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Kanji: __________________________________ 瞼を閉じる度、幾度も思ってたんだ 朝が来なければいいと 何時も躊躇い止むくせに 涙の数だけ死んでもいいとさえ思った 居場所まで見失いただ生かされた日々に 優しさも、笑顔も、全てが嘘と知った 明日が来るからまた同じ絶望に怯え モノクロの世界に恨みを篭めた もう生きたくないよ だけをまた来る明日を待つだけの日々 満ち溢れてる存在全て 俺が生まれて生きてく理由 何もかもが消えてくれればいい 痛み蔑む事しかできない 今、何を信じればいい？ それなのに君は笑うことを教えてくれた まだ生きてみよう そう思わせてくれた もしも赦されるならここで生きてたい だからモノクロの世界に誓いを立てた 君が居てくれたから だからまた来る明日を生きてみようって 今は見えなくても、それでもいいよ だってもう独りじゃないから 此処に紅く明日への希望 消えないから Romanji ________________________________________ Mabuta o tojiru tabi, ikudo mo omotteta n’da asa ga konakereba ii to itsumo tamerai yamu kuse ni namida no kazu dake shindemo ii to sae omotta Ibasho made miushinai tada ikasareta hibi ni yasashisa mo, egao mo, subete ga uso to shitta Ashita ga kuru kara mata onaji zetsubou ni obie MONOKURO no sekai ni urami o kome mou ikitakunai yo dake o mata kuru asu o matsu dake no hibi Michiafureteru sonzai subete ore ga umarete ikiteku riyuu nanimokamo ga kiete kurereba ii itami sagesumu koto shika dekinai Ima, nani o shinjireba ii? Sore nanoni kimi wa warau koto o oshiete kureta mada ikite miyou sou omowasete kureta Moshimo yurusareru nara koko de ikitetai dakara MONOKURO no sekai ni chikai o tate kimi ga ite kureta kara dakara mata kuru asu o ikite miyou tte Ima wa mienakutemo, sore demo ii yo datte mou hitori janai kara koko ni akaku asu e no kibou kienai kara Translation _______________________________________ Every time you close the eyelids, I thought again and again Morning and I shall not come In the habit of always ceasing hesitation I thought the of number tears and even just thought it was okay to die Then the day-to-day smile was alive until I would just lose sight of your Kindness and, smiling, I knew this all was a lie Scared in the same despair tomorrow held, I held a grudge against the world of monochrome I do not want to live anymore Every day you just wait for tomorrow to come again and only then My reason to live and why I was born are all there in its fullest Everything I say should disappear It is possible to despise pain Now, what should I believe? And yet you taught me to laugh Let's still remain alive It made ​​me think so I want to live here if you forgivme So I made ​​a vow to the world of monochrome and because I'll stay I'll live until tomorrow come's So also Even im invisible now, but still it's good I mean because i'm not alone anymore Crimson hope's for tomorrow are here Don't disappear

腐れた肉に群がる欲望 豚に食され反吐すら出ない 論理の洗脳、お前が神か 抑圧、気付かぬ其処は楽園 戸が開けば押し寄せる真理の名に等しい其れが恐怖 God is dead 皆目、盲点 咎人に告ぐ 欲望の赴くまま現実を食せよ Shut up mother fucker god damnit

Kanji Watch with keen interest I’m here until the Day I Die is there… Is there the meaning that is seeking worth to the life? until the Day I Die It won’t be decided so I am screaming here again and again 求む言葉に詰まり　瞑る目蓋と想う 此処に立つ意味を 今は無価値でもいい 叫び続ける先に僕が未だ要るなら 何を伝え理見る？ until the Day I Die 向かうべき背に命を問え until the Day I Die 溢れ出行く思考に溺れ巣喰う息も 忘れ 眩暈う希望が今日も消えて逝く 今は無価値でもいい 叫び続ける先に僕が未だ居るなら 何を伝え理見る？ until the Day I Die 向かうべき背に命を問え until the Day I Die 誇り恥じぬ声を荒げ 今日も明日も此処に立つ 明来る日が最期の日でも 後に悔いる事無く散れ ___________________________________________________ Romaji Watch with keen interest I’m here until the Day I Die is there… Is there the meaning that is seeking worth to the life? until the Day I Die It won’t be decided so I am screaming here again and again Motomu kotoba ni tsumari tsumuru mabuta to omou koko ni tatsu imi o Ima wa mukachi demo ii sakebitsudzukeru saki ni boku ga mada iru nara Nani o tsutae kotowari miru? until the Day I Die mukaubeki se ni inochi o toe until the Day I Die Afuredeyuku shikou ni obore sukuu iki mo wasure memau kibou ga kyou mo kieteyuku Ima wa mukachi demo ii sakebitsudzukeru saki ni boku ga mada iru nara Nani o tsutae kotowari miru? until the Day I Die mukaubeki se ni inochi o toe until the Day I Die Hokori hajinu koe o arage kyou mo ashita mo koko ni tatsu akuruhi ga saigo no hi demo ato ni kuiru koto naku chire ___________________________________________ English Watch with keen interest I’m here until the Day I Die is there… is there the meaning that is seeking worth to the life? until the Day I Die it won’t be decided so I am screaming here again and again At a loss for the words I want, I close my eyelids and think The meaning of standing here Now, even worthlessness is okay Before continuing to scream, if I am still needed What meaning are you trying to convey? until the Day I Die I should question life, with my back to it until the Day I Die Even my nested and tormented breaths are drowning in my overflowing thoughts Forgotten Again today, my dizzy hopes are disappearing Now, even worthlessness is okay Before continuing to scream, if I am still needed What meaning are you trying to convey? until the Day I Die I should question life, with my back to it until the Day I Die Raising my prideful, unashamed voice Today and tomorrow, I’ll be standing here The bright day that is coming is the final day, but After, my regrets will scatter and disappear

