blackdoll

the more i listen to them, the more i fucking love them!

Atleast they went out in style, Camera Obscura AOTY so far

As long as blackdoll is alive and jamming, the spirit will never die.

ahhhh no! don't loop me in with you

月は無慈悲な夜の女王, is from gossip. but anyway for me it was similar. around 2011-2012  on youtube trying to find bands to listen to because my old "music" was trash. I made note of Lycaon as a metal band, but then listen to eros and such and was like what? I still liked it and thought it was good, but favored metal Lycaon. fast forward a little bit Lycaon was my number 5, then I remember loving the previews mayaku/memei even though they were "crappy" demo ver. (not sure if they moved up). Anyway from that point on they were the only band that was always flawless, and i always loved everything. Became my drug and healer in life, so yeah obsessed because other band (in vk) just come in go like season, Lycaon was constant, like they were thinking about me. and Rose was when i realized yuuki's valuable (for whole disco).

WARNING: EUOLGY AHEAD!! GREAT WALLS OF TEXT!!
I discovered Lycaon sometime between late 2011 and early 2012, when I checked out a split CD they did with R指定, called 果し状. I heard R指定's cover of "the [1st] degree genocide holic" and wanted to discover Lycaon, so I checked out their song previews on iTunes, and downloaded their album “嘘と女と『　　　』,” and found it all quite interesting. I found the song "Jesus," and was absolutely amazed. The first instance of loving Lycaon. Other songs from the album weren’t what I expected, but still pretty cool. Shortly after, I checked out “Royal Order,” and songs like "Declaration of war" and "非雨" became instant favourites of mine.
Around this time, they released a single that just didn't jibe with me (麻薬/眩暈-めまい-), but I wasn't going to leave them. I continued to follow the band, but I just didn't consider them a big favourite of mine.
Fast forward to early 2013 when their single "薔薇 ~Rose~" comes out, and I'm delighted to hear their improved sound. I listened to it a few times here and there, was highly impressed by "朦朧." And then in September, we get "MASOCHIST RED CIRCUS," a step in a whole new direction. While I didn't listen to the whole thing until several months ago, I immediately noticed "覚醒" and "雨音の輪舞曲," both of which I fell in love with. Early 2014, "馬鹿ね。" and "悪女の微笑" came out, and while I downloaded them, I never made a point to listen to them. Although songs like "馬鹿ね。" and "月は無慈悲な夜の女王" would come up in iTunes shuffles time to time, and I would be impressed.
Later that year, a music video preview of a new single called "Shadow" surfaced, and I was intrigued. I wanted more. And when the single was released, I listened to it immediately, and I fell in love with the single! I fell in love with Lycaon. All three tracks from the single were astonishing! I was so happy, and then I figured out about this new album coming out called "Camera obscura," and I was BEYOND excited for it. Gearing up for the album, I've seen the band's past works in a different light. I listened to the "馬鹿ね。" and "悪女の微笑" singles, just getting more and more fucking PUMPED for the new album. And when I heard the actual album, I of course fell in love with it. A few songs took some growing, but I love the album so much (despite the shitty production quality)!
But of course, shortly after, Lycaon announced a disbandment.
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“Lycaon will disband” was the first thing I saw when I turned my phone on and thought it was a prank; then I found out it is so very real, and I was in a mixture of deep shock and disbelief that something like this would happen. While the (online) “memorial service” I attended (nearly all of) that day was fun, I was still very sad that they made this decision. The past few days all in all have been highly stressful, this disbanding contributing to it.
It’s funny. I have always said that “I didn’t fall in love with Lycaon until Shadow,” but going over this story so many times in my head, I realise that I have always loved something about them in some way since the beginning. There have been songs that I have fallen in love with since day one. I may have been cynical of their “Erotic era,” but some kind of love was still there.
We’re all searching the internet up and down and scratching our heads for theories about why this is happening and what could happen after the end, but we won’t know until it happens. Lycaon is a wonderful band, that has created wonderful music that I hope I can still enjoy happily after they disband. For whatever reason that may exist, they (mutually, I assume) made this decision and are surely at peace with it. For that reason, I want to be able to make peace with their decision too, but I know that it will be a long and difficult process…
Lycaon are still here with us, and I am very excited for their last single coming soon, but I will miss them dearly when they officially leave us.

