Mei

^hahaha. i dont top since i was 19/20, im 23 now so i guess i got clumpsy as fawk lol

bottom to the core

 

This is me in an AY NOT DEAD photoshoot some months ago

Woow, I can't believe they're active for almost a decade now! not because they don't deserve it but because they always had lots of lovers and haters on equal amounts among listeners.

I'm so gonna buy this.

 

Btw, on december I'll update my screw's indie disco post with their major discography (all in 320).

Okay, I haven't been around this thread for years now, and I mean it literally. I  remember when I was younger this thread was full of hot people from all over the damn world, and so is now judging for what i've seen...

 

This is me, like it or not...

 

Did someone else notice that their halloween track will be their 13th released track?

Can't wait!

damn hopefully i can get their "Happy Halloween" live limited single!

pretty curious whether it'll be a heavy or more of a jazzy song - or maybe a mixture of both hmm...

none of either their jazzy songs or the heavy ones are bad at all so perhaps a mixture of them both would be extremely ear melting and odd, since not many bands (as far as my poor experience in modern kei recalls) mix jazzy tunes with heavy riffs, the only song that comes to my mind is burst forth by screw...

this band knows so well how to make me get wet

 

I cant wait either

Za kyua covaa bando!! <3

弔いの鐘 (tomurai no kane, Funeral Bells)

眠れ眠れ 母の胸にと
nemure nemure haha no mune nito
Sleep, sleep in your mother's chest
回想はラストシーン
kaisou wa LAST SCENE
The reminiscences are the last scene
捧ぐ捧ぐ捧ぐ貴方に
sasagu sasagu sasagu anata ni
A tribute, a tribute, a tribute to you, Dear
この世の縁から
kono yo no fuchi kara
From the edge of this world

群がる苦痛に脳が破裂しそう
muragaru kutsuu ni nou ga haretsu shisou
The gathered agony in your brain will likely explode
命は淡い色 風に染まる
inochi wa awaii iro kaze ni somaru
Life is dyed in a pale colour style


さあ行こう 大地を蹴り
saa ikou daichi wo keri
Let's go and kick the ground!
さあ行こう 明け方の空
saa ikou akegata no sora
Let's go until the morning sky
明日を生きる君は、手を挙げて
asu wo ikiru kimi wa te wo agete
Raise your hand if you live for tomorrow

眠れ眠れ 母の手にへと
nemure nemure haha no te nieto
Sleep, sleep in your mother's arms
回想はラストシーン
kaisou wa LAST SCENE
The reminiscences are the last scene
絡り繰り絡繰り人形
karamari kuri karakuri ningyou
The spinning mechanisms of a tangled doll
意思が薄れてゆく
ishi ga usureteyuku
whose intentions become to fade

矛盾が降り注ぎ 生きる価値もない
mujuun ga furisosogi ikiru kachi mo nai
Contradiction pours when it's not worth living
醜い塊が僕を包む
minikuii katamari ga boku wo tsutsumu
Ugly lumps are wrapping me up

さあ行こう 大地を蹴り
saa ikou daichi wo keri
Let's go and kick the ground!
さあ行こう 明け方の空
saa ikou akegata no sora
Let's go until the morning sky
明日を生きる君は、手を挙げて
asu wo ikiru kimi wa te wo agete
Raise your hand if you live for tomorrow

あの歌を握り締めて
ano uta wo nigirishimete
Grasping that song very tightly
さようならはこの胸に秘め
sayounara wa kono mune ni hime
A farewell is hidden on this chest
希望という名の光を灯そう
kibou toiu na no hikari wo tomosou
It is said that hope will likely light your name

i'll be translating over the horizon later. feel free to make any correction!

欲を壊せたならどれだけ楽
最大に幸福な余命宣告

迷いよ消えろ

消えそうな感情はまだ温かい
直に血の池　針の山も終わりさ

I'm Not At The Point Of Death Yet
No One's Killing Me

生きていてこそ価値がある
頼れるものはただ一つ、己の身のみさ
他人を信じても信じても救われる気がしねぇ
それが人生の本性だ

薬を飲み干したら両手は自由
縛られた不自由にも流れ星

迷いよ消えろ

消えそうな感情はまだ温かい
直に血の池　針の山も終わりさ

ひとひらの僅かな理想の中で
毒を零そう

I'm Not At The Point Of Death Yet
No One's Killing Me

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yoku o kowaseta nara dore dake raku
saidai ni koufuku na yomei senkoku

mayoi yo kiero

kiesou na kanjou wa mada atatakai
jiki ni chi no ike  hari no yama mo owari sa

I'm Not At The Point Of Death Yet
No One's Killing Me

ikiteite koso kachi ga aru
tayoreru mono wa tada hitotsu, onore no mi nomi sa
tanin o shinjitemo shinjitemo sukuwareru kigashinee
sore ga jinsei no honshou da

yaku o nomihoshitara ryoute wa jiyuu
shibarareta fujiyuu ni mo nagareboshi

mayoi yo kiero

kiesou na kanjou wa mada atatakai
jiki ni chi no ike  hari no yama mo owari sa

hitohira no wazuka na risou no naka de
doku o kobosou

I'm Not At The Point Of Death Yet
No One's Killing Me
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If greed was destroyed how much easier would it be
We would live much happier

Without a doubt

Extinguished emotions would still be warm
Directly to the bloodstream, needle tips are the end

I'm Not At The Point Of Death Yet
No One's Killing Me

Being alive has a meaning
You should depend on nothing but your body
I think that believing and believing in others saves you
That's life's real nature

Drinking up the medicine with both my hands as I please
I'm tied to discomfort as well to a shooting star

Without a doubt

extinguished emotions would still be warm
Directly to the bloodstream, needle tips are the end

Among pieces of few ideals
The poison might get spilled

I'm Not At The Point Of Death Yet
No One's Killing Me

The Baztan trilogy - Legado en los huesos (Legacy in the bones) by Dolores Redondo (Spain). Actually I finished this one today.

