Undead burger

I hate that VK has given birth to the abomination that is a good chunk of "swed kei."
 
A lot of the stuff in that scene is an ear sore to listen to and watch. And its very bothersome to see that many of the bands/acts don't have to try hard to get some kind of a fan base. They can just slap on the VK look, which is a quick way to sucker in fans and they can just fly by with dropping borderline mediocre music. 

That some fans seems to expect that a band should sound 100% perfection on their first release. It's ok to have high standards, but sometimes it is just as needed to wait a little and see how the band evolves, and see if the music is getting better. Same goes with some singers, there's a lot of singers who've sounded bad in the beginning but have turned around and sounds much better now. James Hetfield in Metallica (not VK but still), for an example. 
 
And I've also some issues with older VK fans (like myself lol) who treat new VK fans as crap for no reason at all. I mean, we've all been there in the beginning. And the VK genre itself is quite small and it need to grow and in order to do that new fans is needed.

My main issue with the visual kei scene isn't really represented in the options here, and it's something you generally get more in touch with once you get to Japan and get to experience the scene.
Firstly, the fact that a large majority of visual kei musicians more or less openly admits they don't have any artistic or personal integrity, they don't care what they produce and they don't care that their sound is exactly like every other band out there, because they know that as long as the members are pretty enough there WILL be fans, and they WILL pay you money for "company" and "favors" so that you can survive comfortably and keep rehashing the same song for a couple of years until you feel like calling it quits and do something more worthwhile with your life, or more likely, go into full time hosting business now that you have a decent circle of clients already.
 
This sort of leads me into my second issue and it's the bangya culture. It's generally really vile, and the way the girls not only talk about the musicians but also each other is quite disgusting. If the bangyas decide that a member has done something they do not approve of, that doesn't live up to their perfect ideals that they hold them all to (because god knows the fangirls don't live up to any of them) they can easily start enough shit to cause a band to break up or force a member out of the band. The issues doesn't end there though, because the few foreign bangya that exists generally adapt to this mentality and lifestyle too. They openly shun other foreigners who dare attend the lives of "their" band and ruin their "specialness", they participate in this completely daft saizen system where a designated person basically decides who gets what spot at a concert so everyone can enjoy playing ten year olds doing the "you're not allowed to play with us"-games... And the obviousness of what really drives people to be fans of these bands become so apparent when they get to this level, and it's certainly not the music.
 
To be honest, in a lot of ways I never realized how bad this was until I got there and could see it all for myself, and that's despite a 13 year stint in the scene by now.

I wouldn't say "crush" but more like... "this guy is so pretty i want his genetic to have a good looking baby" xD (cuz having ugly childrens is my worst nightmare)
Seriously, some guys are very very attractive but I wouldn't see myself with them or imagine a date with theese dudes. It's more like a girl who will have a crush on Johnny Depp for example. I don't really know how to explain... XD but it's more like "I love the aesthetic of this man, he's good looking"
 
Kaoru from dir en grey is my first "crush" and will forever be. I know he's probably not the prettyest male on the earth (like his nose, his scars on the cheek, his strabismus and so on...) but... Yeah I don't know I think he's really realy really good looking. And his bat tattoo on his neck is seriously the hottest thing ever, I died when I see it in real life when he mooved his hair a bit during the show. Still, I do respect him a lot as a musician because before anything else: he is the most badass guitarist ever imo. And because of the respect I have for him I'll probably never have the guts to shake his hand at a VIP meet or something like that.
 
Yoshiatsu from dadaroma is also a good looking young man, he's a bit androgynous wich is weird because I like masculine (and older) guys in real life.
 
And kamijo's hair is goals to be honest, it's my new religion, I worship this man hair.

A bunch of new DDRM pictures
(I don't know if I'm allowed to post them there but since there is also some other pictures before...)

Hi guys !

So, it's time for an introduction there. Before anything else, please forgive me for any mistake since english is not my mother tongue. But I will do my best

My nick name is Undead burger, and my real name is... unpronounceable if you're not french. Mathilde, like what the heck ? It's just the french version of Mathilda. ANYWAYS.
I'm 21 and I live in france, in the southern part : French Riviera, sun, Cannes film festival and all the rest. I'm currently in a relation ship if you are curious about it, and I plan to become a funeral counselor in my adult life. I have various interests in life and death is one of them. Like, I've been obsessed with it since I was 8 or 9 years old when I found out about egyptian mummies. I'm kinda weird, but I promise i don't bite My other main interest is foreign languages. I obviously speak French and English (even if I still make silly mistakes.) I have basics in Spanish, German, Italian and Japanese (been studying it for 2 years now). I also do love piercings and tattoos. For the moment I only have one tattoo (a bat on my left clavicle) and two piercings (a neck surface and a microdemarl on my chest) But I have a looooot of other plans for my body when I'll have money lel. I do play video games A LOT, I'm insomniac, I smoke too much, I don't eat enough healthy things and I'm a crazy cat lady.
 
