Keiyuu

Thank you~

Twelve

枯葉　ヒラリ　舞い散る
Kareha
Dead leaves
Hirari
Lightly
Maichiru
Dance and fall
いつか見た夢の様
Itsuka mita yume no you
Like in a dream I once had
冷めた風が二人を　交わし
Sameta kaze ga futari o
The chilling breeze made the two of us
Kawashi
Entangle
手と手を強く繋いだ…
Te to te o tsuyoku tsunaida...
Linked hand and hand inextricably together...

想いは募るばかり
Omoi wa tsunoru bakari
Affection can only grow stronger
愛する程に悲しくて…
Aisuru hodo ni kanashikute...
And the more we love the more we grieve...

水面下　赤く染まる染まる
Suimenka
Below the surface
Akaku somaru somaru
Water turning turning red
手を伸ばしても闇に落ちてく
Te o nobashitemo yami ni ochiteku
I extend my hands yet sink into the dark
月明りさえも届かない…
Tsukiakari sae mo todokanai...
Not even moonlight reaches here...

水面下　赤く染まる染まる
Suimenka
Below the surface
Akaku somaru somaru
Water turning turning red
泣き顔で跪いた　貴女
Nakigao de hizamazuita
Tear-streaked face, down on your bended knees
Anata
You were
‥貴女‥貴女が私を…「殺したのに」
..Anata
..Although you
..Anata ga watashi o...
..Although you were the one...
"Koroshita no ni"
"The one that killed me"

途切れる…記憶の中　彷徨えば
Togireru...
Fragmentary...
Togireru...
Fragmentary...
Kioku no naka
As I wander around
Samayoeba
My fragmentary memory
貴女が微笑みかける
Anata ga hohoemi kakeru
You smile at me
裸足で歩いて　雨の中　手を繋いで踊ったね
Hadashi de aruite
On bare feet we walked
Ame no naka
And in the pouring rain
Te o tsunaide odotta ne
We danced hand in hand, didn't we?
忘れないよ
Wasurenai yo
You know I won't forget
途切れる…孤独に抱かれる夜は終わるの
Togireru...
Fragmentary...
Togireru...
Fragmentary...
Kodoku ni dakareru yoru wa owaru no
The fragmentary nights spend embraced by loneliness come to an end
私は今　過去になるから…
Watashi wa ima
Because I
Kako ni naru kara...
Turn into past now...

「今夜　初雪が降りました。」私の眠る　この湖にも。
"Kon'ya
"Tonight
Hatsuyuki ga furimashita."
This season's first snow has fallen."
Watashi no nemuru
Here, too, at this lake
Kono mizuumi ni mo.
Were I sleep.

途切れる…記憶の中　彷徨えば
Togireru...
Fragmentary...
Togireru...
Fragmentary...
Kioku no naka
As I wander around
Samayoeba
My fragmentary memory
貴女の声が聞こえる
Anata no koe ga kikoeru
I can hear your voice
「貴方を愛しすぎて　私いつか　この手で…」
"Anata o aishisugite
"I love you so much I'm scared
Watashi itsuka
That one day
kono te de..."
These hands will..."
途切れる　貴女が孤独に抱かれる夜は終わるの
Togireru
Fragmentary
Anata ga kodoku ni dakareru yoru wa owaru no
The fragmentary nights you spend embraced by loneliness come to an end
私は今　過去になるから…
Watashi wa ima
Because I
Kako ni naru kara...
Turn into past now...

Too Young

架空の「大人遊び」さ
Kakuu no 'otona asobi' sa
That notional 'grownup game'
馴れ合いの生活なんて　
Nareai no kurashi nante
Living affairs and such
堕落して行くだけの　Day & Day．．．
Darakushite yuku dake no
Just falling into depravity
Day & Day...

Ah　確かなことは何一つ触れもせずに
       Tashikana koto wa nani hitotsu fure mo sezu ni
        Not feeling even one bit of certainty
「愛してるよ．．．」なんて
'Aishiteru yo...' nante
'I love you...' and such
全く　全く　違う
Mattaku
Completely
Mattaku
Completely
Chigau
Wrong

思い届けば　それで　終わる．．．
Omoi todokeba
If I confessed to you
Sore de
It'd just
Owaru...
End like that...
終わらせたくない．．．　消えてしまいそうだよ．．．．
Owarasetakunai...
I don't want to end it...
Kiete shimaisou da yo....
It's like I'm going under....

