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This breaks my heart and I didn't know about it until now. If you wanna keep in touch with me or see me write stupid shit; follow me @nameinbiography at Twitter. I'm gonna miss the last 14 years we had together. I answer dms and questions, I'm not mean or intimidating. Hope to see some of you guys, if not, then this is my last goodbye to you. Love you all and take care. You've all been such wonderful people over the years.

I miss アヲイ so f**king much it‘s hurting me. I know it’s been a hell of time already but, knowing that time won’t go back, it makes me feel so desperate, nostalgia and grieve are hitting me like hell right now. They were too good, they will live forever in their terrific songs. I will be so glad and honored when I’m gone while listening to them and their sorrowful lullabies. I wonder how each of them is doing in real life, specially Otogi. I’m all like this since I remembered they were one of my almost inexistent crying shoulders there for me, touching me with each of their songs and their lyrics meaning, while no one else was there for me. I don’t know how should I feel about remembering the really f**ked up past I used to have nowadays, but I’m so glad I was able to know them. It’s kind of irremediably sad, the fact that the things they did as アヲイare deeply engraved in my brain, truly romanticizing bad mental health, as I believe it’s my nature form, as if I was raised like that in my entire life. 

The world needs a "guitar hero visual Kei" fanmade for ps2 !!

what to do when your favorite band is coming to your country and you're seeing them live for the first time? how does one survive the remaining few days??? HOW?!

Lmao at all dem fags who writing me now after I got ma new haircut but ignored me when I wrote them before.
#ByeHoes
#ImmaToFcknLitForYaNow 

Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas !! I don't know any other band atm that would rock my brains out quite like these guys do

Got fired today. Thinking about going back to school again. It's not really worth it to be talked down to and have your work shit on constantly for 10$ an hour anyway. Buh bye

Kuroyuri to Kage's new single is the heaviest stuff they put out since. I may actually do a review of the single. But first, I may do a review of Memento Mori's first album since that one is really special to me

vk boys I miss: ヱレキテル式のKuromitsu, アヲイのOTG/Sho.,  ネガのYuu, V-last.のShyena, AvelCainのkarma, NovAのRiona/Mia, 妃阿甦のTakayuki.

D has a live in June.
 
My body is ready for Japan.

Today i had a photoshoot with my friend Tsuu who used to play in Phantasmagoria/spivstates as Iori!
 
It was so much fun! He's an awesome guy and was happy when i told him that he still have a lot of overseas fans even now!
 

Just finished reading KS, now I'm in this state where you feel something important's missing irl.

I miss AvelCain

I guess my friends made an impromptu trip to Japan in next month. See whoever at FULL EFFECT' oneman live on the 15th and again in November for Blaze.

Even when you reached your arms in the sea of stars
You lost the paddles that you started to row, "I can't move from here!"

The person that disappeared in the night of stars
The person that's floating in the sea of stars
She let the color in that distant sky remain imprinted so one day she can pull that hand
Her voice that's calling out in a bitter way, that same voice that girl's searching you with
Opened the night's door again, the one that making her remember you. ♪♫ 

Yo te aishiteru uwu♥ asdhakjsdhaksjdhaskd

You're already living in purgatory. The pain of feeling a lack of direction, a lack of meaning, a lack of self worth, a lack of love. Hell comes when you give up, and start to feel like 'it is too late'. Luckily, the World is full of possibilities and it isn't too late. It's hard and the road is full of pain, but when you devote yourself anything is possible, and even utter failure is more satisfying than never having tried.

damn melvel, back at it again with the fresh previews 

Past trauma holds many people back. They are afraid of failure, ridicule, and injury. Doesn't matter how bad you are at something, the important part is to keep trying. That's how you get the most respect, not just from others, but from yourself. If you hide or give up, you'll always suck.

Collecting 300 junk in Parasite Eve 1. Would smack whoever thought this should be in the game.

Even though girugamesh is one of my favorite's of all time, somehow their disbandment is not as hard to take. They absolutely killed it, and made one heck of a comeback leaving on a very high note. All of them are amazingly talented so I expect the adventure to continue in other forms.

Just saw the Starfox anime on Youtube. Shading looks sick, they should make a game like that.