouldn't call myself trans), but I have struggled with being either masc or femme. I was forced to be real feminine for all my childhood until I graduated high school, and when I started college, I started dressing more butch and even got to cut my hair short which was a lifelong dream for me tbh. Now a couple years later, I've actually started wearing makeup (another thing that I never really got to do during my childhood), and I'm developing an interest in feminine fashion that I didn't really pay much attention to before, like lolita, and I'm pretty much entering that period where I wanna be femme again ;w; I just have to grow my hair out first since dresses don't really look good on me with having short hair and I kinda wanna lose weight too. orz

I find it quite disturbing when someone is all "To be a man...." or "To be a woman...", especially when it is to someone that they don't really know. Why do you want to know so badly what surgeries they are gonna get? Why are you trying to choose their daily routine when you aren't really gonna see them again. When it comes to family it is pretty much the same, just don't bother, I will move out and never talk to you again then.  

12 minutes ago, jiji94 said:

Yooo you're not the only person I've talked to who feels that way. Actually, when I was really confused about my gender identity I messaged a friend of mine who is transgender and he told me how for himself his perception of gender has continued to change and that internally he does not consider himself male or female. He definitely helped me make sense of myself. 

 

Anyway, I've been in denial about my gender identity for pretty much the past decade or so? It took until having a breakdown while talking to my ex because being forced into a gender role was driving me up the wall. 

Yeah I mean I do plan on doing physical transition to some extent but don't really wanna be considered a boy or girl, I think it's androgyne? 

And yea I get that kind of, I came out to my family without even thinking about it until my grandma called me mentally ill. Now my uncle always talks about "In order to be a man you have to..." and list a bunch of masculine things and even stupid shit like hand veins are essential for being masculine? (I like them and all but I don't think they are a masculine characteristic) But yea I get a lot of nasty comebacks when I say I don't really want to be a very masculine man. I think Femme boy is more me? 

5 minutes ago, jiji94 said:

That's actually pretty cool! Luckily my family wouldn't care at all if I cut my hair or changed my style. They're pretty great. I used to have very short hair many years ago and was kind of relentlessly teased for it and grew it out. Long hair was super cute on me but it made me miserable.

 

In my case, I struggle a lot with what is probably gender dysphoria and just accepting that I'm not happy being a "woman" or whatever that really means. 

Ouh I know about dysphoria haha. But I really don't think I am a man or woman even tho I am considered transman : / 

16 minutes ago, jiji94 said:

Ugh, I wish I had the courage to cut my hair short again (although it's a short bob now) and wear men's clothing. I wish I could just accept that that is me like I used to before I suddenly went hyper femme. 

You know, I never really thought about the courage thing when I wanted to cut my hair short, shave it for a deathhawk, shave off my eyebrows and show up to school the next day with none drawn on. Didn't really really regret any of it. Yea I argued with mom on the hair thing but shaving my eyebrows I just did in my room bc I got bored and wanted to do more with makeup  

9 minutes ago, Euthanasia said:

 

ugh it was such a long time ago so I don't really remember, all I remember is that I had to use old iMovie to make screencaps/frames from the video before I could put them in Gimp. But I found this http://fy-gimp.tumblr.com/post/41038840690/tutorial-how-to-make-a-gif-basic-simple for you, so that might help  

Alright thanks, I will be sure to check it out!

5 minutes ago, Euthanasia said:

I make mine with Photoshop CC (you can always download a free 30 days trial to try it out, if you'd like), but waay before that I did them in Gimp (it's free!), but not sure how that works nowadays. 

How did you do it with GIMP? I already have that, it might be the same. 

I do want to start making my own gifs but have no idea how to. I don't really go with any sites because MOST do make you upload them to the site and watermark them with their own watermark or none at all. I also can't afford photoshop I feel that is pretty much the only way to make them haha. But if any of you do make them and are willing to share please tell me. Any and all help is much appreciated ^^~

Why is it so easy to fall behind in school but so hard to catch up even when you stay up till 5 the next morning trying to catch up? 

11 minutes ago, jirojiro said:

Eh, those people suck then.  XD  They are good while they last.  But there are always more people to replace those who can't live up to the role of being a good friend.  I've had those people in the past...  Sucks to lose them, but look forward to what's next.  Sometimes I'm sickeningly optimistic even though I'm a pessimist.    

I am a huge pessimist too tbh

5 minutes ago, jirojiro said:

I have limited friends.  Work and from like high school and college...  Like Idk how I made these friends...  I question it often.

 

I am at this point where I rarely talk to people irl and it's like nearly impossible to make new friends.  It's this accursed awkwardness and shyness that I was given.  XD  It's okay.  Online buddies!  

Over tine I guess people get tired of me xD friendships I have had never lasted long sadly, online or in person. Guess they are good while they last though :> 

5 minutes ago, jirojiro said:

For real!  Like it's the best feeling in the world when you talk to someone that has the same passion for an artist as you do.  It gives that feeling of "Yes, this person gets me!"  

 

Or when you show someone a band that you like and they start liking it.  Feels good man~  Feels good.

I hardly get to feel that sadly :< I don't really have any friends irl so I kinda have to meet them online but yet I am too scared to reach out haha. I kinda just wait till someone notices what I am into and start talking to me.

6 minutes ago, jirojiro said:

Ditto.  I want to have a discussion and find more killer music.  I don't have energy to waste on arguments.

It is also less stress full just to discuss an artist you both agree on too haha

I felt the same way about forms but I have only been into Visual Kei and Jrock for about maybe 2(or 3 years) and just never really felt comfortable with forms in general? Even tho I made friends online who like the same bands I do and such. I figured it was about time I tried out the form thing too so I could make more and carry more discussion (and hopefully it is civil too haha don't like pointless arguments)