Kanji _______________________ Just you need sorrow because you’re fool. Fuck off!! you’ve deceived me a lot of time. 嘆き伏せ　果てろ 主よ私は… I’m just the sinner 未だ冷めた指先通う血でさえ深く塞ぎ ただ冷めた瞳は「在りもしない」宙を眺める Loveless. why have you shut up anytime? 後ろめたく　瞬き問い掛ける die die… all my nihilities 消え失せろ 全て消えろ Hypocritical attitude you are obstructive 伏せた意図　翳せ 主よ私の… I wanna kill you twice 例え嘲り哂うヒトさえ生きぬ糧 ただ冷めた瞳は「陵辱された」宙を眺める もう、誰も要らない FUCK UP 然れど望むは一片の声　去ねば否むと反覆の希望 嘆き伏せ　果てろ 主よ… You’re just the sinner 未だ冷めた指先通う血でさえ深く塞ぎ ただ冷めた瞳は「在りもしない」宙を眺める I want to die ________________________________________________________________ Romaji ________________________________________________ Just you need sorrow because you’re the fool. nagekifuse~ Fuck off! you’ve deceived me a lot of time. hatero~ Just you need sorrow because you’re the fool. shu yo watashi wa… Fuck off! you’ve deceived me a lot of time. I’m just the sinner Mada sameta yubisaki kayou chi de sae fukaku fusagi tada sameta hitomi wa “ari mo shinai” sora o nagameru Loveless. why have you shut up anytime? ushirometaku matataki toikakeru die die… all my nihilities die die… all my nihilities kieusero subete kiero Hypocritical attitude you are obstructive - Just you need sorrow because you’re the fool. fuseta ito - Fuck off! you’ve deceived me a lot of time. kazase Just you need sorrow because you’re the fool. shu yo watashi no… - Fuck off! you’ve deceived me a lot of time. I wanna kill you twice Tatoe azakeri warau HITO sae ikinu kate tada sameta hitomi wa “ryoujoku sareta” sora o nagameru Mou, daremo iranai~aaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ FUCK UP saredo nozomu wa ippen no koe ineba iyamu to hanpuku no kibou - Just you need sorrow because you’re fool. nagekifuse - Fuck off! you’ve deceived me a lot of time. hatero Just you need sorrow because you’re the fool. shu yo… Fuck off! you’ve deceived me a lot of time. you’re just the sinner Mada sameta yubisaki kayou chi de sae fukaku fusagi tada sameta hitomi wa “ari mo shinai” sora o nagameru I want to die ________________________________________ English __________________________________________ Just you need sorrow because you’re fool. Grieve, Fuck off!! you've deceived me a lot of time. lie down and die Just you need sorrow because you’re fool. I, am your master… Fuck off!! you've deceived me a lot of time. I’m just the sinner My still cold fingertips still course deeply with blood But my cold eyes look toward “nothingness” in the sky Loveless. why have you shut up anytime? Guiltily blinking, I ask die die… all my nihilities Fuck off Disappear completely hypocritical attitude you are obstructive Just you need sorrow because you’re fool. Hold your hidden intent above your head Fuck off!! you've deceived me a lot of time. your master is, me… Just you need sorrow because you’re fool. I wanna kill you twice Those who scorn me are my unliving food But my cold eyes look toward my “disgrace” in the sky I don’t need anyone anymore FUCK UP Even so, I wish for one part of my voice, if I die, I wish to repeat my hatred Just you need sorrow because you’re fool. Grieve, Fuck off!! you've deceived me a lot of time. lie down and die Just you need sorrow because you’re fool. Master… Fuck off!! you've deceived me a lot of time. you’re just the sinner My still cold fingertips still course deeply with blood But my cold eyes look toward “nothingness” in the sky I want to die

