Euronymous

never been in a long and serious relationship and i'm at my early 20's already
it's been a while since i don't enjoy peoples company,i like to be in solitude,but...
u know,humans weren't made to be completely alone forever.
 

Wow,saw the word "shy" a lot
I used to call myself shy thinking that it sounds cute,but nowadays it looks like shyness is just ego in disguise. I mean the person is just way too worried about  what others are thinking about themselves,as if they were the center of universe,but they're not, people aren't thinking about you all the time,they have their own lives,so if you have something to say,just think first and then say it there's nothing to be afraid of. Shy girls are the least I would pick up. I'm a taurus guy and when it comes to rships I like things as clear as water, I don't know how to play games.

Wow,saw the word "shy" a lot
I used to call myself shy thinking that it sounds cute,but nowadays it looks like shyness is just ego in disguise. I mean the person is just way too worried about  what others are thinking about themselves,as if they were the center of universe,but they're not, people aren't thinking about you all the time,they have their own lives,so if you have something to say,just think first and then say it there's nothing to be afraid of. Shy girls are the least I would pick up. I'm a taurus guy and when it comes to rships I like things as clear as water, I don't know how to play games.

Are you still in your edgy nazi phase where you would willingly get curb stomped by your ''superior'' overlords because of your mental deficiency and think we need a dictatorship for 'peace'?
My advice to you, as someone who retired the edgy troll shick when I was 16, is find a bloody hobby, you need to do some serious soul searching, nature walking...brush with death, anything. You can consume as much literature as you want, dig into as much existential philosophy as you can, but no matter your vocabulary, no matter how smart you believe you are, you're incredibly dull if you believe eradication of any peoples is the way to be.
Your insufferable personality will be all that people will remember of you if you stay on this path, of course I know it's like talking to a self important brick wall in these cases, I used to be that wall.
 
Good luck, genuinely, hope you find some sort of positive epiphany sooner than later.
 

Oh ditto. Kind of the reason why I want to get on the dating scene/meet new people. I don't get out much and pretty much just keep myself to myself. Kind of wish I did the whole uni experience properly instead of being an introvert. 

If it makes you feel better,I feel super old already and kinda frustrated for having spent most of my years in doors. I know i still young but I feel like the best of the best days were wasted, unfortunately. Not many stories to tell and more responsibilities over my head.

OMG, I'm sorry lololol 
Yes, you're right. I'm 22 almost at ur level of maturity lol

@nullmoon are u a girl too? Bcuz only girls agree with me when I talk about rships lol

Saaaaaame! God damn, guys. Let's start a club! 

Bruh are you me

I dont like the thought that I could be just "using" someone and the other using me as well, each person has a value.But deep inside I'm not even sure if i wanna be in a serious relationship.I mean,my body has it's desires,but that's all. When I see a nice couple walking together on the streets i feel like I need that in my life too,but in other hand I don't want the "responsibilities" that comes along...It's complicated.

I dont like the thought that I could be just "using" someone and the other using me as well, each person has a value.But deep inside I'm not even sure if i wanna be in a serious relationship.I mean,my body has it's desires,but that's all. When I see a nice couple walking together on the streets i feel like I need that in my life too,but in other hand I don't want the "responsibilities" that comes along...It's complicated.

Oof, I feel ya there, buddy. I seem to attract very confident, almost "in-your-face" types of guys when I'd rather have someone who was a little more subtle and... withdrawn? That's probably not the best word to describe it, but I like someone who takes the time to get to know me before trying to flirt with me, because even if they're super hot, how can I actually know I like the person if I know nowt about 'em? Even if we were just looking for... that, and not a relationship, I still wouldn't wanna do it with someone who was horrible. It's really annoying being attracted to shy guys, though, because I'm quite shy myself. People tell me they think I'm confident, and I guess in many ways I am, but I'm also an introvert who embarrasses easily and cowers at the thought of talking to new people unprovoked, especially hot new people who seem my type. Two shy people trying to interact when they don't yet know each other? Doesn't often work out very well, unfortunately. No-one ends up saying a thing to each other and one of them usually ends up leaving because they feel intimidated.

