TantricNferno

I've surpassed too much to give up.

I was tricked into drinking bleach, slammed up against a wall by my kindergarten teacher, had death threats made against me, I've been ridiculed, publicly mocked, told that I was going to die alone, had a girl lead me on for a year, threatened, harassed... But I've become stronger because of it.

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uhhhh....

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what

I don't know but this is...

oh my god.

Well it was kind of a joke, really. Since they were talking about it being a department store

I figured I'd whip up some lyrics as a joke

As I'm walking down the white void

Machinations feel my despair

I am lost, despair, anger Joy

The washers stir my soul, bringing righteousness to the unfair

I see you across the aisle

Seeing you, it makes me vile

75% off of my meaning of desire

What do you guys think of my concept lyrics so far?

I be rocking that angryman look.

GODDAMN this bitch is ugly- wait

I understand that.

.....Just the whole single thing, not really wanting to have a kid.

That would trip me out if I could have kids.

I'm just glad that I've been able to get over it. It sounds like some of you guys had it REAL bad.

That my friend, is what we call karma.

Grab a cider kiddies, because this one's a longun.

ANYWAYS. some of you MAY remember this story from a couple months ago, although I could be wrong. So, that girl I was talking to.... the whole plan kinda fell through. Basically, I helped her through her abusive boyfriend (Drugs, Starvation, abuse, etc etc), and we REALLY got well together, and I was thinking I had something going. WELL, all the sudden afterwards, she's suddenly 'I don't like you like that" all of the sudden, and decides to go with someone else. "Oh, ok then" I say, because like, I knew this guy, and he was ok with me. HOWEVER, these last couple months, I've seen her go from intelligent to a complete sheepish idiot within these last couple months, basically following him like a lost dog. It's just really sad, in the pathetic sense, to really see someone fall that far. I'm still her friend, but I've had to to tell her and her boyfriend off many a time.

WHOOOOO ok

so yeah, anything similar happen to you?

I kinda admit, I've kinda avoided thse guys because they're a little too "Vee Kay" for me.

God, it's hard for me to look at old DEG without laughing.

I like women.

Don't kill me

Thanks ya

People like that kinda make me embarassed to be big into Japanese music, but it's not like the end of the world.

Never been in one. Don't really plan on it either.

Man I want to hear that new Obscure already agggggg

So yeah i thought the whole community forumwise was dead but then I looked at the MSN chat and everyone is all like "moderators" blag blah blah so I FINALLY found the link and I'm like oh duh I'm stupid

anyways, hi.