SadMoomin

I took that username because i'm a huge fan of the moomins and I feel sad always lol ;;

Welcome !!  

Welcome !!  

Because I don't have any self control in Halloween stores :")

I think they has so much potential so it's heartbreaking they disband. I really hope some of the members are planning to continue music and show their talent.  (Especially Yu-ki).

Current jammmmmmmm 

Halloween because candies, cute decorations and costume :")

Anyone like them too ? I sadly don't have any recent pictures with the two new support members. I can't wait to hear new songs, seems like Sivy is only doing live performance and covers lately. (Which are on their YT channel "myspeedydish" if you're interested.)

Here's some of their songs: 

Welcome !!

AAhhh La'Mule, a really important band for me... they're the ones who got me into kote kei. My favorite song from them is "Cry in past" ~

Not having any anxiety attack in public for once ~

"What should I eat today?" lmao

Akai bathroom by SCAPEGOAT 

Sivy from DISH replied to a drawing I made of him, I was really happy.

I identify myself as  agender and started to be more open about it since recently. But since years I was questioning myself about how I see myself and I just know that I didn't feel like a man or a woman. I think Visual kei kinda helped me to figure things out because of the androgynous attribute of the aesthetic etc...

It sadly have a kind of impact with how I see my body, I honestly have a big struggle with my breast and curves and I wish I didn't have any, but I don't want male attribute neither, just a "Neutral looking body" if you understand what I mean. I'd feel so much better if I was the way i'd like to, but I don't think I could get my ideal body completely since my idea of beauty for myself is way too unrealistic.

I feel like some people don't take me seriously about being agender and it make me upset.

Just some makeup I was running out of lol

Crappy webcam quality but oh welllll

It's one of my plan for the future actually, so yeah i would like to get married ! And have a themed party or something like that. I'm really cheesy when it come to weddings lmao.

DADAROMA, Morrigan, Blesscode, Damy  and SCAPEGOAT. Still in the process to discover new bands because I stopped since a while for not specific reasons lol

My unpopular opinion is that I can't stand Mejibray at all :/ lol

My boyfriend has about 9 years older and it's also the biggest age gap I had in a relationship. So my opinion about this is that, as long as you have legal age and the person isn't unhealthy or abusive to you, I don't see anything wrong. I always been attracted to people older than me tbh, lol. I don't think i'd be able to date someone younger, i dunno.

I currently am in one since pretty recently but fortunately he live in the same country as me and I will get to see him in November. I'm so excited. I don't have any problems with that because I trust him and he trust me. I mean yeah it's hard for physical affection but we can still show how we love each others  with small attention like vocal messages and mental support. It's actually kinda "good" that it's this way now because I currently need to focus on some personal stuff  for improving my mental health/future and in his case he work quite a lot... Since a long time I pretty much always got into LDR because I feel like this is way easier for me to find someone who like the same stuff as me...and  I know it would be hard for me to be with someone who is not ready to hear me talking about bands loool. But yeah it's also easier for me to approach someone this way. It's not for everyone and I can see why, tho, it take lot of patience and trust.

Thanks everyone !!!!