Aferni 2381 Posted September 15, 2014 Kanji:__________________________________ 瞼を閉じる度、幾度も思ってたんだ 朝が来なければいいと 何時も躊躇い止むくせに 涙の数だけ死んでもいいとさえ思った 居場所まで見失いただ生かされた日々に 優しさも、笑顔も、全てが嘘と知った 明日が来るからまた同じ絶望に怯え モノクロの世界に恨みを篭めた もう生きたくないよ だけをまた来る明日を待つだけの日々 満ち溢れてる存在全て 俺が生まれて生きてく理由 何もかもが消えてくれればいい 痛み蔑む事しかできない 今、何を信じればいい？ それなのに君は笑うことを教えてくれた まだ生きてみよう そう思わせてくれた もしも赦されるならここで生きてたい だからモノクロの世界に誓いを立てた 君が居てくれたから だからまた来る明日を生きてみようって 今は見えなくても、それでもいいよ だってもう独りじゃないから 此処に紅く明日への希望 消えないから Romanji________________________________________ Mabuta o tojiru tabi, ikudo mo omotteta n’da asa ga konakereba ii to itsumo tamerai yamu kuse ni namida no kazu dake shindemo ii to sae omotta Ibasho made miushinai tada ikasareta hibi ni yasashisa mo, egao mo, subete ga uso to shitta Ashita ga kuru kara mata onaji zetsubou ni obie MONOKURO no sekai ni urami o kome mou ikitakunai yo dake o mata kuru asu o matsu dake no hibi Michiafureteru sonzai subete ore ga umarete ikiteku riyuu nanimokamo ga kiete kurereba ii itami sagesumu koto shika dekinai Ima, nani o shinjireba ii? Sore nanoni kimi wa warau koto o oshiete kureta mada ikite miyou sou omowasete kureta Moshimo yurusareru nara koko de ikitetai dakara MONOKURO no sekai ni chikai o tate kimi ga ite kureta kara dakara mata kuru asu o ikite miyou tte Ima wa mienakutemo, sore demo ii yo datte mou hitori janai kara koko ni akaku asu e no kibou kienai kara Translation_______________________________________ Every time you close the eyelids, I thought again and again Morning and I shall not come In the habit of always ceasing hesitation I thought the of number tears and even just thought it was okay to die Then the day-to-day smile was alive until I would just lose sight of your Kindness and, smiling, I knew this all was a lie Scared in the same despair tomorrow held, I held a grudge against the world of monochrome I do not want to live anymore Every day you just wait for tomorrow to come again and only then My reason to live and why I was born are all there in its fullest Everything I say should disappear It is possible to despise pain Now, what should I believe? And yet you taught me to laugh Let's still remain alive It made me think so I want to live here if you forgivme So I made a vow to the world of monochrome and because I'll stay I'll live until tomorrow come's So also Even im invisible now, but still it's good I mean because i'm not alone anymore Crimson hope's for tomorrow are here Don't disappear Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