Kanji 心、ひとつ欠ける度に君を想う月夜に凪ぐ 揺らぐ君の影を求み触れる肩に涙を 嘆かわし物語る　眩しくも微笑む目 今君に届けたい毒の針　でも、愛してる いつまで求まない答えを探し続ける 失くした両手まで伸ばした 「君の中へ」と 抱き寄せた枕をまた濡らす涙ひとつ 白く風に靡く髪に　弥生薫り散りゆ六つ日 君を想い綴る示し　谷間咲きぬ姫百合 誓い、結び合わせの日を望む明日も触れぬ君に 純れ粋る微笑みにも帰す幸と花待つ ___________________________________________________________ Romaji _______________________________________________________________ Kokoro, hitotsu kakeru tabi ni kimi o omou tsukiyo ni nagu yuragu kimi no kage o motomi fureru kata ni namida o nagekawashi monogataru mabushiku mo hohoemu me ima kimi ni todoketai doku no hari demo, aishiteru itsu made motomanai kotae o sagashitsudzukeru nakushita ryoute made nobashita “kimi no naka e” to Dakiyoseta makura o mata nurasu namida hitotsu shiroku kaze ni nabiku kami ni yayoi kaori chiriyu mutsubi kimi o omoi tsudzuru shimeshi tanima sakinu hime yuri Chikai, musubiawase no hi o nozomu asu mo furenu kimi ni sumire ikiru hohoemi ni mo kaesu sachi to hana matsu Kokoro, hitotsu kakeru tabi ni kimi o omou tsukiyo ni nagu yuragu kimi no kage o motomi fureru kata ni namida o ________________________________ English _______________________________________________________________________ Every single time my heart cracks, I think of you and I am calmed by the moonlight night Wishing for your trembling shadow, wanting to touch as tears run down my shoulder Telling a tale of intersecting grief, your eyes smiling dazzlingly Now, I want to send you a poisoned needle, but I love you How long will I continue to search for an answer that I do not desire? I stretched out until my two hands, which were lost “Within you” The pillow I embraced is once again wet from a single tear With your hair waving in the white wind, six days of Yayoi’s scattered scent Thinking of you, indicating a spell, a chasm of unblooming lilies An oath, wishing to the day to meet my end, and to you whom I will not be able to touch tomorrow Returning your living violet smile, waiting for luck and flowers Every single time my heart cracks, I think of you and I am calmed by the moonlight night Wishing for your trembling shadow, wanting to touch as tears run down my shoulder”

Kanji 黙れ害虫ウジ共の戯け 踊れ害虫三遍死んで来い お前らに貸す耳なんて持ち合わせてねえよ 黙れ害虫クソ為りに伏しな 踊れ害虫面見て能書きタレろよ 小汚い箱から出て来るんじゃねえ Welcome to the “infinite∞numbness” __________________________________________ Romaji Damare gaichuu UJI domo no tawake odore gaichuu sanpen shinde koi omaera ni kasu mimi nante mochiawasetenee yo Damare gaichuu KUSO nari ni fushi na odore gaichuu tsura mite noukaki TAREro yo kogitanai hako kara detekuru n’janee Welcome to the “infinite∞numbness””

Kanji ______________________________ 開く瞳に映る此の景色 I will sing until the Day I Die 変わらぬ言葉　歌い叫び続けた先に 崇みが在るから “Just so far away..” “far away..” You wouldn’t realize until you get away here is the place that you should come back 逃げ出すまで気づかないだろう。 此処がお前の帰るべき場所だと。 Would you give me all your pain? I’ll sing the all of your pain at here お前の痛みの全てをくれないか? その痛みの全てを歌うから。此処で。 戻る場所さえ失い帰れぬだけなのか 此処以外の何処に生きる場所が在る? “the Point of No Return” ______________________________ Romaji _________________________________ Hiraku hitomi ni utsuru kono iro I will sing until the Day I Die Kawaranu kotoba utai sakebi tsudzuketa saki ni takami ga aru kara “Just so far away..””far away..” you wouldn’t realize until you get away “just so far away..” “far away..” here is the place that you should come back “Just so far away..” “far away..” would you give me all your pain? “just so far away..” “far away..” I’ll sing the all of your pain at here Modoru basho sae ushinai kaerenu dake na no ka koko igai no doko ni ikiru basho ga aru? “the Point of No Return” “Just so far away..” “far away..” you wouldn’t realize until you get away “just so far away..” “far away..” here is the place that you should come back “Just so far away..” “far away..” would you give me all your pain? “just so far away..” “far away..” I’ll sing the all of your pain at here I will sing until the Day I Die ____________________________________ English _____________________________________ This scenery, reflected in your open eyes I will sing until the Day I Die Unchanging words, before continuing to sing and shout Because I have a reverence “Just so far away..” “far away..” You wouldn’t realize until you get away here is the place that you should come back You won’t notice until I’ve escaped This is the place that you should return to Would you give me all your pain? I’ll sing the all of your pain at here Won’t you give me all of your pain? Because I’ll sing of your pain. Here. I even lost the place that I would go back to, is it just that I won’t return? Is there anywhere other than here where I would live? “the Point of No Return””

In tribute to D.I.D. i shall be mashing up a selection song's from Paranoid Personality and Various Para:noir Albums. ___________________________________________________________________________________________ 1) Nihilism 2) Paradox 3)Lilly Of The Valley 4) Blindness Maria 5) THE LOST MY HANDS 6) ANTI+CHRIST anthem 7) Gakai 8.)i want to die Afterwards i shall rar it and post it in the downloads section. This is purely for fun, I am not affiliated with D.I.D., or Danger Crue Records therefore i own nothing