My favourite band EVER is Dir en Grey, I fell in love with them back in 2007 when I heard their song Zan (the first version obviously). Thanks to youtube recommendations! One of the things I like the most is collecting/making dir en grey memes by the way. When it comes to japanese bands, I like the heavy ones mostly. Such as Dadaroma, Deviloof, Lynch, Noctural bloodlust, DIO, Maximum the hormone, Nega and so on. But strangly, I'm also a huge fan of Kamijo (this includes Versailles, New sodmy and his solo career), I do worship this man hair honestly. 

I also listen to metal and whatevercore a lot. But not only, I do love strange/weird electronic music like witch house or J-crore for example. And I have guilty pleasures like everyone else...

I guess this is long enough. See you soon guys

I put the picture in a spoiler because you can see a bit of my boobies, like, the beginning of my cleavage.
 
I only have one tattoo. At least, for now lol. I wanted to get a bat since... Forever. As far as I remember as a kid I always liked Halloween and creepy stuff. Plus, I'm an insomniac and I think bats are really cute. I may dress mostly in black everyday but I don't consider myself "goth" or anything like that. But I'm definitely the spooky kind and I always look like someone going to a funeral or something like that. I got it for my 21st birthday, so it was in october 2015. I haven't done it before just because... Well, I have no valid reason lol. I was just too lazy I guess.

My next projects are including getting an ouroboros on my ribs, dir en grey is my favourite band and uruoboros is my favourite album by them so yeah, DEG tribute tattoo will be done one day.
 
I also want a sphinx butterfly under my boobs, in dot work like my bat. And Femurs crossed inside of my arm. I want a Victorian skeleton lady on my arm, and a crow skull on my upper shoulder. So, my left arm will end up in a macabre sleeve lel. I'm also thinking about a "kawaii death", like, the death with a crown flower and making the peace sign with her fingers and a quote below like "rest in peace".
 
A black betta will probably end up on my tight too.
 
I'm not really into colour tattoo, I prefer black ink. I was thinking about getting a jellyfish in white ink, but my tattoo artist said that white ink tends to turn yellowish as the time goes by... So I'm not really sure about this one.
 

ベルカとストレルカ
 
I had hidden the knife into the desk.
It was for protecting oneself.
There was no intention of wounding someone.
I want you to believe.
Please don’t see me by your sad eye.
 
煙にまみれた数え歌
答えを探してた
僕は何処へ
 
綱がゆらゆら拍手する人
これが答えか？と太陽が僕を踏み付けがなりたてる
爪弾き  罵声       陶酔の舞台         顔を隠さず奏でる
 
傾く天井             数え歌
ベルカとストレルカ
僕は此処へ
 
ah鏡に映った踊るピエロが
あなたの涙を顔に刻むように歌う
 
僕に乗せられたリンゴが落ちる
 
濃くなる霧と月を眺め 呼吸を確かめていた
もう君は泣かないで      悲しみが募る雨に
僕は傘になろう
 
ah鏡を見つめて踊るピエロは
あなたの涙をガラスに摘むように願う
いつしか             空が晴れたなら
あなたと             二人で
 
 
 
BERUKA to SUTORERUKA
 
I had hidden the knife into the desk.
It was for protecting oneself.
There was no intention of wounding someone.
I want you to believe.
Please don’t see me by your sad eye.
 
kemuri ni mamireta kazoeuta
kotae wo sagashiteta
boku wa doko e
 
tsuna ga yurayura hakushu suru hito
kore ga kotae ka? to taiyou ga boku wo fumitsuke ga naritateru
tsumahajiki basei tousui no butai kao wo kakusazu kanaderu
 
katamuku tenjou kazoeuta
BERUKA to SUTORERUKA
boku wa koko e
 
ah kagami ni utsutta odoru PIERO ga
anata no namida wo kao ni kizamu you ni utau
 
boku ni noserareta ringo ga ochiru
 
kokunaru kiri to tsuki wo nagame kokyuu wo tashikameteita
mou kimi wa nakanaide kanashimi ga tsunoru ame ni
boku wa kasa ni narou
 
ah kagami wo mitsumete odoru PIERO wa
anata no namida wo GARASU ni tsumu you ni negau
itsushika sora ga hareta nara
anata to futari de
 
 
 
Velka and Strelka
 
I had hidden the knife into the desk.
It was for protecting oneself.
There was no intention of wounding someone.
I want you to believe.
Please don’t see me by your sad eye.
 
Among counting rhymes covered in smoke
I was looking for an answer
Where should I go?
 
