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yesterday: exhausted from a double photoshoot: had to leave the house by 5am...

bf tells me I can crash at his place. it's nearly 8pm~

I arrive to dinner made and wine T_T

...and the next day I woke up to a classic breakfast in bed T_T

mid-day I get my period and pass out napping... I wake up to grilled cheese and tomato soup my favorite T_T

<3

I read.....

if life is boring, may as well absorb myself into an adventure

^ he had a different one up, but then changed it to our old photo...

I find it strange how my ex, 10 months later still has our old photo together as his avatar/profile picture still....wtf

you don't need to buy me anything.

I don't care for expensive gifts.

the greatest gift is you accepting me for who I am.

for being respectful, kind and caring.

being there for me during my struggles.

supportive in my career aspirations.

and most of all just simply holding me in your arms.

what attracted me to you was your big heart.

I can see you are genuinely a good person.

that's what I fell in love with, your personality.

This album had the exact same problems (and perhaps in an even worse state) as their self-titled: lack of variation, no flow, incredible abuse of the standard formula etc.

 

I'm personally considering giving up on them, seeing as the last thing they released I liked was the VERMILION single.

wasn't sure if I should check this one out, but your review has persuaded me not to bother downloading.

sorry if this has been answered, but does anyone know what the remaining members of unsraw are all up to?

personal preference but I'd say ancafe's vocalist...

to one of my ex's crazy friend:

never judge a person by their looks. judge them by their heart: how they treat others, their acts of kindness, and good-will nature overall.
you are completely clueless to your own actions. that you became so upset at my reaction. you decided to lash out for standing my ground.
try looking at things from a different perspective. in another persons shoes....
there is always a reason behind my reactions. were you so in denial at how you came across? did you honestly think your behavior was acceptable? do you even know what 'acceptable' is? considering your maturity.... being so fucking oblivious and offended you could have clarified my point of view before reacting all batshit crazy... then again, oblivious narcistic close-minded ignorant people... there is no point in reasoning with them. the world revolves around them and they think they do no wrong...it's a waste of time, energy, and happiness.
 

an elitist with a cocky attitude, constantly giving back-handed comments and compliments, sarcastically and distastefully.

you think you have a big personality...I just think you were a total catty bitch.

part of me wanted to stand up to your bullshit and say 'excuse me?' or challenge you.

yet being direct would cause problems...I didn't want to cause a scene on-set.

HOWEVER FUCK YOU BITCH

I did nothing to deserve that treatment. close your shit-filled mouth and just do your fucking job.

I don't understand girls who act like a fucking prick for no reason.

then again, the last time I stood up for myself against some crazy girl, she totally went batshit on me because she thought I turned the tables and was hurting her feelings for calling her out. fucking stupid.......

it's interesting how some drinks are perceived as being more girly or manly based on social norms.

it's also funny now some people force themselves to like something based off of a drinks image...

like this person I know hates drinking jack daniels and whiskey, yet is obsessed with it's 'image' of being badass looking....

a waste of money imo... buying something you won't drink.

/facepalm

the receptionist at the dental clinic jokes: why are you married yet =_=....

finished making my valentines gift and card

"no person is ever worth loosing a friendship over"

I disagree. if your circle of friends are a bad influence you should drop them and grow the fuck up.

fuck. always ask for the location before confirming. 3 hour transit tomorrow...gotta be out the door by at least 5:30am..fuck.

planning things out. working on a movie set soon..

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facebook needs to fix their blocking feature....

what's the point of having your ex on the blocked list when you see their activity on

an aquaintence/friend's page...

the only difference is that their name is not featured.

'no one' is my ex.....

nightmares....re-occurring, sometimes continuous...metaphorical nightmares

no

if you could live forever, would you?

final fantasy

monster hunter

super princess peach

golden sun

doney kong

super mario wii

d3

minecraft

well isn't this dandy? funny how in graphic design class we'd design cd music covers.... with stores like hmv closing and the digital age approaching, what will become of this artform?

kagerou

unsraw

d'espairs ray

9goats black out

rentrer en soi

the gazette and miyavi. not my cup of tea

every now and then I get pissed as fuck wondering how the hell I let all those red flags slide. how helpless I became putting my life into the hands of another, who told my parents they had nothing to worry about, that he was to going to take care of me. how he fucked up my life and nearly destroyed me. and yet despite this I was brainwashed and tried my hardest to keep caring and loving for him. how I accepted his daily horrible behavior towards me as normal. how I desensitized myself into accepting fault and punishment all the time. how am I getting over it? I guess by speaking my mind and reflecting. raging whenever because for the past 2+ years I was expected to keep silent and obedient... three things I keep in mind, who was their when I needed them the most, who abandoned me, and who caused me more trouble. It really goes to show, who your real friends are. I randomly fell for the most amazing guy now, who is on the same level of understanding as I. listens, respects, is mature and understanding... and above all genuinely caring. It's strange and new for me, but this is real love. not being treated like some puppet or toy to play with I honestly think this new guy could be the one.