This is pretty much my life and is the reason why online dating is horrific. Everyone I like doesn't like me, and I don't like anyone who approaches me XD 
 
Maybe try joining some meetups so you can at least hang out with people who have similar interests? Sometimes just being around like-minded people, rather than aiming for a partner, is good enough

Well,I guess I just haven't been lucky enough with that.i wouldn't mind spending my free time with some girl that appreciates being with me.Just couldn't find someone to make me that interested.
 
Furthermore, it's kinda amusing this "type" thing,cuz every fuckin girl that wanted to "take me" wasn't my "type" and all the girls I wanted didn't give a shit about me. Lol 
People say that I'm good looking but some times I get very pissed off bcuz of acne,they don't stop lol 

Well,I guess I just haven't been lucky enough with that.i wouldn't mind spending my free time with some girl that appreciates being with me.Just couldn't find someone to make me that interested.
 
Furthermore, it's kinda amusing this "type" thing,cuz every fuckin girl that wanted to "take me" wasn't my "type" and all the girls I wanted didn't give a shit about me. Lol 
People say that I'm good looking but some times I get very pissed off bcuz of acne,they don't stop lol 

I hear you. You could always try something casual? You get that interaction but at the same time you get your own space?

never been in a long and serious relationship and i'm at my early 20's already
it's been a while since i don't enjoy peoples company,i like to be in solitude,but...
u know,humans weren't made to be completely alone forever.
 

never been in a long and serious relationship and i'm at my early 20's already
it's been a while since i don't enjoy peoples company,i like to be in solitude,but...
u know,humans weren't made to be completely alone forever.
 

Gargoyle's awesome indeed. Especially their older albums. I highly recommend Doom for fans of Gargoyle. Another progressive thrash band, albeit they lean a bit more towards avant-garde and weirdness than Gargoyle. The band have had members and ex-members from bands such as Gastunk, Shellshock, Casbah, Terror Squad and motherfucking Zadkiel. In 85 they even had Yoshiki playing some drums for them live. If you're into "weird" and different thrash like Voivod, Vektor, Gargoyle, Lob of Lemmings or even 
Celtic Frost's "Into the Pandemonium" this is a must-hear band.
 
 

there's some very interesting recommendations popping up,it certaily needs more users active here
here's some stunning danish blackened death metal,couldn't believe how good this album is
 
 
 
 
 
 
just gave it a spin this morning,by  @Jigsaw9  recommendation as well,and it was a fine listening 
sounds like ningen isu/onmyouza/early buck-tick /seikima ii all together lol
checked their bio on metal archives and their discography is vast,this is ur style @Manji 卍 
 
 
 
 
 

there's some very interesting recommendations popping up,it certaily needs more users active here
here's some stunning danish blackened death metal,couldn't believe how good this album is
 
 
 
 
 
 
just gave it a spin this morning,by  @Jigsaw9  recommendation as well,and it was a fine listening 
sounds like ningen isu/onmyouza/early buck-tick /seikima ii all together lol
checked their bio on metal archives and their discography is vast,this is ur style @Manji 卍 
 
 
 
 
 

can't thank @Jigsaw9 enough for the Peste Noire-ish recommendation
this is one of those albums that makes you feel proud of being a fan of the genre
check this shit out @Euronymous  
 
 

There are some amazing bands that i would have never discovered if i did not have the internet, and actually i don't think i would have discovered the genre at all without internet because of where i live.
But also because of the surplus of information the web gives us, i too often can't give an album the proper listening/attention it deserves. Even when it's a gem by my favorite artists i can hardly keep myself from trying to discover new diamonds the next minute. 
I barely experienced the pre-internet age but i would assume that back then each album was something special you held on to and you could easily appreciate it the way the artist wanted it to be.

Yeah, I do very rarely listen to the same album more than a few times now. And I pretty much never buy blind. Before when I use to buy music without hearing it online first I'd pretty much get whatever had interesting covers or stuff I've heard about from a friend. And loved getting CD collections with multiple artists I've never heard of before. Now most of my CDs are not in use and I haven't even watched some of my favorite band DVDs in years. On the flip side, whoo those high quality streaming PVs. And there are still songs I listen to intensely for a couple weeks. Thank goodness for massive playlists and automatic artist recommendations, too. First heard of some extraordinary ones though stuff like internet radio.