The worst for me was when i was going through that whole sexual-orientation phase.
I was a freshman in HS and half of the school year i met some guy so was very nice, funny and very playful. Kinda like a kid but really smart and very sweet. So yeah, school ended but we never said anything. There were some rumors going around that we were dating. Sophomore year came and we met again, a class and lunch together. So we kept the game up and played around all the time, but then i met this really cute girl that i started to like. So i started to flirt with her. That dude noticed and he was starting to do the same. Later i found out he had been dating someone since freshman year and were still together. I was like WTF and i was turned down in the end by the girl D= . So he kept his game up. I just gave up and moved on, plus during that time a lot changes came to be that formed the person who i am today. He then just kept going with his little plot, but i did tell him the way i felt and i told him to not respond to me cuz either way he was with someone. Junior year came and i found out he was single and had broken up with someone. I was already on my mid-way point in forgetting him. I was paying more attention to my classes and trying really hard to do good on them for college. He was after me this time, and he even went to the point where he used his own friends as bait when those friends of his were in the same class as me. I just really did not pay mind to him. One day after i got out from gym class, i headed to class and was waiting outside classroom to go inside. He was always there too, even tho he did not have class. This time was different because we were alone in the hallway and we were standing in the same place. So he was gonna talk to me and tried to and said things and all, but i just did not want to hear him nor know anything. I just left the scene. He then cut in my class cuz my teacher was absent. Nothing good came of that in the end. From that day on he stopped coming to class and i did not see him since then. Senior year came and i saw him very few times from afar. Senior picnic came and he was there. I had gotten over him and became a better person and matured about many things and figured out what i really wanted. I was confident and had grown. He was hanging out with his/my friends and i had them sign my year book and chilled with them but i really did not day much to him. Graduation came and i was glad i had left. The last time i saw him was 1 and 1/2 ago.
Currently im doing good in college and i do know some people who want to get with me but i learned that all of them only want sex from me. LOL!
Its like this "SEX-APPEAL" thing i supposedly have (according to a lot of ppl, which i dont believe in because im just human like everyone else) .
Tho atm i am looking for someone sincere,honest and mature.
