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having a headache due to of lack of sleep and from being around people too long.........i feel so drained

fourth track sounds really good.....

@RickBuch here you go~! Ame, Tokyo. boku wa fukou da, tabako o kuwae tsubuyaita miesuita uso, yuuutsu to iki o suru hibi yohou de shitta, aisatsu kawari no amafuri akita me o shite, mioboe aru sora nagameta tsumetai kara ushinatta, mochiawase no netsu wa sanjuu nana do no binetsu, nakushita furi de waratteru tokyo no machi wa ame, mizutamari boku o utsushi wasureta machi de shiru, nanimonai wakatterundaro tokyo no machi wa ame, amayadori boku ga hitori wasureta machi de shiru, nanimonai waratterundaro ame kasa sashite, chinkena uta o kuchizusamu oroshita kutsu to, sukoshi no sabi ga futsuriai uwasa de kiita, jidai wa mou urenaitte sa iromi nai hibi, ajike nai gamu o nomikomu kounetsu o itsuwatta mochiawase no netsu wa sanjuu nana do no binetsu, nakushita furi de waratteru yume mita machi de shiru, nanimonai boku ga hitori sodatta machi de shiru, nanimonai wakatterundaro tokyo no machi wa ame, mizutamari boku o utsushi wasureta machi de shiru, nanimonai wakatterundaro tokyo no machi wa ame, amayadori boku ga hitori wasureta machi de shiru, nanimonai waratterundaro

@platy I recommend the Matcha Hemp Hydrating Cleanser! I honestly love it so much. It's very gentle on the skin, never breaks me out, and keeps my face nice and hydrated! I used to have dry areas around my cheeks, chin, and jawline, but ever since I've been using that cleanser my dryness has stopped and I don't even feel the need to use a heavy moisturizer. I just use a lightweight one with a milky texture. I feel that I've been getting less oily skin as well. Let me know how it goes for you if you decide to try it! ^^ @nomemorial I've been wanting to try products from The Ordinary for quite a while now (they're so unbelievably cheap!) but I don't know where to start. What are some of your favorites? Maybe that'll help me narrow down some of my choices. I HAVE been eyeing the niacinamide + zinc and the AHA + BHA peeling solution one though. @riyusama I've read a lot that vitamin C or products that contain niacinamide helps with evening out the skin tone as well as reducing hyperpigmentation and blemishes. I've still yet to test these out but I just recently ordered a Melano CC Intensive Anti-Spot Essence which contains vitamin C in it. You can also look for vitamin C serums. There's a ton of them out there....but unfortunately I can't help you out with narrowing down your choices. xD I heard that rosehip oil helps with hyperpigmentation as well so maybe you can give that a shot?

i don't think i even want to date anyone who's over 3 years younger than me, unless they have a mature personality. i had a situation when a 11 or 12 y/o thought i was closer to their age and thought i was still a teenager. they weren't hitting on me though, just curious. my friend, who's about as short as me and imo looks younger than me, attended a coworker's granddaughter's birthday party and literally got asked by one of the kids wondering why they never saw her in school. i think they were middle schoolers.

i'm in my mid 20s and still look like a 12 year old.....being short sucks.

i've actually been wanting wanting to translate these lyrics for a long time!! unfortunately, i'm kinda busy with schoolwork atm but i can probably get you the romaji in a week or so. the english translation might have to wait longer.

wish my instructor told the class that the print shops we need to go to for printing our art assignment that's due next week only opens during weekdays cuz now i'm struggling to get mine printed on time.....and we only had a week to do this (finalizing the art piece and getting it printed out, plus mounting it on a board)

SHOW (ex.VAASTU) along with guitarist Haine (also a mangaka/artist under the name of Kai) will debut as COAGULA this summer. Some samples can be heard on SHOW'S instagram account here as well as Haine's art instagram here. Further information TBA. twitter accounts: https://www.instagram.com/show_coagula/ https://www.instagram.com/haine_coagula/ Any thoughts on this? Sounds like a small duo project with possibly support members.

thank youu, i really appreciate your comment~ i don't get these dreams that often but they do occur once in a while. i'll take your advice, thanks again! ^^

wasn't aware that there was such a thread! i'm still pretty new to this genre but here are some good stuff i've been chilling to recently. already shared this on my status but thought i'd share it here as well so it doesn't get forgotten. i will def check other things posted here later~

should i be concerned if i sometimes get nightmares, i guess you can call it, about my older sister (about 5 years apart) being psychologically abusive to me....? just had one last night...i mean, our relationship isn't THAT toxic and we still get along together when we're not around each other too much, but she has bad anger management issues and has always been taking it out on me even when i had nothing to do with it. many times in the past she has made me feel awful for my anxiety and inability to do things on my own, which then led me to self-hatred/worthlessness and depression. and that got real bad during my most vulnerable times. things are better now though, but i hate it when i get these 'nightmares' and wake up not knowing how to feel when i see/talk to her....

