Nyasagi

As a person who experienced a lot of shit from other people, I will tell you one thing: other people aren't worth anything when they treat you like shit. Human trash isn't worth your pain. If there's anyone who treats you well, better give them extra attention and take care of them, instead of wasting time on bullies. I was bullied in my primary school, secondary school, high school a little, because I became avoiding people. I don't even know why, but I don't care. When I wasn't fat, they called me fat and I was stupid enough to believe in that. Now I'm fat for real, but losing weight for other people is too troublesome. I want to lose it, but not for other people... and definitely not by throwing up. If someone doesn't like my appearance, they may look at someone else. Read your post again, carefully. I can see that people won't like you no matter what you do, so be yourself and enjoy it, because others will complain anyway, so it's better to be yourself than fit into their image of a normal human being and be unhappy with that.

Most yt comments under vk videos are dumb fangirling, maybe that's why.

I really don't know, but I also liked only pretty boys when I didn't know visual kei existed, so they just fit my taste, I guess. Sometimes I feel bad about this, though, because it's not socially acceptable, even around people here.

Yeah, I like looking at them... but in the real life men are often creepy and their behavior grosses me out... but if a girl is flirty (but not in a gross way), my reaction is different. I've never been romantically interested in a man, either. I don't know why is it like that, these things are confusing. I've never been abused by any man, so there's no reason for that.

I don't see it the same, or maybe I really lost interest in dating in general... I feel awkward when a guy tries to flirt with me, even an Asian guy creeped me out, so I wanted to avoid him. I don't have that problem with girls, though. Maybe I'm not into men? I like looking at the pretty ones on my screen, but in the real life it somehow doesn't work... I get creeped out, I don't want anything to do with any guy.

There's nothing wrong with being picky. Go for something good, instead of forcing yourself into something not that good, which will end up with a drama in the end.

It's the worst thing ever, to make it a family thing... idk, I just separate my private life from my family, I don't like my family. I wouldn't like to see them on my wedding. Sounds perfect to me, tbh. Now let's be real here. I won't get married, because I'm ugly and not even sure if I'm into men, lol. Crazy cat lady life 4 me.

It sounds like you got friendzoned and you're bitter over it, tbh.

Incogneeto, dude... I wouldn't like to be your friend, if you're so bitter over everything. Sure, we do want everything best for ourselves, but we can't explain everything with the logic. Yeah, many people are assholes, but when you're getting something good, better appreciate it, instead of being suspicious and overanalyzing it. This kind of attitude will only make you unhappy. Shit may happen anytime, that's why you should just enjoy your present and live without regrets.

I disagree that friends care only about themselves. My real life friend helped me a lot when I was in a difficult situation. It's rare, but it does happen. I'd do the same for her, if I could.

The song isn't bad, but I think the PV is just boring. They could film a PV to a different song, this one was a bad choice, imo. I agree with the person who said it's bland.

The limits were here a long time ago, when someone downloaded more than the limit, the internet was turning very slow... (sometimes they forgot to do that and we had fast net for the whole month, all the joy 8D) Nowadays, only the phone companies have limits, but they've been trying to improve their offers lately. (I think you can buy an extra option for your net to not have limits... but that's more expensive than the cable net) Still, cable net has no limits. They would lose customers if they did that, probably,and monopoly isn't legal here.

Stop apologizing, you aren't doing anything wrong. If I didn't want to explain anything, I just wouldn't. People don't know how to love themselves, when no one shows them how to love. To be able to love, you have to learn it. (I don't know how to love, I don't like my kind of love. It's like walking around in the dark panicked, bumping into stuff, and being obsessed with the thoughts of getting out.) When your friends make you feel lonely, maybe they aren't good for you? I'd rather be alone, than hang out with wrong people. I value only the ones I completely get along with, who don't make me lonely and uneasy, who understand me, and whom I can understand too. Strangers may be more supportive than family, in my opinion. My feelings related to the "family" word are rather mistrust, pain. That's because I can't rely on my family. Every case is different.

benibana, it wasn't directed at you, because many people repeat the same thing again and again, which annoys me. I totally disagree with it, because not being completely passive doesn't mean you don't have a low self esteem. You may not love yourself, but you can still take care of yourself and allow yourself to feel happy. I think it would be more correct to say: "You can't love anyone, until you let them love you too." Even when you don't love yourself, you may be open to positivity, that's the point here. If someone rejects the other person's love, then it's difficult and discouraging. For example, when someone I'm close to is upset and I want to cheer them up, it annoys me when they repeat they're alone and don't even notice I'm giving them attention. I can understand that attention of strangers don't matter much, but if it's a friend, it's frustrating. I think the same works with love. When someone is too negative, they don't even want to see they're being loved... but not all miserable people behave this way. Telling someone with a low self esteem that they don't deserve to be loved, because they don't love themselves, makes them feel even worse.

I don't like when people say stuff like this, because it lowers my self esteem even more... it basically means that people who dislike themselves, don't deserve to be loved.

Same, this song title is perfect.

I was curious about it, because Slavic languages are similar. Actually "belka" in my language is a beam, but yeah, the other word sounds so foreign and it turned out these were Russian dogs: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Soviet_space_dogs#Belka_and_Strelka

Capricorns are like... one of the worst signs. My brother is one and he's a huge, selfish asshole.

It's not new.

I don't believe in the things that say "this and this will happen to you today", but I believe that similarities between people of the same zodiac sign. Sure, no one is the same, but I think people of the same sign have some things in common. My opinion is based not only on reading about it, but also on watching people and talking to them about the certain things. I may also be wrong, I don't deny it. We all see things we want to see, after all.

Um, how about you shave yours?

Ah no, they don't have to be very feminine for me, I like very feminine ones, but I also like guys like Asagi, Tsuzuku, Hiro from Nokubura, Ai from Deathgaze (I'm talking about appearance here), but compared to guys here, they look feminine, that's why I use this word. I don't know how to explain it better, because there are also Asian men, who look more manly, than them. You know, people shouldn't do many things, but they still do it. Kaya is gay xD. He wears dresses, and stuff... but even if someone is gay, it doesn't mean you'd be able to date them, or anything... have you ever thought of finding a guy who's not any musician, but looks nice? Dreams are fun, but musicians are hard to get and not always so great. Because 27 is such an old age... your life is basically ending and you're about to die... No, really, stop complaining like an old lady. I know it sucks to not be wanted by anyone and not seeing anyone interesting around, but if you keep being so negative, you'll chase the love away from you, because no one can get to know you completely, when you're only negative :/. I won't reply to the last, long part, because I basically included what I wanted to say in the last reply. I'll only add that if you cling onto someone one day, it may become annoying to them. You seem like the type who would do it...

No no, it wasn't sarcasm, just a joke (but not one of the jokes to offend someone, just an innocent joke). I understand that problem with being attracted to feminine men, it's the same for me. Even if I'm a woman, it's also difficult, because beauty stardards for men are different on this side of the world :/. Someone feminine would probably be called gay and he might even get beaten up. Some men are awful. I've never dated anyone myself and I'm almost 27, but somehow I don't care. I just want to have fun and be able to get a nice paying job. If something happens in the meantime, it's good, but it's better to not focus on finding a date so much, because other people can't make you happy. You have to make yourself happy first, because even if another person makes you happy, you will get depressed when they leave you.

Ishiki, just make some good friends who will always entertain you, and get this: Being desperate is not good, because you'll end up with a wrong person, not with someone who's the best for you.

I heard this today and I'm in love with it, it's so dark and the PV actually has a story. I like it when vkei goes violent ;p