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apartment-clean dinner-ready cookies-baked drinks-bought movie-downloading time-1 hour 30 mins left till friends come I feel so organized and like my life's all put together and such lol anyway definitely the best way to end my summer vacation

yup, Haru (vo) from DOG is 158 cm and has a "huge" voice and quite a personality. yet after a while when Kanna (dr) joined the band, Haru seemed to kinda have "calmed down" (Kanna is around 5 cm shorter than Haru, he's really petite). Yet it's somehow the general psychology thing, men need to feel "strong and dominating" and sometimes they feel "weak and dominated" when they're the shortest in the crowd, so they try to replace the feeling of domination their height would normally give them. Same goes for short girls which I don't really understand (I don't like being tall, especially when I'm around asian men I'm always taller than most of them and I'm just around 167). (I hope everyone understands that I'm not trying to be anyhow sexist (in a "know your place" kinda way), I'm just talking about the deep natural instincts and male and female in their natural "roles".)

look dak, I don't think you're crazy, you're just spamming around like you are kinda... crazy. If you need help, there are threads for that, this is just a bit over the top anyway, my thought for today NEW LAPTOP <3 (with fucked up buttons on my qwerty xD it's like A and Q, and M and ; have switched places for some reason xD also ctrl and Fn xD I'll fix it when I have time~)

there's one thing I'm surprised nobody brought up. Visual kei in it's fundamental definition DID already die out. It's no longer a movement against the "kata-ized" japanese society (the one where everything has a right way of doing, and any deviation or innovation is considered very wrong to the extent where the individual could be even eliminated from the society), well mostly since it got a better understanding not only inside but even outside japan. it's changed to something completely new, not only with the obvious things (general music and costumes style) but the "inside force" of it is changed too. The only thing I hardly see these days is classic oshare, and now with Lilt disbanding I have yet to find another band that really follows the "oshare code". I don't want to make any predictions, but I assume it will only develop further to the point where we wont be able to recognize it as standard VK we all know. All the "new wave" bands like Royz and 2nd dyz etc with kinda "electronic" blue-silver style would seem very odd a few years ago, wouldn't it?

https://twitter.com/queence237 eh, I usually tweet in english but I'm constantly losing followers for having random drunk&pathetic tweet sessions in serbian. fuck them

*gives you mine* <3 guys, guys, guys, I've been doing maths for a few days already and I didn't cry even once! This might be the first time in my life it didn't get me to tears, and I've been working more than I ever usually did! I have hooopeeee!

last.fm/user/237Q I gave up

omg I love my new awesome speakers <3 <3 <3 they're not as super party awesome, but this is the best bass that ever flew through my room *w* and plus to that, they're the most expensive thing I've bought from my own money until now, so, I double love them

why is sb more fun than regular forum?

Sewing, pudding and tea. makes me happy <3 especially having new clothes for almost free (have to buy some cloth and thread from time to time, but my dad likes giving me money for that, so basically it's absolutely free for me~^^)

Don't give up on things so easily. It's the end of the school year and everyone has mental breakdowns because of the pressure now, but in a few weeks it won't feel as bad. I know exactly how you feel (have these moments quite a lot lately, especially since I'm going for 2 grades up in almost every subject this halfterm because my dad has some delusional ideas about a scholarship or smth like that. Anyway I fell in love with being appreciated by my teachers for a sudden change from "just sufficient" to "excellent", so I'm trying to ignore dad's nagging and do it just for the feeling of achievement). For one thing, you have to realize you're not going to school for friends or fun, but for the knowledge pretty much necessary for getting a job later. Of course it would be really good to have some nice people around you, but that is not a prerequisite for becoming a successful student. And another thing is that if you want the change for the better, you have to be ready to change yourself for the better first, which is not the easiest thing, but it's possible. Anyway, if you are who I think you are, our schools have pretty much the same systems, which seem almost unbearable, but once you realize you can't fight it but just play along, it seems pretty mediocre. (oh and a tip-try listening and taking notes on class, you'll have much more time for doing the things you love later when you realize you already know most of what's in the book) I really hope this helps.. Take care <3

so the new president has been elected. If EVERY SINGLE ONE of people I know said they only know who they're NOT gonna vote for (and it's always that one person), how in the world did exactly that one person become the president? God, I hate my country, and I feel I'm going to hate it even more very soon.

