Yukami 5086 Posted August 28, 2012 Hidden message that I can not see (shaura) Is entitled "お別れ (Farewell)" Can anyone see it? Hope it's not what I'm thinking. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest Magatsu Posted August 28, 2012 seems like he will quit with music... 2012-08-28 01:39:00 お別れ テーマ：ブログ 記事、全部消してしまってごめん 今の気持ちとの落差というか... 見ていられなくなった。 つい3ヶ月前まで存在していたVII-Senseというバンド... 最後まで全てを懸けていたし、終わった後もその勢いのまま、大いなる夢に向かって全力を注いでいた。 でもね まずアメリカ行きは諦めた。 1年以内にアメリカへ！ と様々な計画を企てていたけど、諦めざるを得ない感じになってしまった... 行くことは出来るけども、そこで成功するには、俺１人がどう足掻いてもただの悪足掻きになってしまう訳で... 早い話が、協力者がいなくなってしまったということ。 俺が一番知っていることだけども、人生思うようにいくことなんて1パーセントも無い。 もう慣れっこで、大して落胆してもいない。 で、今は普通に働き、普通に充実した生活をしているよ。 楽では無いし不本意でもあるけども それに対し誰からも非難されることは無いし、仕事しただけ評価もしてもらえる。 今の生活が本当に心地良い。 もう戻ることは無いよ。 今が幸せだから、今を壊したくない。 バンドやっていた時にそう思えれば良かったけれど... 精神的に苦しくて、無理だったね。 もう あんな想いはしたくないし、メンバーにさせたくもない。 これまでのぶんも、今後は楽しんで生きることにするよ。 ファンの皆さん ごめんね。 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest Magatsu Posted August 28, 2012 and he, did delete all blog entries at his blog O_O Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
ShanethVarosa 1209 Posted August 28, 2012 Well fuck. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest Magatsu Posted August 29, 2012 and now his blog is 100% empty... glad I did copy paste that message >_ Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Yukami 5086 Posted August 29, 2012 It could do the same as last time? Change of name and start a new phase? T_T I hope so, I'm very sad. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
susel 31 Posted August 29, 2012 there was a translation of this entry posted here: http://ameblo.jp/xxxnemesis/entry-11339732838.html Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
ShanethVarosa 1209 Posted August 30, 2012 Finally got around to reading the translation. That really is an enormous shame, the man had such incredible talent. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Hyourinyuki~ 0 Posted August 30, 2012 Oh this is so sad. One of best vocal's of vk scene... at least for me =/ Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest Magatsu Posted September 7, 2012 shaura new message to the fans. Man he sounds so depressive (>_<) ex.VII-Sense テーマ：ブログ ex.VII-Senseのメンバー達が、次の活動へ向けてLIVEしているね。 ex.VIIthの方々 あの頃、俺達はひとつだった。 だから 誰ファンとか関係なく、それぞれの活動を応援してあげてほしい。 そいえば先日 解散して以来久しぶりにRayXに会ったよ。 あの頃よりもいい顔してたね... 最近俺もよく言われるけどね... きっとRayXなりに、人生の新たな指標が見つかってるんだろうけども... 個人的に言えば、バンドやって欲しい。 あんな風に弾けるギタリスト 見たこと無かったし、他にいない。 もったいないよね... Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
ricchubunny 2013 Posted September 7, 2012 recently he sent me some messages...he plans to be a truck driver. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest Magatsu Posted September 7, 2012 ¬_¬ such beautiful man will be a truck driver? ah come on.. Can't he go work in a host cafe or something Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Yukami 5086 Posted September 7, 2012 Talent lost ... dammit. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
ricchubunny 2013 Posted September 7, 2012 yeah...he told me "theres many things which i wanted to buy in 10 years, but i couldn't. There was always under 30 people in our lives..." thats really sad...but i can't blame him! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Yukami 5086 Posted September 7, 2012 yeah...he told me "theres many things which i wanted to buy in 10 years, but i couldn't. There was always under 30 people in our lives..." thats really sad...but i can't blame him! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest Magatsu Posted September 7, 2012 only 30? thats way to low for a band like that. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Thedane 176 Posted September 7, 2012 Seriously? Just 30? And yet they kept on going for quite some time... wow Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
otterley_ 192 Posted September 7, 2012 If he was on visual kei for money, its OBVIOUS he is on the wrong place. 30 fans on lives? thats actually good, some bands have 3, 4 or 5. I always thought that being on this scene for so much time as he was, he would know that this is the actual nature of visual kei, but no, he thought he could be a versailles 2.0 or something like this, so, go on and keep sendind depressive messages to get attention like you did before changing to this new ridiculously name. Don't get me wrong, I'm following this guy for what? almost ten years now, I think I can be considered a fan, but he is ridiculous. And be sure, he WILL be back in 1 or 2 years. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
ShanethVarosa 1209 Posted September 7, 2012 Even if it was only 30 people, I wish I could have been one of them. He was amazing at what he did, I somehow cannot believe there were only 30 people at a VII-Sense live... Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Yukami 5086 Posted September 7, 2012 I hope that you return JUKA Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
jon_jonz 885 Posted September 7, 2012 If he was on visual kei for money, its OBVIOUS he is on the wrong place.30 fans on lives? thats actually good, some bands have 3, 4 or 5.I always thought that being on this scene for so much time as he was, he would know that this is the actual nature of visual kei, but no, he thought he could be a versailles 2.0 or something like this, so, go on and keep sendind depressive messages to get attention like you did before changing to this new ridiculously name.Don't get me wrong, I'm following this guy for what? almost ten years now, I think I can be considered a fan, but he is ridiculous.And be sure, he WILL be back in 1 or 2 years. I tought I'd never agree with anything otterley writes, but yeah, I totally agree with this, despite his gramatical mistakes. At least it's better that he becomes a truck driver than ruining his career by joining crappy non-VK bands or whatever, but seriously, does he really thinks that he'll have a better life driving a truck than being in bands since he had the opportunity to play with guys who are pretty famous in the scene, like ex-MALICE MIZER, LAREINE and Laputa members ?It looks to me as if he didn't enjoy the opportunities he had and is now whinning since he isn't a super famous celebrity in Japan, because of his own inconpetence. It's a shame because he's got lots of talent and potential. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
TheBistroButcher666 228 Posted September 8, 2012 Juka? The Lindsay Lohan of VK? Just without all the drugs. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
lichtlune 915 Posted September 8, 2012 Juka? The Lindsay Lohan of VK? Just without all the drugs. That we know of Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
