Never spoke of my personal life here before but with forum ending plus my sheer desperation right now I thought I'd give it a shot.
My relationship of 7 years with 2 kids came to an end about 4 months ago. I won't go into the details of how. It was not mutual. I have already spoken to her told her many times and even begged her unfortunately. She's made it clear we aren't getting back together. We aren't exactly friends or even friendly but I am forced to communicate for the kids. Also I'm pretty sure she's already with someone else and lying about it. Even if not she certainly will eventually and I don't know how I'll be able to cope with that because I'm barely making it now. The idea that someone else will get to see and live with my kids more than me makes me sick. I don't even see the point in living
What happened to the music recommendations thread? It's not sticky anymore. Anyway can anyone recommend any experimental atmospheric type metal maybe dark ambient? Such as Gnaw their Tongues.
I want Nokia Naoki to start something as good as dexcore tbh, the scene needs more variety and darell sounds literally like straightforward deathgaze#2 ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Just realized DEXCORE is a whole new band because Kagami is the only original member and since Naoki who started the band left, it's basically Kagami's band.