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Hi! I just joined so I figured I'd introduce myself! I'm Emma, 27 (*gasp*) years old and I live in the east of the Netherlands (near the German border). I've been into Jrock since 2004. I started out with Gackt, but then quickly got into Dir en grey. I also enjoy bands like D'espairs Ray, GO!GO!7188, Zwei and some random songs from random bands. I haven't been in the online jrock 'scene' for some while (life got in the way, I guess), but I'm ready to get back in! I need some new bands and things to listen to, while I'm also searching for a lot of old stuff that I lost in a HD crash a while ago. So if anyone has a good recommendation, I'm all for it!

Full "Beast in Me" PV is up! Nice~

*quietly excuses self from the thread*

LMAO...this was taken yesterday. And yes, I've kept that dinosaur of a monitor for a loooooooong-ass time. Had it since...'03 LOLOL

HERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRPPPPPPPPPPPPPP DERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRP

しゃるろっと(charlotte) members session "K(仮)" will perform at Shibuya REX at 2013/06/24 "K(仮)" members: Vo.大野祐亮(oono yuusuke) (ex-barby-->Neo-->レプリカ(REPLICA)-->骨(仮)(hone-kari)) Gt.道臣(michiomi) (ex-ギロ(giro)-->nil delete heads) Gt.密乗(mitsujo) (★NOハウス(star no house), しゃるろっと(charlotte)) Ba.Kouichi (ex-Crescendo, now in しゃるろっと(charlotte)) Dr.祐二(yuuji) (ex-baroque)

This song has been stuck in my head lately http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ARv9zoNl2po

I've been single for about 4 or 5 years now. I've missed out on some amazing opportunities because I made myself to busy to be in a relationship. I've been known to ignore a girl or two in the past because of working on projects. I'm currently trying to change that. I just have really high ambition and work towards it. Relationships are good for the soul I think especially if you find someone who motivates or inspires you to go for your dreams and brings out the best in you despite minor flaws in the relationship. A lot of people seem to have this delusion that a perfect relationship is where there is no arguments and everyone gets along all the time. Relationships are a constant working progress. You need to bump heads every now and then to let them know 1. you're an equal in the relationship with your own opinions 2. to let them know that you care. Also, if everything was all sunshines and kittens, the majority of women would get bored with it. To be honest, IMO a certain amount of drama is needed to make a relationship work otherwise, it gets boring. I'm not saying abuse or something though...thats not needed.

well, there's a lot i don't understand about this song still. but it's written from a girl's perspective. 哀愁ぱれっと 詞/霞月　曲/ジルカディス もうどれくらい黙ってるんだろう？　多分アイツのせいにしたいのさ ビデオテープみたいにホラ、巻き戻して　秩序とか守ってみるの？ 最新の流行りをチェックしたり　ダイレクトメール読まずに捨てたり どうにかなるって思ってみたりって…　周りが眩しすぎる ねぇ、どうして？パンダが怖いの？ 「本当は小さなその目が怖いかも…」 不器用なあたしは、長い睫も真っ白な肌も商売道具にしてます。 ウサギの目をしたキミは、案外ずっと気付かないでいたんです。 長いこと悩んでいたって言っても言い訳でしょ？ 機械じゃ無いからね。痛みも感じたよ？ もうどれくらい黙っているんだろう？　多分アイツのせいにしたいのさ どうにかなるって思ってみたりって…　周りが眩しすぎる ねぇ、どうして？パンダが怖いの？ 「小さなその目がちょっぴり怖いかも…」 解ってるけど、ダメな事だって。でも区別がつかなくなってるんです。 夢去りし、乙女の戯言「約束破ってごめんね。」 もう、愛し愛されたいとか思っちゃいけないですか？ 跪いて「もう辞めるから」って言ったら許してね。 染まりゆく夕日を眺めて、「感情なんか消した」って思ってただけかも… 何も失いたくないのよ。色褪せた過去とか何もかも戻せないけど… -- mou dore kurai damatterun darou? tabun aitsu no sei ni shitai no sa bideo teepu mitai ni hora, makimodoshite chitsujo to ka mamottemiru no? saishin no hayari wo chekku shitari dairekuto meeru yomazu ni sutetari dou ni ka naru tte omotte mitari tte... mawari ga mabushisugiru nee. doushite? panda ga kowai no? "hontou wa chiisa na sono me ga kowai ka mo..." bukiyou na atashi wa, nagai matsuge mo masshiro na hade mo shoubai dougu ni shitemasu. usagi no me wo shita kimi wa, angai zutto kidukanai de itan desu. nagai koto nayndeita tte itte mo iiwake desho? kikai janai kara ne. itami mo kanjita yo? mou dore kurai damatterun darou? tabun aitsu no sei ni shitai no sa dou ni ka naru tte omotte mitari tte... mawari ga mabushisugiru nee. doushite? panda ga kowai no? "chiisa na sono me ga choppiri kowai ka mo..." wakatteru kedo, dame na koto datte. demo kubetsu ga tsukanakunatterun desu. yume sari shi, otome no tawagoto "yakusoku yabutte gomen ne." mou, aishiaisaretai toka omocchaikenai desu ka? hizamazuite "mou yameru kara" tte ittara yurushite ne. somari yuku yuuhi wo nagamete, "kanjou nanka keshita" tte omotteta dake ka mo... nani mo ushinaitakunai no yo. iroaseta kako to ka nani mo ka mo modosenai kedo... -- How much longer are you going to stay silent? You probably want to put the blame on her Hey, why not rewind it all like a video tape and try following the order? Check the current trends, then delete your direct mail without reading them, then try thinking about what happened... everything around is so bright. Hey, what's the problem? Are you scared of pandas? "Really, maybe of those small eyes of theirs..." I might not be talented, but I use my long lashes and this pure white skin as the tools of my trade. And you with your red eyes, didn't notice me at all, surprisingly. It's still an excuse to say you were worried about it for a long time, right? I'm not a machine. I feel pain, get it? How much longer are you going to stay silent? You probably want to put the blame on her then try thinking about what happened... everything around is so bright. Hey, what's the problem? Are you scared of pandas? "Maybe just a bit, of those small eyes of theirs..." I understand, it's not okay. But I'm starting to not be able to tell the difference anymore. Abandon your dreams for the nonsense of a maiden: "Sorry I broke my promise." Should I stop thinking about how I want to love and be loved? If I get on my knees and tell you "I give up already" then forgive me. Staring at the setting sun staining the sky, I might have just thought "I got rid of all my emotions," but... I don't want to lose anything. Even though I can't go back to that faded past or anything like it...