黃石珍

atm I'm watching NHK ni Youkoso and Sankarea, just finished Steins;Gate I don't have much time to watch Anime, but I hope to watch more Anime in the next month.

"The Intouchables" I always wanted to watch this movie so last time I watched it! It is an amazing movie. Sad, moving, lovely and often funny.

I'm still trying to get over it... but It's kinda hard to me. After 20 month of dating I realized he didn't love me. I couldn't feel his love for me at all. "I Love you" he always said, but when I needed him he never was there... always said "Sorry Darling, it's really inconfident right now", it's just everytime, you know? He wanted to pay me for sex... but I'm not a prostitude... he told me, he was just kidding, but I never felt the same... My feelings slowly vanished afterwards... but I really hoped he would show me that he loved me, I wanted to start anew with him, I waited for another half a year, but all he showed me were a disappointment after another. When I met my current boyfriend and fell in love with him, I knew my old one wouldn't working anymore, I would not be able to love him again. I... was kinda sad, because I really meant my words "let's be together for eternity", but I didn't want to be with someone who doesn't love me, who isn't able to show his feelings, who cannot be trusted. Well, after I broke up, he never fought for me, never tried to get me back... So I really regret the last few month when I hoped that he really loved me, he would really care for me and that it would've been worth waiting for him... but in the end it wasn't, it was never worth.

I made alot of Internet friends when I was 13 or 14. Maybe I was naive but I trusted them really quickly and we always chatted a long time. When I was 16 and older I began to meet them in person. Well, first I was really nervous, but that feeling was gone fast because meeting them was kind of... meeting an old friend who you haven't seen in years, it was really naturally! Now those are kind of my best friends, living on the other side of germany. IRL I have many friends, too, who like many things I do, but I wouldn't say there's a difference between them and those I met on the internet. It's just... sometimes it's easier to get along with someone you met before, because you know his gestures and those things. But I would say, there isn't a difference between people I met IRL or on the internet.

@Yasuhiro: I like both, I think they've got their own good points ^^ @Kaye: At the moment I listen alot to Huang YiDa, Silver Ash, in generell I listen to many other bands like Tookoo, ChthoniC

Their songs sound alot alike to me (in reality they aren't, but I never listen to them with heart), but I like to listen to them from time to time It's really relaxing!

Thank you! @sai: No, I don't have last.fm, I have no reason to have it, so I never made an account

Danke! I love to listen to Nightmare, but I like Versailles very much, too. Then often I listen to Girugamesh, High and mighty color, Gackt, abingdon boys school, Mucc, One Ok Rock and so one ^^ At the moment I listen more to T-Pop/-Rock than J-Rock.

Hello everyone. My Name is Huang Shizhen, you may call me just Huang or Shizhen I'm new here (who guessed it?) Well, I'm from Germany and this year I'll be 21 years old. I love to listen to J-Rock and C-/T-Pop/Rock. I love to watch tawainese Dramas! If you have any questions, you may ask me ~Shizhen