The Grim Adventures of Billy & Mandy => new girl => petty little lairs

MAD NEUROSIS CHILD

Dumbasses always tryna talk about Lycaon like they know them, gotta give them the clap back. Just say Lycaon sucks or you don't like them.
 

Dumbasses always tryna talk about Lycaon like they know them, gotta give them the clap back. Just say Lycaon sucks or you don't like them.
 

Well if you guys followed my words you would know that Last summer after Akujo no Hohoemi single, i said i made my peice with them, meaning it's fine if they disband. As the super slave I knew this was coming, the way they hop from one sound to another it's no wonder that they would come to a point where they might have trouble getting something fresh. And Lycaon would rather die then be a genric warshed up nothing new boring piece of nothing. Also ahhhhh dahhhhh they came back to metal, i knew then, its like when you are writing a paper you kinda write what you wrote in the introduction but in different words. the different words being the different guitar tunning and electronics and vocals.
 
Lycaon will stay in my heart forever for the strength and idea's they've gave me. Yuuki will always be my price for taking care of me. I love how they went out with a bang. 10 new songs off the bat, all flawless on one of the the best albums ever, Yuuki slaying kaya's look publicly, slaying metalcore, and just not letting any other band or artist touch them.
 
Lycaon 2008-2015. May the half incubus Prince rise, and reign over the land of music again!
 
 
- Your loyal servant and slave, blackdoll

Besties foreveeerrrrrrr <333333

I remember when VK was still new to me and I searched on YT for Bands I might like. I loved them in the very first moment!

after some weeks I heard about their EU tour, several minutes later I found myself ordering two tickets without the confirmation of my parents, without having a second person to go with, no plan, nothing but I just couldn't miss this chance I mean IT IS Lycaon HOW COULD I NOT GO?? although it was a huge mess (came up with several plans, how should I get there? should I tell my parents or not? looking for someone who would go with me etc.) but I don't regret it in the slightest no matter how stressed these weeks were.. god damn I would do it again! I got to know many new people who share the same interest, gained new experience it was such an unforgettable night,  Lycaon is Indeed LOVE
 
This is still pretty shocking tho...

Ok... it is my turn...
Some years ago I was surfing through my first visual kei pv's and one of them was Plug into the Soket... but to be honest it didn't attracted me so much, maybe because I was new to the genre and I wasn't accustomed to that uncommon style. Then I got on them again when they released Mayaku/Memai and the first one really blew me out; Yuuki's light vocals and fresh rock sound accompained me during the summer of that year. Then I've enjoyed their following releases, in particular their experimental ones (Masochist Red Circus, Baka ne and Akujo no hohoemi). And then arrived Shadow and Camera Obscura (in my honest opinion their best album ever!) and I was already thinking of what should have been their next step...
And then... this sudden announcement...
I am still not realizing what is really going on... I only know that a little piece of my heart will go away this November... 
For other bands which I enjoyed I didn't feel so bad, but for them it was really unexpected, because of their great success...
And when they came in Europe with Born they didn't came in my country and I won't never see them live, which is great hit...
I hope the best for them...

Well if you guys followed my words you would know that Last summer after Akujo no Hohoemi single, i said i made my peice with them, meaning it's fine if they disband. As the super slave I knew this was coming, the way they hop from one sound to another it's no wonder that they would come to a point where they might have trouble getting something fresh. And Lycaon would rather die then be a genric warshed up nothing new boring piece of nothing. Also ahhhhh dahhhhh they came back to metal, i knew then, its like when you are writing a paper you kinda write what you wrote in the introduction but in different words. the different words being the different guitar tunning and electronics and vocals.
 
Lycaon will stay in my heart forever for the strength and idea's they've gave me. Yuuki will always be my price for taking care of me. I love how they went out with a bang. 10 new songs off the bat, all flawless on one of the the best albums ever, Yuuki slaying kaya's look publicly, slaying metalcore, and just not letting any other band or artist touch them.
 
