Muma

Hello again!! I used to frequent here quite a few years ago and have dropped off since. I've made a few "hello again" posts and have dipped in and out but im hoping I'm here to stay for good I wonder if any of our veterans on here remember me... I've not actively listened to VK in a long time but I rediscovered my old hard drive with all my music on it and fell in love yet again Bands I have kept listening to despite falling out of touch with VK are Dir en Grey, MUCC, Plastic Tree, Buck-Tick, Kiryu, Awoi, Kagrra, DEZERT, Versailles and lynch to name a few (not much new stuff on there I realise!!) There are also a few non vk Japanese bands I love such as humbert humbert, kinoko teikoku, envy, MONCA URANGLASS, The Oral Cigarettes, LITE, Kenshi Yonezu, TK from Ling Toshite Sigure and amazarashi Excited to delve into this world again 😊

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Ahh I've not been asked out at all before that time and I just panicked....a little too much and too visibly xD Also God that sounds like one of the worst kinds of people to be hit on by

If it makes you feel any better, once someone asked me out and I had a full blown panic attack right there and then.... Fun times

So I'm trying to be more active on here again in the hope to get back into my beloved VK bands as it's just been non stop post-rock/study music this past year I've been out of the scene for a while and now the news section all feels so foreign to me so I'll be a little slow in the beginning xD Either way it's good to be back and I've missed this community a lot <3

I feel like i've done this so many times now but in case anyone remembers me I'M BACK (hopefully) for a while I've been on a stangnant music phase for a while so what better place than to look here (but also man, people have left staff have changed and need to get a grasp of the ropes again...)

I'm happy with being ace. But I'm now leaning more towards the aro side. Everything indicates it but it's a little more complex and I feel I need to explain the intricacies of how I'm feeling. There is no one way to be aro. It doesn't invalidate it but people do and it's terrible (even worse with gender shit for me tho like ;__; I hate this society and I just want to live in peace without explaining every little thing when it doesn't fit with the norm)

Do I believe in it? How do I believe in it? Do I believe it exists? Yes. Do I feel it? Do I KNOW it exists. Probably not... (I tend to overanalize things and get out of loop but I hope I can contribute) We have these words, "romantic" and "love". They're often associated with each other, and often not. These exist because someone at some point has had the need to try and describe this feeling, it becomes used and used until it's accepted in society and it's defined as 'x'. But with things such as these EVERYTHING IS SUBJECTIVE. People describe them differently and there is no right way to feel either of these things but we talk about them as if there is some sort of universal truth and understanding to them. So something like this must exist, it seems to logically follow right? However doesn't mean it's accessible to everyone, for example aromanticism (like Lestat mentioned above). Because you can't feel it doesn't mean it doesn't exist, because you can feel it and the concepts are so widely used in media (which just further strenghten you're feelings that this is desirable, correct, a goal and universal) doesn't mean that it is an absolute for everyone. It always seems to come down to whether someone feels it or not and then everything gets warped around personal experiences, which is usually not great to back up a point because you're the only one who has those specific emotions which are attached to an event. SO YEAH! To me it seems futile to discuss some things because it's just something that no one will evey agree on. Even if your beliefs overlap and in writing it seems the same, chances are you're talking about different things. We just use language to communicate through a set list of words and definitions with set meanings, but somehow contradictorily (cba seeing if that's a word) there seem to be infinite connotations within these. AHRG sorry for the long windedness but this is my view on the topic so (I tried to keep it as concise as possible, I hope it worked xD)

So I found this thing on the world of the tumblblogrrrrrr and I thought it was p cool so... (excuse the lame ass topic title0 Using only song names from one artist/band, cleverly answer these questions without repeating any songs Pick Your Artist/Band: La Dispute Are you a male or female: For Mayor In Splitsville Describe yourself: Nobody, Not Even the Rain How do you feel: Fall Down, Never Get Back Up Again Describe where you currently live: A Broken Jar If you could go anywhere, where would you go?: The Lost Last Continent Your favourite form of transportation: A Letter Your best friend is: You And I In Unison You and your best friends are: Damaged Goods What’s the weather like: New Storms For Older Lovers Favourite time of day: Stay Happy There If your life was a TV show, what would the title be?: Then Again, Maybe You Were Right What is life to you: The Most Beautiful Bitter Fruit Your Relationship: Bury Your Flame Your fear: He Is Here, He Is Not Afraid

In Vertigo - Beach Fossils Why do people feel it necessary to comment on your weight at every opportunity?

banned for not sitting out the entire plug session that one time

Hey I tried to PM you but seems you can't recieve any new messages.... But i'm interested in that giru bandanna but won't be able to pay until I move into my house bc there will be no one to pick it up (uni student) I also live in the UK so I was wondering how much shipping would me Thanks

i don't think it's strictly limited to japanese drag artists, or at least if I can make it I won't stick to just Japanese. That's how it usually is with any plug session tho so unless I've missed anything I presume it will be as usual

under the starlight - Luzmelt (also it was actually only one person who got stabed at Notting Hill Carnival if you remember that far back) Help me, I've started going on tumblr again!! What do..?

A GLEAM IN EYE - lynch. Rosé?

Can't Shake The Feeling - Diamond Youth Would you be one of the first to die in a zombie apocalypse?

Hot diggity damn

I don't listen to many of these artists, a little of meth. and vistip and I MAYBE know one ＲＯＧＵＥ song but I really can't remember. However the album I have heard from OROCHI... I'm enjoying that at the moment so I guess that sond even though I don't really know it (I like MUCC but not that song and also remixes are usally a no for me so double no) The GazettE - People Error Plastic Tree - comic youth La Dispute - St. Paul Missionary Baptist Chrch Blues 石濱翔(MONACA) - 王子アルフォンソ Finch - Three Simple Words NightingeiL - 12秒間 In Flames - Metaphor 七瀬光 - 悲しく痛い決意 Float - 葬送の鎮魂歌 - Annabyss Coast auncia - －蜂－ so the MONACA and 七瀬光 tracks are from the anime GARO and Kyoukai no Kanata respectively FYI A shoutout to Plastic Tree and NightingeiL, but the La Dispute track for sure is my favorite, maybe even my favorite from that album > < their lyrics are always flawless imo

The World Is Our _____ - This Will Destroy You So what noise does a platypus make anyway? (I mean a threatening war cry is a must, right?)

I boycotted these guys when they went major bc one of the previews sounded terrible and broke my heart and I used to love them tbh But I've just listened to their latest release and like.... Byou's voice sounds so sad and devoid of emotion and I'm wondering if it's just me bc it's *cries*

RENTRER EN SOI MUCC Dir en grey Onmyo-za DELUHI 12012 Polter Geist Codomo Dragon Vivalet Brian the Sun

I do both although its more anime at the moment (one of the most recent posts on 'what anime are you currently watching' will confirm) A lot of the manga I read is more horror or psychological based now

Ohohohooo I'm kind of hoping for a mini bc they're the easiest to listen too and get to grips with their current music (also I still haven't had a PROPER listen to their last album as in I can't actually remember any of the songs)

Uso Janai - GUILD How many people will get stabbed at notting hill carnival this year I wonder...

Probably La Dispute... If you're talking about Japanese then... Plasic Tree [2]