Lamina - Heaven's Spell & Sacrifice & 合わせ鏡

[Mei 276]

awase kagami was really hard to translate, hope u like the final result ^^

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Heaven's Spell

あぁ傍にアナタがいない。(I don't have you by my side)

(赤黒い天国の階段) (The stairs to a dark red paradise)

あぁ傍にアナタがいれば階段さえ登れてたのに... (I would even climb those stairs to be with you)

順序、定義もないくらい押し寄せる恐怖の渦が... (There’s no order/principle or definition/moral to push aside the swirl of fears)

(最後の余興) (The last sideshow)

妄想、現実逃避、身代わりの身体を創り (Body sacrifice, reality evasion and delusion)

(自信むさぼる) (I covet self-confidence)

今でさえ 生きられない 傷つけて 傷つけてられて (I ended up injured over and over again so now I just can't live anymore)

愛してる 愛してない 壊したい 壊せられるないの... (The love and hate which I can't destroy, even though I want)

夢にまで出てくるの... (Even in my dreams)

(アナタの顔が) (Your face chases me)

無くした筈の記憶だけが... (The memories of everything we wanted to be)

(鮮明に浮いて...) (Are floating around vividly)

手を繋ぎ 火照る身体 逝かないで... 傍に置いて。(The burning body that is stretching me its hand doesn't seem to die... and it's coming closer)

消えては 現れて 穴が開き 風通るheart (The wounds from the heart are disappearing)

逢いたい時に会えない。(Whenever I want to see you, I can't find you)

そしてせつない結末。二人の間は次第に広がる。(And the most painful thing is that our bond is deteriorating)

悲しみの霧が二人をぼやかす。(The mist of sadness is blurring us)

嘆いても答えは出せず... (Not being able to cast an answer other than lamenting)

(途方にくれる) (I'm puzzled)

後追いさえできていれば... (I wish I could go after you...)

(怖くてできない) (But I'm too scared for that)

運命は なんて罪なの... (How could fate be so cruel...!)

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Sacrifice

『justice]

始まりの時 (Back in the genesis)

白黒分かれ (Things were either black or white)

真紅の瞳 (A crimson pupil)

最後の賭けを (During the last betting)

血涙浴びた (Tears of blood were spilled)

骨を砕いて (Breaking bones)

殺し合う末 (Right after I murder you)

勝利の美酒を (I'll taste the fruit juice of success)

たてつく輩、民を欺き、自身の霊を粗末に過去も未来も断ち切って...。(Deceiving people and those who lamely carve up their own souls, are those to defy)

『Lies and Truth』

未完の大地、一人たたずむ。体内に宿る白大蛇、いまここで命与えよう... (In a incomplete land, someone's still loitering. A white serpent's dwelling inside a body, about to be given birth)

たてつく輩、民を欺き、目の前の影を振り切って己の意志を説き放つ。(I get rid of the shadow ahead and the snake's will gets manifested)

『Lies and Truth』

サア命乞イヲシロ (It's begging for its life)

地面ニ膝マズイテ 地面に膝まずいて (kneeling down on the ground)

欲シイナラ呉レテヤル 欲しいなら呉れてやる(If you want I can give you death)

貴様ノ命ト引キ換エニ... 貴様の命と引き換えに... (Or your despicable life)

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合わせ鏡 (Facing the mirrors)

『君の中にいない僕、僕の中にいない君』 ("I'm not reflected in you, you're not reflected in me"*)

合わせ鏡してみても二人が重なることなく...。(I tried setting the mirrors against each other but the reflections didn't superimpose)

薄紅の風たちぬ、夕闇は色をかえ... (The soft-pink wind turns the dusk into a new colour)

髪なびくその姿。(The figure of the waving hair)

見てるのが辛くて... (Harsh to see)

もう二度と...決して

愛与えない、与えらない (One can never love a deceitful person twice)

すれ違う別の意志 (We are two opposing/(missing) wills)

そこに君はいないから。(As you're not in mine's)

呑み込めない言葉達もう手は届かない... (unreaching hands, incomprehensible words)

すれ違う君と僕 (We oppose/miss each other)

恋に恋い焦がれてるだけ。(So we're deeply in love)

あの日あの時あの場所で交わした約束 (The promise we exchanged at that place, at that time, on that day)

もう二度と...決して

戻れないから...過去には (One can never go back to the past)

表情の無い空煽る (The lifeless** sky ignites)

霧雨の中を一人で... (Alone in the drizzle)

心に広がる波紋は、君が居ない事を示す。(In my heart, the expanding ripple indicates that you lack me)

『君の中にいない僕、僕の中にいない君』("I'm not reflected in you, you're not reflected in me"*)

合わせ鏡してみても二人が重なることなくて...。(I tried setting the mirrors against each other but the reflections didn't superimpose)

* Also "You don't like me, I don't like you"

**Literally "a sky without feelings/emotions", these are characteristics of life; however, the line likely means "a clear sky"