DeborahArena

I have been in Love  and engaged for 6 years with someone that i believed  was true and that was the love of my life , unfortunately  he have get ill and is passed away in  2015 of a bad illness ,  well when you are already despair before the funeral and also  after  his funeral  you come to discover  things you didn't  know  that you didn't  expect from who you truly  love,  is with  squallor that i say  i have been betrayed behind my back and he have make pregnant a girl  behind my back, i have know this things after his funeral from his family yeah this have make me much bad  too much  to make me go in depression for one year, then after a year in 2018  i have  begin   to suffer of panic attacks  and i have rush in hospital in ambulance for a violent panick attack i have been calm down and i have been put to sleep  in hospital , i take my medicine  regularly  for keep away the panic attacks,  i feel better  also if sometimes i have still hard times but i fight!
I still believe in love because for me love is not dead still live inside me  i can't hate love  because love didn't  hurt me the person who i have loved have hurt me is not the blame of   love.
Love open doors  and the door of my heart is still open  because i still believe in love!💜

I have been in Love  and engaged for 6 years with someone that i believed  was true and that was the love of my life , unfortunately  he have get ill and is passed away in  2015 of a bad illness ,  well when you are already despair before the funeral and also  after  his funeral  you come to discover  things you didn't  know  that you didn't  expect from who you truly  love,  is with  squallor that i say  i have been betrayed behind my back and he have make pregnant a girl  behind my back, i have know this things after his funeral from his family yeah this have make me much bad  too much  to make me go in depression for one year, then after a year in 2018  i have  begin   to suffer of panic attacks  and i have rush in hospital in ambulance for a violent panick attack i have been calm down and i have been put to sleep  in hospital , i take my medicine  regularly  for keep away the panic attacks,  i feel better  also if sometimes i have still hard times but i fight!
I still believe in love because for me love is not dead still live inside me  i can't hate love  because love didn't  hurt me the person who i have loved have hurt me is not the blame of   love.
Love open doors  and the door of my heart is still open  because i still believe in love!💜

Bass players tend to elude me cuz I don't really hear it often (probably because I'm a granny & my ears have a low attention span esp when it comes to music)
Tetsu from MERRY is pretty great as well, and I'm looking forward to hearing more bass from the one in Rands, lost his name ;w; Not to mention that Shunsuke (Marco) sounds pretty good sometimes~ Other than that, those are the ones I can think of from the top of my head.
 
To everyone else: Who is your favorite bass player?

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Hi Deborah I Am Very Touched You Shared This Intimate Experience With Us.
 
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I hope you get to meet him and become truelly shiawase (that's jpananese for fulled and happy!)

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I have dream Kazuno Moi dix Mois, PROJECT TO EVIL!😍
I was around in my city to a certain point i have feel  two hands towards my Yes and  a deep voice have told me look who is behind  you!
I have look behind me and i have seen Kazuno! 
Kazuno was dressed in black was very hot
with an amazing hair style yeah!
Kazuno had the boots black.
I  have hug Kazuno  with a hug bear lol and i  have told  to Kazuno come with me!
Kazuno  is coming with me and i have  offer to Kazuno a great Ice cream was  Chocolate with Nuts cream and with up Cream  because Kazuno wanted this tasty of Ice crema, then we are gone in my home and we have seen a Japanese movie horror  Grudge!
Then was arrived the time for Kazuno to go away the last words was Love you Kazuno!
 Kazuno have told me me too!
see you!
Well i  have wake up in tears i hope of meet Kazuno someday!💜😘
 

I have dream Kazuno Moi dix Mois, PROJECT TO EVIL!😍
I was around in my city to a certain point i have feel  two hands towards my Yes and  a deep voice have told me look who is behind  you!
I have look behind me and i have seen Kazuno! 
Kazuno was dressed in black was very hot
with an amazing hair style yeah!
Kazuno had the boots black.
I  have hug Kazuno  with a hug bear lol and i  have told  to Kazuno come with me!
Kazuno  is coming with me and i have  offer to Kazuno a great Ice cream was  Chocolate with Nuts cream and with up Cream  because Kazuno wanted this tasty of Ice crema, then we are gone in my home and we have seen a Japanese movie horror  Grudge!
Then was arrived the time for Kazuno to go away the last words was Love you Kazuno!
 Kazuno have told me me too!
see you!
Well i  have wake up in tears i hope of meet Kazuno someday!💜😘
 

I have dream Kazuno Moi dix Mois, PROJECT TO EVIL!😍
I was around in my city to a certain point i have feel  two hands towards my Yes and  a deep voice have told me look who is behind  you!
I have look behind me and i have seen Kazuno! 
Kazuno was dressed in black was very hot
with an amazing hair style yeah!
Kazuno had the boots black.
I  have hug Kazuno  with a hug bear lol and i  have told  to Kazuno come with me!
Kazuno  is coming with me and i have  offer to Kazuno a great Ice cream was  Chocolate with Nuts cream and with up Cream  because Kazuno wanted this tasty of Ice crema, then we are gone in my home and we have seen a Japanese movie horror  Grudge!
Then was arrived the time for Kazuno to go away the last words was Love you Kazuno!
 Kazuno have told me me too!
see you!
Well i  have wake up in tears i hope of meet Kazuno someday!💜😘
 

I have dream Kazuno Moi dix Mois, PROJECT TO EVIL!😍
I was around in my city to a certain point i have feel  two hands towards my Yes and  a deep voice have told me look who is behind  you!
I have look behind me and i have seen Kazuno! 
Kazuno was dressed in black was very hot
with an amazing hair style yeah!
Kazuno had the boots black.
I  have hug Kazuno  with a hug bear lol and i  have told  to Kazuno come with me!
Kazuno  is coming with me and i have  offer to Kazuno a great Ice cream was  Chocolate with Nuts cream and with up Cream  because Kazuno wanted this tasty of Ice crema, then we are gone in my home and we have seen a Japanese movie horror  Grudge!
Then was arrived the time for Kazuno to go away the last words was Love you Kazuno!
 Kazuno have told me me too!
see you!
Well i  have wake up in tears i hope of meet Kazuno someday!💜😘