 

KRAKFLICKEN by Erik Axl Sund (Sweden). And started this one.

 

I'm a thriller freak, especially if it's psychological thriller.

 

 

Feel free to provide any correction! (the "needle and coupling" stanza still sounds odd to me)

The song belongs to the mini-album "konsui" and I find it incredibly addictive because its simple composition and touching lyrics, it totally worths a listen.

Btw, if you want a complex and easy explanation of what Anitya is visit Wikipedia (Tri Laksana)

 

 

ANITYA (kanji)

 

夢にうつつ ここは眠れる森
百の孤独が埋め尽くす闇の中で
遥か彼方 切り刻まれた記憶
僕が愛した僕はどこにもいない

Near-Death Experience Dead Bed
無常な針と交尾 授かった運命は
微睡みが誘う 深い深い底へ

眩い光が解き放たれ失う
この意識、この世界でばらばらに

夢にうつつ ここは眠れる森
百の孤独が埋め尽くす闇の中で
遥か彼方 切り刻まれた記憶
僕が愛した僕はどこにもいない

止まった心にまとわりつく茨
赤く滲んだまま死んだ様に生きる

全ては空っぽ 所詮、御伽話さ
あの景色、あの世界を想うだけ

夢にうつつ 命は揺らめき
水の中ずっと溶けるように沈んだまま

途切れそうな現在を離さず繋いでて
君のその手で 君の目で 君の声で
遥か彼方 色鮮やかな記憶
望み通りに紡がれる幻想の糸

 

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ANITYA (translation)

 

Put into trance in the forest

Where hundreds of solitudes fill the darkness

Far memories shattered into pieces

Because what I loved is nowhere to be found

 

Near death, the uncertain needle and coupling

Experience, the acquired fate

Dead bed, an invitation to sleep deeply, deeply at the bottom

 

The lost, dazzling light is unleashed

Within the consciousness shards of this world

 

Put into trance in the forest

Where hundreds of solitudes fill the darkness

Far memories shattered into pieces

Because what I loved is nowhere to be found

 

Near death, a stopped heart

Experience, embracing the thorns

Dead bed, the remains of a blurry life

 

Everything is hollow, just like a fairy tale

Such a landscape, uniquely dreamed in that world

 

Put into trance while the life is swaying

Sinking into the water while dissolving

 

The hectic current relieves me

Those hands of yours, your eyes, your voice

Far memories brightly coloured

Longing for the thread of illusions that is spinning

^6 meses no. dos el mismo dia. argentina!!!

@n00blet:

 

imo, an oversimplified conception doesnt make something a 100% true, but it doesnt make it a 100% false either.  so if a man walks down the street wearing a night dress (forget about v kei which is simply a japanese fashion, that i adore btw) most people would think he's gay just because an ordinary straight man would not wear a dress,at least, in front of other people. it is not written anywhere, however, that wearing a dress is a gay thing to do but still, most people think going against canons is indeed an 'odd' thing to do.

 

as for the two types of gay men, it's something i've wondered all my life. from what i could inquire, if u speak to an effeminate gay man he would say he's had a tough life and all that thing so that androginy could possibly be a resultant defence mechanism towards all the 'hate' received (dont ask me how). on the contrary, those who 'you wouldnt tell they are gay' seem to have had a common life so they could be incredibly manly perhaps and, in my case, find it almost shocking once i figure out he's gay (maybe this is because i unconsciously associate gay to effeminate *shrugs*)

 

anyway this is the conclusion i've arrived, im interested in reading others' opinions though.

i can tell when someone's gay by the way he sustains his gaze at me, and, why not, diverts his eyes to my crotch.

im not saying this is a rule, because staring to someone doesnt make anybody gay, but it's pretty foolproof. anyway, it's easier for me to tell because i like men as well, and i can "read" lechery like a neon sign hahaha

 

i think observing something/someone however is unavoidable because we're curious beings, and as such we can't against our nature.

some weeks ago a straight friend of mine admitted that he uses to observe other men's crotch just to know how well or bad gifted they are (i can assure he's straight, though i see no point in checking anybody's crotch unless, of course, im about to have sex ).

 

 

 

 

 

ergo, if we're still speaking of this it means we're still culturally regressing. damn, i thought gayness was already removed from the DSM III already!!!

 

 

I like both men and women but getting laid with men is so much easier to me. im shy so it's not always easy to face girls. but im a magnet to gay men

i fell for his/her banner

I'm pretty interested how they'll sound as a four-piece band now. Going with mini-albums also changes the usual formula release they've done for the last few albums.

 

yeah, which makes me think they'll sound like racial mixture.

nice image. my eyes go automatically to the girl's cellulite

im baaaack!!! i bet u dont remember me...

i was having some health issues, but now i hope to be active as i was b4

 

this is me now

 

 

 

 

im happy sou might be in an official band again but it's a shame it's without ryosuke and ban. i mean, those were the band's soul together with sou. however i dont think ryosuke will do good on his solo project, i hope im wrong but...

and i hated zoro, so i dont like any of their members being involved with lol23q. just saying

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