誰でも孤独さ
Dare demo kodoku sa
Everyone is lonely though
それは違うかも知れない
Sore wa chigau ka mo shirenai
That may be wrong, I don't know
「I'm Happy　Very Happy」それも少し違う．．．
                                          Sore mo sukoshi chigau...
                                          And that might be a little wrong as well...

Ah　僕等は互いを傷つけ合うために
       Bokura wa tagai o kizu tsukeau tame ni
       Is mutually wounding one another
生まれて来たんじゃないさ
Umarete kita'njanai sa
Really what we were born for
何かが　何かが　違う
Nanika ga
Something is
Nanika ga
Something is
Chigau
Wrong

どうして解り合えない?
Doushite wakariaenai?
Why can't we just understand?
君も僕も間違いさ．．．　消えてしまいそうだよ．．．．
Kimi mo boku mo machigai sa...
That you and me, too, we are wrong...
Kiete shimaisou da yo....
It's like I'm going under....

どうして解り合えない?
Doushite wakariaenai?
Why can't we just understand?
君も僕も間違いさ．．．　消えてしまいたくなる．．．．
Kimi mo boku mo machigai sa...
That you and me, too, we are wrong...
Kiete shimaitaku naru....
I'm starting to want to go under....

何故、僕等生まれてきたのさ?
Naze, bokura umarete kita no sa?
Why where we born?
何をやって来たと言うのさ．．．
Nani o yatte kita to iu no sa...
Like, what were we meant to achieve...
消えてしまいそうだよ．．．．
Kiete shimaisou da yo....
It's like I'm going under....

Too Young Two Love　Ah．．． Me Her Love．．．．
Two Young Too Young　Ah．．． Me Her Love．．．．
 

M.I.D.A.R.A
O.B.S.C.E.N.I.T.Y

So Let's Dance, Let's Sing
On my Beatに乗り　駆け抜けるよ
On my beat ni nori
On my beat Taking a ride
Kake nukeru yo
Running past from behind
M・I・D・A・R・Aがイイ　狂い踊れ‼
M.I.D.A.R.A ga ii
O.B.S.C.E.N.I.T.Y is better
Kurui odore!!
Dance like you're crazy

五感で聞け　ギリギリのMelodyを
Gokan de kike
Listen with five senses
Girigiri no melody o
To the grinding Melody
刺激的で　しかもCool．．．
Shigekiteki de
It's stimulating
Shikamo cool...
Yet Cool...
カオスのスコール
Kaosu no sukooru
Squall of chaos

危ない毒の香りに包まれ　酔いしれてしまう．．．
Abunai poizun no kaori ni tsutsumare
I'm wrapped up in deadly poison's scent
Yoishirete shimau...
Intoxicated...

ジ・カ・ン・ヲ・ト・マ・レ
Ji.ka.n. yo. to.ma.re
S.T.O.P. T.I.M.E
Yes　Yes　Yes　Yes．．．
甘く激しい夢の中で　溶け合おう．．．
Amaku hageshii yume no naka de
Inside a sweet violent dream
Tokeaou...
Let's melt together...

言葉より明確な事．．．
Kotoba yori mo meikakuna koto...
Something simpler than words...
肌と肌を合わせながら
Hada to hada o awase nagara
As skin touches skin
交わす口づけ．．．
Kawasu kuchizuke...
The kiss we share...

瞳を閉じて　官能に酔いしれれば
Hitomi o tojite
When I close my eyes
Kannou ni yoi shirereba
Drunk on lust
そこはM・I・D・A・R・A
Soko wa M.I.D.A.R.A
This is O.B.S.C.E.N.I.T.Y
熱い蜜の　白い世界．．．
Atsui mitsu no
A white world
Shiroi sekai...
Of hot nectar...

沸き立つ雫の匂いにめまいを覚えて　眩む．．．
Wakitatsu shizuku no nioi ni memai o oboete
Feeling dizzy from the boiling drop's odour
Kuramu...
I'm dazzled...