roommate is currently in the shower and she takes freakin' LONG ASS showers, almost two hours it seems, and it's my shower night too ughh. now my towel is gonna be all damp from all the steam..... -__-

necro-ing this thread OOOOOPS I wanted to share my skincare routine since I've been kinda into that as of last year and this seems like the place to post it. First of all, I got into skincare after my visit in Japan last year when I tried a few products that basically changed my view on skincare. I never believed in skincare until after trying those products, which actually showed results. Since then I've been trying many different products, including delving into Korean skincare, but I later found out that I started breaking out to almost everything so I think I kinda messed up my skin.....But anyway, here's some of the stuff I use. I've been minimizing my routine for a while now. I have oily/dry/sensitive skin btw. -in the morning I just wash my face with plain water -tone my face with Secret Key Tea Tree Refresh Calming Toner -moisturize my face with Chifure Light Milky Lotion -also recently got SoonJung 10-Free Moist Emulsion which works just as well as a lightweight moisturizer -i then use a sunscreen called Biore UV Aqua Rich Watery Whitening Cream for when i go out, however it leaves a white cast so i'm probably gonna switch over to something else -at night i use a Kose Softymo Deep Treatment Oil to remove makeup (which is basically just eyeliner) and dirt -wash it off with Matcha Hemp Hydrating Cleanser -tone and moisturize my face with the products i listed above -occasionally i use Rosette Cleansing Paste Acne Clear for when my acne gets bad, i avoid using it daily cuz it dries my face and breaks me out but it works really good at minimizing those annoying red bumps i get sometimes So that's basically my skincare that has been working well for me lately. I'd still like to find a cleanser that does more than hydrate my face and yet doesn't break me out from all the stripping. Or just something gentle that helps with hyperpigmentation/acne scars/pores. As far as fashion goes the colors I mainly wear are black and darker shades of red like maroon. I have some white, grey, and dull blue tops in my wardrobe as well. Otherwise that's basically it. I most likely will not wear any other color unless it's a comfy t-shirt, but I still would not wear anything that's mostly bright. I didn't really care for shoes before but I have about 5 pairs now, all of which are black. One of them is just mainly slippers tho. I wear are few accessories, always have a pair of earrings on and a thick plain silver ring on my right index finger. Occasionally I wear necklaces and bracelets rarely since I'm always in long sleeves. The only makeup I put on is a thin black eyeliner, basically just on the waterline. And some foundation to cover some redness. I'd like to draw in my eyebrows since they're almost nonexistent but I'm bad at making them look natural. Plus I'm a bit lazy. For my hair I find that Japanese hair products work the best for me. I remember having much softer hair from when I studied abroad in Japan for a year. Anyway, I've been using the Ichikami Moisturizing Shampoo and Conditioner lately and it makes my hair feel soft all the time. I also use Deuxer 3 wax to add some volume to my hair and then go in with a hairspray to 'kinda' keep it from moving. I still haven't found a hairspray that actually works well. I'd like try out some Japanese hairspray products but they usually aren't available online. Anyway, this post turned out rather long so OOPS, again. Tbh, I never really cared much about my looks until after I dropped out of college and started trying to feel happier about myself. I mean I still did the minimal stuff but never really poured much money into it until then. Guess some of it has to do with actually earning a constant income as well (although i'm currently back in school so *weep*).

these all literally sound like anime songs, boring

ahhh that makes me so happy to hear, thank you for you kind words!! x) i'll send you a link to the game in a bit~

new song is quite nice~

oooh nice, so many awesome news lately!

this sounds really good!

HOOOOLY SHIIIIIT time to buy my flight ticket

b-sides sound a lot better than the title track, with the second track probably being the only noteworthy one. and i spoke too soon earlier, third track sounds like a bunch of aicle. songs mashed together. the growl section sounds almost exactly like kuru kuru to taiji wa mawaru. unfortunately it's not quite as good as itadakimasu but at least now i haven't completely lost hope for them yet. edit: actually, third track is pretty much a poor copy of aicle.'s nekuronomikon

can't wait for spring break, i need it 😩

after watching kizu's awesome live dvd i suddenly want to start buying more dvds and this looks pretty amazing!