Lycaon 2008-2015. May the half incubus Prince rise, and reign over the land of music again!
 
 
- Your loyal servant and slave, blackdoll

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But for now you can just share any memories you have with the band, or how you are feeling about the news and so on.
 
 
 
 
 
Me personally, I remember in my last year of high school i was super depressed because of the "now you are an adult" and you are supposed to have a plan or know what you are going to do with your life. I had no idea, and didn't see a future for myself. I didn't enjoy anything work related and knew that i was super lazy. So when i would go crazy thinking ill just end up homeless or something, Lycaon would always be there to calm me down, comfort me, and kinda cheer me up.  I always had their new releases to look forward to. It's going suck losing that drive/feeling. Honesty I'm not sure how to continue with my music, like what to listen to, should i just take a break from listening to other non-Lycaon so  i can get closer to them and be able to point out things in their disco at a moments notice. Lastly, I'm uneasy not knowing what Yuuki is going to do after.
 
 
 
 
 
Also I would like to request a In honor of Lycaon video like showing the vocals, breakdowns,  guitar work (riffage) and sounds they did throughout their WHOLE discography.
 
 
 
 
 
Also changed CO listening game to just listening to Lycaon
 
 
http://monochrome-heaven.com/index.php?/topic/33214-listening-to-lycaon-never-let-their-spirit-die-out/?p=387440
 
 

 

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But for now you can just share any memories you have with the band, or how you are feeling about the news and so on.
 
 
 
 
 
Me personally, I remember in my last year of high school i was super depressed because of the "now you are an adult" and you are supposed to have a plan or know what you are going to do with your life. I had no idea, and didn't see a future for myself. I didn't enjoy anything work related and knew that i was super lazy. So when i would go crazy thinking ill just end up homeless or something, Lycaon would always be there to calm me down, comfort me, and kinda cheer me up.  I always had their new releases to look forward to. It's going suck losing that drive/feeling. Honesty I'm not sure how to continue with my music, like what to listen to, should i just take a break from listening to other non-Lycaon so  i can get closer to them and be able to point out things in their disco at a moments notice. Lastly, I'm uneasy not knowing what Yuuki is going to do after.
 
 
 
 
 
Also I would like to request a In honor of Lycaon video like showing the vocals, breakdowns,  guitar work (riffage) and sounds they did throughout their WHOLE discography.
 
 
 
 
 
Also changed CO listening game to just listening to Lycaon
 
 
http://monochrome-heaven.com/index.php?/topic/33214-listening-to-lycaon-never-let-their-spirit-die-out/?p=387440
 
 

 

But for now you can just share any memories you have with the band, or how you are feeling about the news and so on.
 
 
 
 
 
Me personally, I remember in my last year of high school i was super depressed because of the "now you are an adult" and you are supposed to have a plan or know what you are going to do with your life. I had no idea, and didn't see a future for myself. I didn't enjoy anything work related and knew that i was super lazy. So when i would go crazy thinking ill just end up homeless or something, Lycaon would always be there to calm me down, comfort me, and kinda cheer me up.  I always had their new releases to look forward to. It's going suck losing that drive/feeling. Honesty I'm not sure how to continue with my music, like what to listen to, should i just take a break from listening to other non-Lycaon so  i can get closer to them and be able to point out things in their disco at a moments notice. Lastly, I'm uneasy not knowing what Yuuki is going to do after.
 
 
 
 
 
Also I would like to request a In honor of Lycaon video like showing the vocals, breakdowns,  guitar work (riffage) and sounds they did throughout their WHOLE discography.
 
 
 
 
 
Also changed CO listening game to just listening to Lycaon
 
 
http://monochrome-heaven.com/index.php?/topic/33214-listening-to-lycaon-never-let-their-spirit-die-out/?p=387440
 
 

 

Listening to suckin' on a lollipop from their Ambrozia mini album. <3 Always will be a classic.

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gotta get my ipod together so i can.

I did a play through of their discography today. It was my equivalent of an emotional roller-coaster.