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2015 throw back, when my bf took me to Osaka to see The Gallo (^o^) I used to like them so much lol 

I already miss you♡

I know that March 8th is probably over in Japan, but Happy America Time Birthday!

I want to address something that I feel needs to be. I'm sorry for how cringey I was during my first few months on this forum, with my weird fan theories, and my lowkey highkey defending of Kisaki. I was younger (granted, it wasn't THAT long ago) and more stupid, but I'm a young adult now, and I'm trying to move past from that. 

I recognise how much of an idiot I was, and I am actively trying to improve. I'm taking more responsibility for myself here, and I've been trying to actually provide more reliable info on stuff as of recent, especially since I have friends within the Japanese VisualKei scene now (one, who I view dearly as a brother of mine, is in a small indie band, and actually sometimes volunteers to work with bigger (compared to his. Usually bands like the AINS bands) bands). I also recognise that I used to be a bit of an attention whore here, though I didn't realise it at the time until VERY recently. 

The most recent incident was negligible, since it was more of a speculation based on actual logic. I don't think it compares to the stuff I've said in the past that I am authentically ashamed of, and am trying to look past.

I'm sorry to those I have angered in the past, or have given a really bad first impression of myself to. I hope you forgive me. 

And if you still won't give me a 2nd chance, well that's totally fine. But I'm not leaving any time soon. I'm willing to give those who were mean to me due to the shit I said a 2nd chance though. 

Just know I'm not the same person I was in 2016 (and yes, I know that sounds so stereotypical, but hear me out, ok? I dealt with some personal shit between then and now that made me realise I should probably work on being a better person.)

I want to address something that I feel needs to be. I'm sorry for how cringey I was during my first few months on this forum, with my weird fan theories, and my lowkey highkey defending of Kisaki. I was younger (granted, it wasn't THAT long ago) and more stupid, but I'm a young adult now, and I'm trying to move past from that. 

I recognise how much of an idiot I was, and I am actively trying to improve. I'm taking more responsibility for myself here, and I've been trying to actually provide more reliable info on stuff as of recent, especially since I have friends within the Japanese VisualKei scene now (one, who I view dearly as a brother of mine, is in a small indie band, and actually sometimes volunteers to work with bigger (compared to his. Usually bands like the AINS bands) bands). I also recognise that I used to be a bit of an attention whore here, though I didn't realise it at the time until VERY recently. 

The most recent incident was negligible, since it was more of a speculation based on actual logic. I don't think it compares to the stuff I've said in the past that I am authentically ashamed of, and am trying to look past.

I'm sorry to those I have angered in the past, or have given a really bad first impression of myself to. I hope you forgive me. 

And if you still won't give me a 2nd chance, well that's totally fine. But I'm not leaving any time soon. I'm willing to give those who were mean to me due to the shit I said a 2nd chance though. 

Just know I'm not the same person I was in 2016 (and yes, I know that sounds so stereotypical, but hear me out, ok? I dealt with some personal shit between then and now that made me realise I should probably work on being a better person.)

(CW: Crappy joke incoming) Don't you just hate it when people promote themselves? By the way, have you checked out D:[ab]-e? They're formed by vocalist Akusaki, Guitarist Ryohei and their promotion slave, Aimi. We have a single called SICK. Please check it out at [insert sketchy hyperlink here]. Please support out music and help me please I am legally a slave I do not get paid for this because we do not sell our music please send money im homless isleepinshinjukustationinthewomensbathroomhelpiambeingheldforransombytheyakuzapleasegetmeawayfromyayoi

I wonder if the ex members of Zi:Kill are looking at the current visualkei scene like "You young whipper snappers. Back when I was in a good band, we didn't disband at the drop of a hat, we'd just fire our drummers, continue to fight until we begin to almost hate eachother, then remember we have an audience in the UK to care about! Oh, and then we'd disband"

I need more 八十八ヶ所巡礼 in my life. They're an amazing band that I've been neglecting for so long

I'm so close to getting to yellow name status. Hooo boy 

Currently in line for the AFI concert at the Fillmore in Detroit. I'm 'bout flood my basement, henny.

Currently in line for the AFI concert at the Fillmore in Detroit. I'm 'bout flood my basement, henny.