ジ・カ・ン・ヲ・ト・マ・レ
Ji.ka.n. yo. to.ma.re
S.T.O.P. T.I.M.E
Yes　Yes　Yes　Yes．．．
カミソリの様な爪を立てながら　抱き合おう．．．
Kamisori no youna tsume o tate nagara
As your nails dig into me like razorblades
Dakiaou...
Let's embrace...

悪魔に微熱奪われて　心を吸い取られ　染まる．．．
Akuma ni binetsu ubawarete
Caught a light fever from the devil
Kokoro o suitorare
My heart is absorbed
Somaru...
Infected...

鐘が鳴り　ベルガマスクを脱ぎ捨てて　狂い踊る．．．
Kane ga nari
A bell rings
Berugamasuku o nugisutete
I throw away the bergamasque
Kurui odoru...
Dance like I'm crazy...

ジ・カ・ン・ヲ・ト・マ・レ
Ji.ka.n. yo. to.ma.re
S.T.O.P. T.I.M.E
Yes　Yes　Yes　Yes．．．
甘く激しい夢の中で　溶け合おう．．．
Amaku hageshii yume no naka de
Inside a sweet violent dream
Tokeaou...
Let's melt together...

M・I・D・A・R・Aに舞えば
M.I.D.A.R.A  ni maeba
When we flutter into O.B.S.C.E.N.I.T.Y
Yes　Yes　Yes　Yes．．．
俺のカラダを溶かしておくれ　その瞳で．．．
Ore no karada o tokashite okure
Melt my body
Sono me de...
With those eyes...

lol this and then the comment underneath it

I noticed some very strange things about Kisaki's bands Levia and LAYBIAL, which were around in 1993 and 1994. For example, this is the tracklisting of the MISS tape by LAYBIAL.

01. Dejavu
02. MISS
03. virginig Plesures
04. Refuse
05. MOTHER
06. One More Love

Official source: http://under-ground-music.com/kisakihppart/english/DiscShosai.php?shohinNo=000009


Also in the mid-90s there was a band called VICE∞RISK. They released the tape Mother and this is the tracklist:

01. Virgining Plesures
02. Refuse
03. Mother
04. One More Love

I saw the lyrics sheet with my own eyes, so I can confirm that it's real.


Now let's look at Levia's KELOID tape:

01. KELOID
02. PRAY

Official source: http://under-ground-music.com/kisakihppart/english/DiscShosai.php?shohinNo=000007


Around the same time there was a band called Nude of J. Their 傷痕 demo looks like this:

01. KELOID
02. 恋に焦がれ愛に埋もれ
03. PRAY

I also saw a sheet of this tape, the tracklist is legit.
I can upload pics of the VICE∞RISK and Nude of J tracklists, if you guys want to see a proof.
 
So.. Can anyone explain this? For me, it doesn't make sense at all.
VICE∞RISK and Nude of J seem to be COMPLETELY unrelated to Kisaki or his bands. I even compared the member names, because sometimes members went into different bands and rerecorded songs they've written for another band, but there's not a single similar name anywhere.
Was Kisaki making things up when he decided to release information about this old bands and just took random songtitles of obscure bands from that time? O:
Or did the bands just covered each other, which is highly unlikely...
 
I know there's a KISAKI history book out there. Maybe someone here owns it, so we could compare the titles? But I'm 99% sure that it will contain the same information as on that UCP site.

Well this thread is like a year old but goddamn, this was hilarious to read.
 
I just wanted to add that when I talked to ex-Da'vid/shito:aL Pietoro for the interview I put up on misa shito, I sent him the mp3s of Crime and Funeral songs, and he recognized them as the actual songs by Karma. So I'd say those are legit Karma songs and not Kisaki's, or covers or anything like that.

I noticed some very strange things about Kisaki's bands Levia and LAYBIAL, which were around in 1993 and 1994. For example, this is the tracklisting of the MISS tape by LAYBIAL.

