I just keep listening to Kusatta umi de oborekaketeiru boku wo sukuttekureta kimi. This probably the first death that really affected me. I wasn't a huge huge fan, but still. I sucks when the world looses someone who could see the world for what it really was. With his heart condition life must've been different, painful at times but it must've given him some real perspective and I'm glad I've listened to his music and heard something that came straight from that heart.
Also about this kyo blog post, where is the original link to that? I see it every where but no one likes to provide actual proof to this.