RoseOfHizaki

So I promised a friend id buy him a drum kit for christmas....
 

And now i feel like....
 

 
and...
 
 

Regrets....
 
night sweats....
 
Occasional thoughts of suicide.
 
Green light...
 
I'm OK.
 
Feeling fine just a little tongue tied.
 
 

Or your ex could have walked in, saw you not giving two shits about her existence, and then promptly went for a session of tears, ice cream, and crippling self-doubt. I can't even think about what you would have done had you gone over there and said hi. Shit probably would have gotten awkward real fast and you probably would have thought "damn it I said/did something stupid I shouldn't have talked to her at all...now she definitely knows I'm not over her...etcetcetc".
If the break up was bad enough to throw you into legitimate depression, stay away from her. Even if she's a good person, someone that exerts that much control over your life by just walking into a room is someone you don't need to keep around in your life. You can thank your subconscious for holding you back later.

The nostalgia in this song is like..... omg.
 

All we need now is Dazzle Vision to reform My life will be semi-complete

There comes a point where you're just sick and tired of excuses
 
"so i found out you were dating ------ guy. couldnt you of at least told me???"
"Yeah.... it was sudden"
"But you've had four days to tell me...?"
[No Reply]
 
--- I spent an entire day deciding if i was going to carry on chatting to this chick. If she was worth my time. I just decided that I dont care for the drama so im burning that motherfucking bridge. Its surprising to me as its coming from someone who has abandonment issues.....
 
We had a good talk. we talked all night for dayz. Part of me thinks she wanted to see if he turned out to be an asshole before coming back to me but I dont play them games.
 
 
Nothing of value was lost. I started with nothing and i still have no fucks to give.
 
 
::EDIT::
 
Im always hesitant to burn a bridge. I always wonder if there are ways to rebuild or salvage things as I hate regrets. But some things just have to be done and move forward rather than be bound by the chains of regret.

Not japanese but i still love this band...
 

Sometimes you just need some music to set the mood...
 

haters gonna hate
 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q3fQVQJR1sM

Depends if shes a submissive type. I know a few that actually get off on pleasing their partners, I admit i can be a bit of a bully, but someone needs to take the wheel for this kind of relationship but deep inside my heart is made of marshmellows and im as cuddly as a baby koala.

Id say its fairly true but solely dependant that the girlfriend doesnt have a mouth that needs constant punching to make her shut the fuck up. 
 
I dont mind a little nagging and some bellyaching and getting shit off your chest - If you need to say something then say it but constant whining, bitching, finger poking and this and that and it gets me annoyed as all i want to do after work is have a shower, eat something, have a bit of a cuddle, maybe a bit of a shag (not always) then sleep - Not always in the same order though - I have been known to shag first before the shower then the food and cuddles then sleep. it depends on the mood.
 
 
Now people might think im an asshole, but im far from it. im generally very outspoken, up front and can be very patient when it comes to partners. being able to have a snuggle when you get home is a bit like your mommy kissing your ouchies better when you were a kid, Its emotionally lifting, especially when you've had a rough day

This song speaks to me deeply in so many ways.

Son... Its disrespectful to call your mum or dad an alien even when their marriage breaks up and one of them ends up trying to sneak you across the border of a foreign country telling you that mommy or daddy will come and join you for the 'holiday' later on.

Heres an updated build! - hardware is the same, but i ditched my Fractal Define XL (V.1) for something a little more fancy
 

 

 
 
and the finished goods
 

 
Its really hard to get a pic in the dark with my camera as it looks all grainy and saturated. but i assure you it looks majestic.
 
 
Ive also switched out the Corsair H80i for a H105. a few LED strips are still yet to be added because i dont have a molex to molex extension to help me place the LED strip in the right place. This is easily one of the easiest and cleanest builds/transfers i have ever made. There is just so much space inside that case.
 
I also 'floated' the fan cover at the top with some tiny magnets. Saves having to get a custom dust filter in.
 

Heres an updated build! - hardware is the same, but i ditched my Fractal Define XL (V.1) for something a little more fancy
 

 

 
 
and the finished goods
 

 
Its really hard to get a pic in the dark with my camera as it looks all grainy and saturated. but i assure you it looks majestic.
 
 
Ive also switched out the Corsair H80i for a H105. a few LED strips are still yet to be added because i dont have a molex to molex extension to help me place the LED strip in the right place. This is easily one of the easiest and cleanest builds/transfers i have ever made. There is just so much space inside that case.
 
I also 'floated' the fan cover at the top with some tiny magnets. Saves having to get a custom dust filter in.
 

bought myself this case here to replace a dated Fractal Define XL.
 

 
Would of had it this week if the rest of the other stuff i ordered wasnt out of stock and also there being 2 bank holidays within 2 days of each other.

bought myself this case here to replace a dated Fractal Define XL.
 

 
Would of had it this week if the rest of the other stuff i ordered wasnt out of stock and also there being 2 bank holidays within 2 days of each other.

I... don't like how I look but... here we go...
 
 
Also, now you guys to see what Keru looks like.

Nothing can beat some Rammstein or just industrial metal in general for sex imo, I dated a chick who loved to listen to brutal death metal because she loved taking a pounding to the sound of blastbeats. otherwise she was more into marilyn manson and occasionally nine inch nails. but she liked it rough none the less.