01. Dejavu
02. MISS
03. virginig Plesures
04. Refuse
05. MOTHER
06. One More Love

Official source: http://under-ground-music.com/kisakihppart/english/DiscShosai.php?shohinNo=000009


Also in the mid-90s there was a band called VICE∞RISK. They released the tape Mother and this is the tracklist:

01. Virgining Plesures
02. Refuse
03. Mother
04. One More Love

I saw the lyrics sheet with my own eyes, so I can confirm that it's real.


Now let's look at Levia's KELOID tape:

01. KELOID
02. PRAY

Official source: http://under-ground-music.com/kisakihppart/english/DiscShosai.php?shohinNo=000007


Around the same time there was a band called Nude of J. Their 傷痕 demo looks like this:

01. KELOID
02. 恋に焦がれ愛に埋もれ
03. PRAY

I also saw a sheet of this tape, the tracklist is legit.
I can upload pics of the VICE∞RISK and Nude of J tracklists, if you guys want to see a proof.
 
So.. Can anyone explain this? For me, it doesn't make sense at all.
VICE∞RISK and Nude of J seem to be COMPLETELY unrelated to Kisaki or his bands. I even compared the member names, because sometimes members went into different bands and rerecorded songs they've written for another band, but there's not a single similar name anywhere.
Was Kisaki making things up when he decided to release information about this old bands and just took random songtitles of obscure bands from that time? O:
Or did the bands just covered each other, which is highly unlikely...
 
I know there's a KISAKI history book out there. Maybe someone here owns it, so we could compare the titles? But I'm 99% sure that it will contain the same information as on that UCP site.

まどろみのシナリオ…
Madoromi no shinario...
Slumber scenario...
夢を見た　とても素敵な夢を　貴女と二人の夢
Yume o mita
I had a dream
Totemo sutekina yume o
A dream insanely beautiful
Anata to futari no yume
A dream where I was alone with you
陽炎の中ずっと　歩き続けた…
Kagerou no naka zutto
In heat haze for a long long time
Aruki tsuzuketa...
We kept walking...
貴女を見た　とても素敵な貴女　現実〈オモテ〉と違う貴女
Anata o mita
I looked at you
Totemo sutekina anata
You were insanely beautiful
Omote to chigau anata
Unlike you seem to in reality*
ずっと素直で私を　愛してくれた…
Zutto sunao de watashi o
All this time you sincerely
Aishite kureta
Loved me back
恋をした　天〈ソラ〉から受けた恋を　傷つけるだけの恋
Koi o shita
I fell in love
Sora kara uketa koi o
Love that struck me from the sky**
Kizu tsukeru dake no koi
A love that only damages me
切なさの中でそっと　夢〈ヤミ〉に還した
Setsunasa no naka de sotto
In my agony I gently
Yami ni kaeshita
Sent you home into the dark***
願いが叶うなら…　このままずっと…
Negai ga kanau nara...
If my dream came true...
Kono mama zutto...
I'd stay this way forever...
・・さらけだす・・貴女の・・身体を摺り抜ける・・
.. Sarakedasu.. Anata no.. Karada o surinukeru..
.. Pressed against.. Your body.. Laying bare..
・・夢の中に・・住み着いた・・この深い霧を吹き消して・・
.. Yume no naka ni.. Sumitsuita.. Kono fukai kiri o fukikeshite..
.. Settling down.. In my dream.. Blowing the thick fog away..
・・暗がりで・・佇んだ・・心に手を差し伸べる・・
.. Kuragari de.. Tatazunda.. Kokoro ni te o sashinoberu..
.. You reach out your hand to my heart.. In the dark.. Where it stopped beating..
・・止まない・・この痛み・・貴方の笑みは微薬・・
.. Yamanai.. Kono itami.. Anata no emi wa biyaku
.. It's unbearable.. This pain.. Your smile is an aphrodisiac..
・・抱き寄せる・・絡み合う・・まどろみのシナリオ・・
.. Dakiyoseru.. Karamiau.. Madoromi no shinario..
.. Embracing.. Entangling.. A slumber scenario..
・・演じきる・・私ハ・・所詮タダノmiscast・・
.. Enjikiru.. Watashi wa.. Shosen tada no miscast..
.. Performed.. By me.. Who's just a miscast after all..****
*Written as 'unlike in reality' and sung as 'unlike you seem'
**Written as 'love that struck me from heaven'
***Written as 'sent you home into my dreams'
****Not sung, only written in the lyrics (it is sung in the VA version of the song, though)

Awesome stuff! Thanks for posting this, I need to check them out. : >
 
 
Some more recommendations:
 
Der Deutsche Adel (Germany, mid-80s)
They recorded only one untitled LP in 1984 in Düsseldorf, Germany which was released in Germany and France only. The members were from Germany and Czechoslovakia.
 