The rope sways and people applaud
Is this the answer? I shout at the sun that bears down upon me
Black sheep, they jeer, a stage of intoxication where they perform without concealing their identity
 
A slanting ceiling and counting rhymes
Velka and Strelka
I came here
 
The dancing clown reflected in the mirror
Sings to engrave your tears upon his face
 
The apple hung upon me falls
 
I gazed at the moon with the thickening fog
To make sure you were breathing
Don’t cry any more, let your sadness become the heavy rain
I’ll be your umbrella
 
When I stare into the mirror
The dancing clown wishes he could take your tears away into the glass
When the sky clears without my noticing
I’ll be together again with you

I put the picture in a spoiler because you can see a bit of my boobies, like, the beginning of my cleavage.
 
I only have one tattoo. At least, for now lol. I wanted to get a bat since... Forever. As far as I remember as a kid I always liked Halloween and creepy stuff. Plus, I'm an insomniac and I think bats are really cute. I may dress mostly in black everyday but I don't consider myself "goth" or anything like that. But I'm definitely the spooky kind and I always look like someone going to a funeral or something like that. I got it for my 21st birthday, so it was in october 2015. I haven't done it before just because... Well, I have no valid reason lol. I was just too lazy I guess.

My next projects are including getting an ouroboros on my ribs, dir en grey is my favourite band and uruoboros is my favourite album by them so yeah, DEG tribute tattoo will be done one day.
 
I also want a sphinx butterfly under my boobs, in dot work like my bat. And Femurs crossed inside of my arm. I want a Victorian skeleton lady on my arm, and a crow skull on my upper shoulder. So, my left arm will end up in a macabre sleeve lel. I'm also thinking about a "kawaii death", like, the death with a crown flower and making the peace sign with her fingers and a quote below like "rest in peace".
 
A black betta will probably end up on my tight too.
 
I'm not really into colour tattoo, I prefer black ink. I was thinking about getting a jellyfish in white ink, but my tattoo artist said that white ink tends to turn yellowish as the time goes by... So I'm not really sure about this one.
 

Re:MY BACTERIA HEAT ISLAND live-limited CD "狂犬病(rabies)" will be released at their live since Shinjuku WILD SIDE TOKYO at 2016/04/02
 
[track list]
01.燃ゆる東京(moyuru tokyo)
02.Wonderland
03.ハゲ散らかしたジョニー(hagechirakashita johnny)
04.狂犬病(rabies)
 




 

Hi guys !

So, it's time for an introduction there. Before anything else, please forgive me for any mistake since english is not my mother tongue. But I will do my best

My nick name is Undead burger, and my real name is... unpronounceable if you're not french. Mathilde, like what the heck ? It's just the french version of Mathilda. ANYWAYS.
I'm 21 and I live in france, in the southern part : French Riviera, sun, Cannes film festival and all the rest. I'm currently in a relation ship if you are curious about it, and I plan to become a funeral counselor in my adult life. I have various interests in life and death is one of them. Like, I've been obsessed with it since I was 8 or 9 years old when I found out about egyptian mummies. I'm kinda weird, but I promise i don't bite My other main interest is foreign languages. I obviously speak French and English (even if I still make silly mistakes.) I have basics in Spanish, German, Italian and Japanese (been studying it for 2 years now). I also do love piercings and tattoos. For the moment I only have one tattoo (a bat on my left clavicle) and two piercings (a neck surface and a microdemarl on my chest) But I have a looooot of other plans for my body when I'll have money lel. I do play video games A LOT, I'm insomniac, I smoke too much, I don't eat enough healthy things and I'm a crazy cat lady.
 
My favourite band EVER is Dir en Grey, I fell in love with them back in 2007 when I heard their song Zan (the first version obviously). Thanks to youtube recommendations! One of the things I like the most is collecting/making dir en grey memes by the way. When it comes to japanese bands, I like the heavy ones mostly. Such as Dadaroma, Deviloof, Lynch, Noctural bloodlust, DIO, Maximum the hormone, Nega and so on. But strangly, I'm also a huge fan of Kamijo (this includes Versailles, New sodmy and his solo career), I do worship this man hair honestly. 

I also listen to metal and whatevercore a lot. But not only, I do love strange/weird electronic music like witch house or J-crore for example. And I have guilty pleasures like everyone else...

I guess this is long enough. See you soon guys

Thx Tetsuakira
 
eiheartx merci beaucoup XD je suis contente de voir que je ne suis pas la seule française ici
ALOOOORS les gamertag si tu veux m'ajouter :
pour steam c'est : undeadburger1
pour battlenet (je joue qu'à diablo III chez eux et j'y ai pas touché depuis un moment lel) c'est : undeadburger #2695
et je joue aussi à League of Legends (pas trop ces derniers temps va savoir pourquoi) : undead burger
voilà voilà XD