takeruismyhero

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I'm Kimi. 26. Autistic. Crazy. Loud child at heart. Loves to stand out. Couldn't live a day without her hero. Amateur artist. Intermediate writer. Plushie collector. Cosplayer. Visual Kei lover. A casual pokemon gamer. Cat lover. Coke (soda) addict. Twitter addict. Loki's Army. Hiddlestoner. Trying to overcome her challenges. Adores her Keru (koo-roo/blanket). The fangirl that ♥'s her hero Takeru from SuG.

I have a lot of fangirl crushes. I am a huge visual kei addict, and one of my most favorite bands is SuG. Takeru just means so much to me. <3 I am also obsessed with lead singers, but I do like Kazuki from SCREW, Mizuki from Sadie and Kanon from an Cafe. I just have an infatuation for lead singers because they have beautiful voices. Takeru's (SuG) is probably the most gorgeous of them all, and I'm not saying that because he's my hero either. <3

I'll tell you the story of how he came to become my hero. Bare in mind that this comes from a post I wrote on Facebook. I'm too lazy to retype it so yeah. it's based on what I THINK really happened at the time. The details of what happened might be a little off due to my poor memory though, but it's pretty much what I feel occurred.

So, I remember these fake j-rockers being part of some festival thing or whatever. They were going on about how cocky and rude Takeru was. He did some stupid prank or something that pissed off Tora and Saga. That's when I started hating Takeru (mind you I'm telling the way I remember so it will make them sound real). Later, I think about late 2011, they had gotten Takeru to come on Facebook (or sitemodel whatever lol). I got pissed off because I told them I hated him and didn't want anything to do with him. It made me so mad. Well, they had said that he actually wasn't really that bad. So, I gave him a chance. I think... I talked to the fake Takeru. I realized they were right about him not being that bad a person. So, that's when I asked him to be my big brother, and he agreed to it.

Later, I was forced out of the group. I never had a chance to say goodbye to that fake. Well, skip the two or three year hiatus I had after what they did to me. I started crushing on the real Takeru. At the time, I only knew little about him. It wasn't long until I got curious and decided to look up facts about him. I discovered something about him that would change my life towards him forever and ever. Takeru has depersonalization disorder, arrhythmia and panic attacks. However, this guy is strong as fuck. He's so good at hiding it that you wouldn't even know he has these things. Well, me, I have very severe anxiety. I felt that if he can overcome those sorts of things, then I should be able to overcome having such horrible anxiety.

That's when he became my hero. I look up to him because he's absolutely amazing. Like omg. This guy is the vocalist for a very popular visual kei band called SuG. He's also been an actor when he was about 22 years old as well. He owns his own clothing line too and can even play bass & guitar too. This guy is my hero because despite all he's been through in life, he always remains so strong and brave through it all. I feel like if I had never met that fake that I never would have learned to appreciate and adore the real Takeru. I never thought I'd go from completely despising his cocky attitude to actually adoring him as a hero in the future. Words cannot begin to express just how much Takeru really means to me.
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