Designer baby is done already ^^ and read the comments, me and a friend who commented got even further there oh and Bedroom is done too, just to mention

omg this is absolutely priceless! but don't practice yoga, it allows devil to posses your head, and it definitely neither relaxes or strengthens your body. GYMNASTICS IS EVIL, KIDS! they just HAVE to see some VeeKay (oh and by the way I know a local priest's daughter is a BB fan)

omg maiku I'd marry you just anytime *-* oh and here's mine. apart from some really old pics when I was 8 y/o that I'm too lazy to take off the wall and scan, the earliest I have date from 2009:

haha I'm not sure why I've chosen Bedroom. Honestly I don't even listen to Awoi a lot but I love that song xD I'll keep this analysis in mind when doing mine lol it's funny but it's actually very possible, the tanuki syndrome xD give me the links if you can ^^ mejibray lyrics are actually very direct but I think there must be at least something hiding around there oh and dir en grey, well I didn't listen to them for a loooong time but I'll be glad to do the analysis for the song you requested ^^ It's weird how I somehow enjoy doing requested lyrics more than I enjoy doing those I choose xD maybe because it's nice to know someone is actually interested in what I'm doing xD 4f9-half done, I'm going to a party now and finishing them when I come home, it's somehow easier to analyze and be super-profound when tipsy at least xD

I have Kagerou-Sabishisa to nemure and Gozen sanji to taiyou kousen on my list ^^ I'm not really familiar with The Studs songs so if you want a specific song, feel free to request it~ Oh and Maiku, I started 4F9 yesterday, should be finished by tomorrow!

stupid teenagers who smoke just for the sake of "being cool" when it's not cool at all, who can but don't want to quit and who seem like they're just pretending they enjoy smoking. 2 years ago I was hiding my cigarettes not from my parents only but from most of my friends too. and yes I know how stupid it may look like @maiku we gonna get some cool holes!

so from a smoker's (3 years now) point of view: yes, I am, and I believe every smoker is aware of the risk. nobody can actually say for sure WHY they first started, but we all know we can't quit just anytime. it takes a lot of determination and isolation from stressful events/situations in which one would normally smoke to quit. seeing ads and whatnot doesn't even catch our attention, but I guess it serves good for preventing non-smokers from starting. it's not such a lovely feeling to lie to bed every night and promise you won't ever again light a single cigarette, and find yourself chain smoking during coffee break next morning. Smokers ENJOY smoking but they sure as hell don't think it's GOOD (unless it's stupid teenagers we're talking about, but that's a completely different story).

you can request me a song, I don't even listen to D'espairsRay but I did it because it was requested^^

lol Maiku, I know I will become your favorite translator once!! You'll see! (4F9 and Blue page are on my 'gotta do' list, kiddie used to be my fav band when they just released elite star)

hahah omg don't scare me, I didn't even see it yet xD oh and forgot Shrodinger no neko, I just recently gave it a real real listen, and I realized lyrics are really good too, there's this lovely part about the God-Human relation, so I want to see and analyze the rest too. I'm a huge Junno fan(tard) and I had some kind of a negative prejudice of whoever was going to replace him. Good thing is that I used to love Heartless when they were active so I got used to Boogieman Shuu faster than I would if it was someone I didn't know of before. I at first wanted to request Loops only, because I wanted to see in which way Shu's songs are different and if they still have that "Boogieman" feeling (I'm not really good at understanding lyrics when just sung, I often realize the general meaning of a song is completely different than what I thought of by just listening), but I requested Boogieman too, well, mostly because 70% of my favorite songs are on it.

haha I requested scans before I actually decided to do this but yes, i do plan to do a loooot of boogieman, since their lyrics are some of the best ones I've ever seen. As you can see, recurrence is in the first post (I plan to do Rariyura from Loops and Kijou no kuuron and Hysteresis from boogieman)

@Number Girl: thanks for the support and I'm really glad you liked what you've read ^^ @miyuu: BE MY BFF haha ^---^ I know EXACTLY how you feel