 
Surrealistic MEN (Japan, around 86-87)
Information on them is scarce, but as I could find out the members also played in quite a few more well known bands like AUTO-MOD, SADIE SADS and EX-ANS among others.

Well, more female fronted dark, electronic minimal wave: Lebanon Hannover is a english band active in Germany. If you like Sixth June, Linea Aspera and the like, then Lebanon Hannover might be your thing too. I like the deep and monotone voice of the singer.
 
 
And here is something old, but obscure: Look Back in Anger was an early 80s goth rock band. Their sound is a typical mix of late 70s punk and early goth (as it was quite usual at that time, ca.  around 1981). I totally love the guitar playing and the vocalist is amazing. It‘s really a shame that they didn‘t last so long and only had a very few realeses.
 

we all have them. we're all allowed to have them (as long as we admit they're #problematic)! those #problematic faves. VK is full of them. Who's your most #problematic fave?
 
Some examples:

Kisaki (plagarism, intellectual copyright theft)
Kyo (violent misogynistic lyrics)
Wataru (violent misogyny)
Sugizo (loves those nazi uniforms)
Takeru (arrhythmia) 
Yoshiki (his everything)
 
 
 
(For the record my #problematic fave is Kirito who much like Sugizo also loves them uniforms)

Lucifer

もう　生きる事さえ許されず　諦めかけていた
Mou
Not even
Ikiru koto sae yurusarezu ni
Allowing me to live anymore
Akirame kaketeita
I gave myself up
不透明な雨に打たれながら　僕は　一人空を見上げている
Futoumeina ame ni utare nagara
Struck by sudden rain
Boku wa
I am
Hitori sora o miageteiru
Alone, looking up to the sky

太陽まで僕を見捨てたの？　悲しみに染まる白い部屋の中で
Taiyou made boku o misuteta no?
Did even the sun desert me?
Kanashimi ni somaru shiroi heya no naka de
In that white room, stained with sorrow
暖かな日差しに　初めて「死」を意識した
Yuruyakana* hizashi ni
Under mild rays of sunshine
Hajimete 'shi' o ishiki shita
I sensed 'death' for the first time

深紅く染まり逝く　左手を憎む悲しみ
Akaku somari yuku
Hateful sorrow
Hidarite o nikumu kanashimi
Staining my left arm deep red
薄紅の花が舞うこの夜に
Usubeni no hana ga mau kono yoru ni
Light crimson petals are dancing tonight

出会いは　優しい風が吹く　美しい樹が溢れる街
Deai wa
Meeting you
Yasashii kaze ga fuku
A tender wind blows
Utsukushii ki ga afureru machi ni
In an alley of lovely trees in bloom
二人偶然　木漏れ日に塗れ　盲目な恋が幕を開けた
Futari guuzen
The two of us, unexpectedly
Komorebi ni nure
Dappled by the sun shining through the petals
Moumokuna koi ga maku o aketa
Blind love lifted the curtain

優しさの中で　初めて安らぎに触れた
Yasashisa no naka de
Embraced by your kindness
Hajimete yasuragi ni fureta
For the first time I felt at ease
生きて行く強さと喜びを教えてくれたね
Ikite yuku tsuyosa to yorokobi o oshiete kureta ne
You taught me joy and strength to live

白い部屋で　二人抱き合った　温もりに僕は少し震えていたよ
Shiroi heya de
In that white room
Futari dakiatta
We loved each other
Nukumori ni boku wa sukoshi furueteita yo
Feeling your warmth I trembled a little
初めて見せた涙に　君は優しさと　愛で包み込んでくれたね
Hajimete miseta namida ni
When my tears showed for the first time
Kimi wa yasashisa to
You smothered them
Ai de tsutsumikonde kureta ne
With kindness and love

