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I've been very uninspired for a number of years now, and I really struggle to feel any emotion anymore. Loud music and a whole bloody lot of caffeine are about the only thing that allow me to work, albeit very sterile and not on stuff I enjoy.
Getting back into some sort of community...and getting back to VK instead of listening to the same old music I always do, I hope this can propel me in a more positive direction.
Already I've finally been able to pick up a brush again (or I guess in this case, a paint bottle lid lol) thanks to listening to Sukekiyo so I will start my thread with it, though it is unfinished I am just happy to have done something. 

Another canvas I've had sitting under a sheet for almost a year. I hope to actually complete

Something from last August. Gold red black and mossy greens are my main love.

I usually do stuff digitally because it's way more efficient and my wrist nerve is fucked up...but it's way harder to get exposure digitally so I've had to move to paint.

ink thing from a couple years back

I guess I'll just post one thing per day from now on to not be too spammy. Maybe it will revitalize me further and then I can post new things.
 

I've been very uninspired for a number of years now, and I really struggle to feel any emotion anymore. Loud music and a whole bloody lot of caffeine are about the only thing that allow me to work, albeit very sterile and not on stuff I enjoy.
Getting back into some sort of community...and getting back to VK instead of listening to the same old music I always do, I hope this can propel me in a more positive direction.
Already I've finally been able to pick up a brush again (or I guess in this case, a paint bottle lid lol) thanks to listening to Sukekiyo so I will start my thread with it, though it is unfinished I am just happy to have done something. 

Another canvas I've had sitting under a sheet for almost a year. I hope to actually complete

Something from last August. Gold red black and mossy greens are my main love.

I usually do stuff digitally because it's way more efficient and my wrist nerve is fucked up...but it's way harder to get exposure digitally so I've had to move to paint.

ink thing from a couple years back

I guess I'll just post one thing per day from now on to not be too spammy. Maybe it will revitalize me further and then I can post new things.
 

I've been very uninspired for a number of years now, and I really struggle to feel any emotion anymore. Loud music and a whole bloody lot of caffeine are about the only thing that allow me to work, albeit very sterile and not on stuff I enjoy.
Getting back into some sort of community...and getting back to VK instead of listening to the same old music I always do, I hope this can propel me in a more positive direction.
Already I've finally been able to pick up a brush again (or I guess in this case, a paint bottle lid lol) thanks to listening to Sukekiyo so I will start my thread with it, though it is unfinished I am just happy to have done something. 

Another canvas I've had sitting under a sheet for almost a year. I hope to actually complete

Something from last August. Gold red black and mossy greens are my main love.

I usually do stuff digitally because it's way more efficient and my wrist nerve is fucked up...but it's way harder to get exposure digitally so I've had to move to paint.

ink thing from a couple years back

I guess I'll just post one thing per day from now on to not be too spammy. Maybe it will revitalize me further and then I can post new things.
 

Thanks ( : awesome...I hope all our fan love will bring them back from the inescapable disbandment bandoman death void. (Or at least Mei will start something new, I can dream )
Thanks haha, I'll definitely pop over.

I've been very uninspired for a number of years now, and I really struggle to feel any emotion anymore. Loud music and a whole bloody lot of caffeine are about the only thing that allow me to work, albeit very sterile and not on stuff I enjoy.
Getting back into some sort of community...and getting back to VK instead of listening to the same old music I always do, I hope this can propel me in a more positive direction.
Already I've finally been able to pick up a brush again (or I guess in this case, a paint bottle lid lol) thanks to listening to Sukekiyo so I will start my thread with it, though it is unfinished I am just happy to have done something. 

Another canvas I've had sitting under a sheet for almost a year. I hope to actually complete

Something from last August. Gold red black and mossy greens are my main love.

I usually do stuff digitally because it's way more efficient and my wrist nerve is fucked up...but it's way harder to get exposure digitally so I've had to move to paint.

ink thing from a couple years back

I guess I'll just post one thing per day from now on to not be too spammy. Maybe it will revitalize me further and then I can post new things.
 

Gotta give it to them for finally getting me to make a new personal art piece for the first time after almost 10 months. Emotion ain't easy to find and bands good enough to foster it even less so.

