RoseOfHizaki

Well, depending how emotionally involved you were in your relationships, being alone can bite pretty hard. I broke up with my last gf what must of been almost a decade ago if not longer but that doesnt mean my heart misses her any less. I miss being close, the hugs and snuggles we shared, the hours spent in each others arms... Of course its all emotional bullshit at the end of the day and you're probably thinking "I dont need that..." but its like an addiction your heart and soul craves. The pain is very real. You can spend your entire youth trying to reach out and hold on to something that seems to be getting further and further away no matter how fast youre running, and the moment you realise that you will never catch up to what it is youre chasing it will strike you down and it will keep doing it like a phantom pain even though you've mustered up all of your strength and courage to carry on running even though theres no end in sight. I guess people like me with the same way of thinking are doomed like this. That doesnt stop friends and friends of friends saying that they have no idea why i dont have a gf. Some things are just not meant to be.

Links or it didnt happen.

He tries too hard to be Asian. Cuz think about it.... What do most people on youtube do? they try to be more weeabo. ::EDIT:: also isnt seratonin a Stargate SG-1 reference?

This again.... I feel a little solum and thinking about an ex with a very heavy heart...

smart as fuck. First you get the brains, then you get the pussy What is one of your favorite food/dishes? It can be from any culture but you need to provide the name of the dish, post a pic of it or at least describe it in a sexual tone.

Felt - Endless Pain (Tou Hou) *vocal+piano

I hear there are a lot of launch issues with Titan Fall, People are having issues connecting to servers. Typical EA launch if you ask me... Simcity 2013 was bad, BF4 was bad and still is bad and now Titan Fall.

Because when i think 3rd person, I think Gears Of War and GoW is made by Epic Games who have pretty much insulted everyone who plays on PC by calling them all pirates because their games on the PC platform sell rather badly. Ive played Mass Effect and liked it was quite enjoyable but it still feels like a 'console experience' if you know what i mean. Im just really selective when it comes to what I play and if it looks to me like a console port then the chances of me ever playing it are quite low unless its a decent port and they give the PC platform HQ or HD textures and stuff like that rather than sticking with the while 1:1 port when porting it to the PC. You can call me elitist if you wish - It doesnt bother me, but when you have computers that are so much more powerful than consoles and devs/pubs that can do more for both platforms to make it a more enjoyable experience for everyone rather than lump everyone together but dont because regardless of what you want from their game they will still sell millions of copies on the console platform then the folks on the pc platform just feel very under appreciated. I'll leave it at that anyway, I dont wish to hijack this thread with a rant.

Racist!!!

so many girls with beautiful eyes in this forum

Dont have console but i'll see. I generally dislike like console ports and 3rd person style games

Ive started getting into some League Of Legends again. havent touched that game in 3 or 4 years. Also looks likely that i might head back into Guild Wars 2 for a look see after much nagging from a friend of mine, I dropped the game after about a week of playing then only logged on for special events but i stopped doing even that and never bothered anymore. Friend says they made a lot of changes since the game was first released, Im more of a PvP player so we shall see. Otherwise what choice of games have i got? Im not going to touch Titanfall, I played the closed beta for a few hours then decided I didnt want to play another CoD clone which it pretty much is if you remove all the wall jumping, parkour and mechwarrior'esk features. Id only buy it if they added more game types, increased the player cap or leave the game open for the modding community because the community is what made the earlier CoD games extremely fun. Knowing EA they will probably follow the same path as activision and keep the game locked off while charging for map packs and other DLC. Remember the days when devs/publishers used to give you free map packs? Obviously back then it was all about building up their fan base. I still remember one of the interviews for CoD1. why they gave away map packs, why they left the game open for modding and one of the things they always said was it made them happy to see how far the community could take their game and so long as they community was enjoying it then it was obviously worth their time making the game. Greed is a powerful thing. eeeeerrrrrrr what else does i have that i can play? GW1, BF3, BF4 uhhhmmmmm. Id play TF2 but that game just kinda irks me now. I played nothing but TF2 for 3 years pretty much every night with a community i was apart of back then but once they made the game F2P and made more hats I just havent played at all. I think the problem is because I hate playing with kids. There are a lot more kids who play the game since its free and takes zero amount of skill to get into where as with LoL or Smite theres a learning curve and more skill involved. Call me grumpy, but i belong to that generation where playing gaming on the PC was seen primarily as an adult thing... Games cost money, kids couldnt afford to buy games unless they had a part time job, saved up their allowance or were gifted a copy of the game and that kinda kept the community free of squeakers - Not that i havent run into kids who were well behaved online and played a good game. but I just hate the ones that start running their mouth on the mic, calling you a hacker, being racist and just generally being a little shit. Im trying to enjoy a game and youre there screaming down the mic about how stupid every body is n this n that and i dont fucking want to hear it. shit the fuck up, play the damn game or fuck off.

Deftones - Back To School (ahhhhh nostalgia)

Id be more afraid of that turtle thats eyeing you up behind you. Like Zoinks scoob

The Clash - Rock The Casbah (everybody should know this song)

ナノ(nano) feat. MY FIRST STORY - SAVIOR OF SONG

you cross me as the kind of guy who would break my legs if i dont pay you protection money

oh hai, but youre a few months late for that Dont take this the wrong way - but you remind me of the ginger kid from harry potter.... Youre much more handsomely manly of course.

I'll Be sure to check them out. Ive recently just downloaded a japanese samurai movie called RAN which was released in 1985 imdb recommended it to me after i looked up brotherhood of war so i'll be sure to leave an opinion once ive seen it. Assembly isnt korean actually - its chinese 'welcome to dongmakgol' is Korean though. I think ive seen Assembly but that was a while back.

^regarding my post. Twice i wrote out full length summary and i deleted both of them before posting. I deleted the summaries because I didnt want to spoil the movie as its definitely one to watch if you like the whole saving private ryan, B.O.B series or just war movies in general. Plenty of action and manhugs between bothers who are in the same unit so they can keep an eye on each other. threre are bro-mance, bro-fights, bro-hugs and manly bro-tears. I could write out a summary but id probably end up explaining most of the movie so i wont bother. immensely good watch. If any of you have a younger brother you might be able to relate to the situation more. Because there is nothing you wouldnt do for family.... Unless you really hate each other but then again brothers shouldnt fight one another. family is family

Dug up an older 19" LCD to go with my other one

ARTEMA - Colours Of Love

Tae Guk Gi: The Brotherhood of War - Its a movie drama based on a story from the Korean War. Generally speaking its similar along the lines of 'saving private ryan' or 'band of brothers' (if B.O,B was made into a movie) but packs a load of more feels. You could get attached to the characters out of B.O.B but not as you would do for the main characters in this movie. This is a story about a true bond between brothers, and how the eldest tries to look out for his younger brother and throws himself in harms way just to earn favours from the top so he can send his brother home. Its loosely based on a true story, the film depicts the many violent acts committed by both north and south korea - the massacre of innocent civilians, killing of prisoners & so much more. truely a sad story.

Galneryus - Wings Of Misery