「いかないで　あと少しだけ　せめて此の夜が明けるまで
'Ikanaide
'Don't leave
Ato sukoshi dake
Stay just a little longer
Semete kono yoru ga akeru made
At least until another day dawns
濡れた口唇に　絡めた舌で　なぞる弱さが　ただ切なくて」
Nureta kuchibiru ni
Your tongue
Karameta shita de
Brushing my wet lips
Nazoru yowasa ga
Tracing all my flaws
Setsunakute'
It's just painful'

「離別」の予感は　冷たい現実と　残酷な結末をいつも連れて来るけど…
'Wakare*' no yokan wa
Although every time you're about to bid 'farewell'
Tsumetai genjitsu to
Cold reality and
Zankokuna ketsumatsu o itsumo tsuretekuru kedo…
Cruel conclusions are coming back to me...

白い部屋に　振り返れば君が　涙目で僕に笑いかけるけれど
Shiroi heya ni
In that white room
Furikaereba kimi ga
When I look back you are
Namidame de boku ni waraikakeru keredo
Smiling at me with tears in your eyes
今の僕には　もう　君の姿を見る度に　ただ痛々しくて　瞳を伏せてしまう
Ima no boku ni wa
But now
Mou
Each time
Kimi no sugata o miru tabi ni
I see your figure again
Tada itaitashikute
It's just unbearable to me
Hitomi o fusete shimau
And I cast down my eyes

もう少し僕に優しさがあれば　君はこんなにも苦しまずに生きて行けたのにね
Mou sukoshi boku ni yasashisa ga areba
Had you given me just a bit more of your kindness
Kimi wa konna ni kurushimazu ni ikite yuketa no ni ne
Perhabs you could have lived on without suffering so much
僕に出会わなければ幸せな家庭のままでいられたのに…
Boku ni deawanakereba shiawasena katei no mama de irareta no ni…
Had you never met me, perhabs you could have led a happy life...

何故君の優しさを　僕は「裏切り」続けたのだろう
Naze kimi no yasashisa o
I wonder why
Boku wa 'uragiri' tsuzuketa no darou
Did I continue to 'betray' your kindness
あんなにも愛し合えた日々は儚くて
Anna ni mo aishiaeta hibi wa hakanakute
The days we loved each other that much were fleeting
君の優しさに　君の温もりに触れたいよ
Kimi no yasashisa ni
I want to feel your kindness
Kimi no nukumori ni furetai yo
Your warmth
もしも君が　僕を許してくれるのなら　此の命さえ惜しくない
Moshimo kimi ga
If you were
Boku o yurushite kureru no nara
To allow me
Kono mei sae oshikunai
At least I would not regret this life

「さよなら」と告げる君の細い指先が
'Sayonara' to tsugeru kimi no hosoi yubisaki ga
Your slender fingertips wishing me 'goodbye'
僕を狂わせる　流す涙が痛すぎて…
Boku o kuruwaseru
Driving me insane
Nagasu namida ga ita sugite…
My streaming tears hurt too much...
人は何故　死に逝く姿に真実の愛を知るのだろう
Hito wa naze
I wonder why do people
Shi ni yuku sugata ni shinjitsu no ai o shiru no darou
Know true love only when it's leaving to die

君はもう二度と　瞳を醒ますことも無いのにね…
Kimi wa mou nido to
Although  I guess
Me o samasu koto mo nai no ni ne…
You will never open your eyes again either...
 
 
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*written 'warm', sung as 'mild'
**written 'seperation', sung as 'farewell'

I had sex with Yuuki while Lycaon was playing in the background. I can only describe the experience as... euphoric.

I only have sex to yakety sax

Love is a mysteerrrryyyyyy

Ugh, looking shit recently. That photo is the only decent one.
 

i hust want to add, that my inner 12 year old had to giggle at this
 

 
pfffffthuehuehue....hue... i'm so sorry, i'll show myself out...

Madeth gray'll

Whichever kei this belongs to:
 

Post-neo vk pls.

Post-neo vk pls.

Post-neo vk pls.