I've been very uninspired for a number of years now, and I really struggle to feel any emotion anymore. Loud music and a whole bloody lot of caffeine are about the only thing that allow me to work, albeit very sterile and not on stuff I enjoy.
Getting back into some sort of community...and getting back to VK instead of listening to the same old music I always do, I hope this can propel me in a more positive direction.
Already I've finally been able to pick up a brush again (or I guess in this case, a paint bottle lid lol) thanks to listening to Sukekiyo so I will start my thread with it, though it is unfinished I am just happy to have done something. 

Another canvas I've had sitting under a sheet for almost a year. I hope to actually complete

Something from last August. Gold red black and mossy greens are my main love.

I usually do stuff digitally because it's way more efficient and my wrist nerve is fucked up...but it's way harder to get exposure digitally so I've had to move to paint.

ink thing from a couple years back

I guess I'll just post one thing per day from now on to not be too spammy. Maybe it will revitalize me further and then I can post new things.
 

I haven't participated in a forum community in a long time, because most feel insufferable to be in and No Fun Allowed. I lurked here and it feels like 00's internet community which is awesome. I'm also really interested in music recs, I need a lot of audio fuel to complete my work.
Being my first I listened to, I like Gackt (up to Crescent anyway), Malice Mizer, mixed bag on Kagerou (Shibire Kokoro and XII Dizzy probably my fav).
For new stuff, 黒百合と影 is my absolute dream, I fell in love as soon as I listened and I'm extremely bummed they're gonna split. I haven't agreed to having a new favorite band in at least 8 or 9 years until now...why guys!
Sukekiyo I also love, because I have been chasing after the old MUSE sound and passion ever since they shit the bed in 2009 but never thought I'd find anything close. For me Kyo has it. Hidauta, and Leather Field are my top favorites but it's hard to really choose.
Like some Nocturnal Bloodlust but some sounds too American screamo major key for me. (No I don't really know about terms, just what I like- but I'm sure you get what I mean.) NG+ and Malice Against are favs.
Mejibray's Raven, (that's it)
DADAROMA, I share the bitter fan sentiment. Love 溺れる魚, Belka and Strelka, some from Stanczyk and Pornograph. I even like Masturbation but for me in meaning it's like some weird inverse of QOTSA "I'm Designer" lol.
Like some SCAPEGOAT, and 雅
 
tl;dr I like operatic singing, heavy bass and minor key, unstable? sound. Got any recs for good shit please let me know I'll try anything.
To finish, this is one of my favorite songs of all time. (not VK, but it's obvious why I like Kyo's voice)
Cheers

Thanks folks, and looking forward to it.
I got 20 some odd cheki of Mei coming in the mail so I'll definitely share those, some costumes I don't think I've seen any pics floating around of.

i mean, what did yall expect? kinky flower picking?

I haven't participated in a forum community in a long time, because most feel insufferable to be in and No Fun Allowed. I lurked here and it feels like 00's internet community which is awesome. I'm also really interested in music recs, I need a lot of audio fuel to complete my work.
Being my first I listened to, I like Gackt (up to Crescent anyway), Malice Mizer, mixed bag on Kagerou (Shibire Kokoro and XII Dizzy probably my fav).
For new stuff, 黒百合と影 is my absolute dream, I fell in love as soon as I listened and I'm extremely bummed they're gonna split. I haven't agreed to having a new favorite band in at least 8 or 9 years until now...why guys!
Sukekiyo I also love, because I have been chasing after the old MUSE sound and passion ever since they shit the bed in 2009 but never thought I'd find anything close. For me Kyo has it. Hidauta, and Leather Field are my top favorites but it's hard to really choose.
Like some Nocturnal Bloodlust but some sounds too American screamo major key for me. (No I don't really know about terms, just what I like- but I'm sure you get what I mean.) NG+ and Malice Against are favs.
Mejibray's Raven, (that's it)
DADAROMA, I share the bitter fan sentiment. Love 溺れる魚, Belka and Strelka, some from Stanczyk and Pornograph. I even like Masturbation but for me in meaning it's like some weird inverse of QOTSA "I'm Designer" lol.
Like some SCAPEGOAT, and 雅
 
tl;dr I like operatic singing, heavy bass and minor key, unstable? sound. Got any recs for good shit please let me know I'll try anything.
To finish, this is one of my favorite songs of all time. (not VK, but it's obvious why I like Kyo's voice)
Cheers