karai · ebi

wondering what happened to that ban on politicsposting my kings and female kings 👀

実験くん 2 is pretty cool, 地獄に落ちちゃえば is really good. 春光 feels like it should've been the pv track instead of テキ.  Also that Gulu Gulu mini is pretty nice too, bless.

The United States now leading the world in coronavirus deaths. This may very well be the first stroke in the inevitable humbling of the great whore they call the USA.
 
We shall see.
 
Yall be safe out there.

Actual footage of diru when they spot a vk band 
https://youtu.be/8TWFPXGsJZ8

don't be asshole celebrate Valentine Day only one day (Love every day no only one fucking day )

hello peasants do u feel as blessed for ur faves getting noticed by the arbitrary music taste elites as you should?

Don't think we've ever exchanged even 1 word but since I joined this site you have been one of my favorite posters. Hope you had some sorta fun birthday.

Don't think we've ever exchanged even 1 word but since I joined this site you have been one of my favorite posters. Hope you had some sorta fun birthday.

Don't think we've ever exchanged even 1 word but since I joined this site you have been one of my favorite posters. Hope you had some sorta fun birthday.

Don't think we've ever exchanged even 1 word but since I joined this site you have been one of my favorite posters. Hope you had some sorta fun birthday.

I really doubt there's something more iconic in the scene's history than Atsushi Sakurai's gothic voice flooding the stage and making the crowd go crazy at 1:51. This is so much graciousness for me to put up with... 
 
 

Happy Birthday!

Aye bro. Let's not spam the status updates. Thank you.

lol @ mama. bassist promoting the band in the rock and read twitter thread aimed at fans

I wanna be open with you all about something, the last couple of months have been the most difficult of my life, I have been very depressed, anxious constantly and I’d go from feeling super fine one minute to incredibly down the next. Things in my life, both work and personal, ended up getting too much for me to handle, I was walking home one night and had a breakdown and was prepared to go out and commit suicide by any means necessary. Thank god I convinced myself not to.
 
Now I’m taking steps to seek professional help, and I’m hoping I can get a diagnosis of what’s wrong with me, but I want to say thanks to each and every one of you here at MH, this community provided me with a sense of escape when I needed it the most, I’m so grateful to all of you. Much love ❤️ 
 
If any of you here are struggling with anything and you need someone to talk to, to vent about your problems no matter how big or small you feel they are, I’m here for you, just like the community has been here for me ❤️

Gulu Gulu's MV preview sounds like R-shitei and DADAROMA had a baby, what was that...

After having zero piercings for most of my life, I saved up and got four. Two in each earlobe and it was a lot of fun.

Throughout my years of learning foreign languages I realized that my most fluent time is when I get drunk XD.

Most part of the time I totally forget that I'm ALLOWED to put "positive" music in my cellphone. That's crazy

This is going to be a really long post, but I literally lost sleep last night thinking about this haha. 
 
I really also don't know why I'm posting this. Maybe I just need to post it somewhere where people will understand. The community that I love so much.
 
Music really has a way to change us, mold us, and destroy us. 
 
I was super into Versailles when they formed. I had always liked Kamijo, and followed him pretty extensively through his Lareine career; although I had to do it through my friend who liked him, she would get mad if I liked him. But that's a different story.
 
I had been a fan of Versailles since the day they started. I fell in love with "The Revenant Choir" instantly. And I fell even more in love with Jasmine You, the beautiful, talented bassist. 
 
I ended up spending all of the money from my first job on Versailles and D stuff. To the point where I made stupid mistakes and overdrafted my account and my parents had to bail me out hah. But I knew that I had found something amazing. Versailles touched my heart in so many ways. 
 
I ended up owning (and still do), their entire discography up through Jubilee. Including rare live-only cds and things I had to use shopping services to purchase. I had to have it, I had to support this amazingly talented band. 
 
And then it hit me like a bag of bricks. Jasmine You had passed away. As quickly as they had come, they were gone. And I couldn't handle it. I was such a huge fan of his, I lost it. I had never cried over a celebrity death before, but I literally played "Episode" over 1,000 times, my grief was very strong. I didn't know how to deal with the fact that a musician that I loved so dearly was gone from the world. 
 
I didn't touch Versailles for years. I wouldn't follow them, wouldn't buy their other cds. I was grieving in that way. I didn't want to hear Versailles without Jasmine in it. And whenever any of their Jasmine-included songs would play, I would skip it, as it would upset me to the point of tears. I just couldn't do it.
 
Last night, I was watching some Kamijo videos. I can listen to his solo stuff just fine. And Lareine, too. Lareine is one of my favorite older bands; so I'm okay with them. On youtube, I was just clicking around. Watching Kamijo video after video. And then I saw it. 
 
"Remember Forever." 
 
A song dedicated to Jasmine, that I had never listened to, because it was on a cd that I had never bought. That I didn't know existed, because I had excluded myself from the world of Versailles. It was a live video, so I clicked on it.
 
I was not expecting the emotional ride that I went on. Purple lights on the stage; lights for him. For my bassist. And a song that was so beautiful, I started bawling my eyes out. It was written for him, and you could tell. The quietness of the audience made it even more real. But it was beautiful.
 
After I had finished watching it, I spent a lot of time just listening to Versailles. Thinking about Jasmine, and how happy he had made me when he was alive. And I realized that I shouldn't be afraid of change. I should continue to go on, even if something sad, or horrible happens. And that I should continue on. 
 
Jasmine is a beautiful person, a memory that should never be forgotten. And I never will forget about him. It'll be 10 years in November since his passing. And I think I'm brave enough to play Versailles again. To REALLY enjoy them again. 
 
For Jasmine's sake. 
 
 

Anyone got a reliable guide / app for ripping DVD to iso? I want to share the KYTK DVD but I haven't done anything with DVDs in years and can't seem to find anything other than 'imgburn'.
Which most downloads for it now are full of adware/viruses, that and or a lot of YT guide vids in Hindi lol. There's also poweriso but it's 30$.
Basically, I've got no idea.

Seeing all the visual novel reviews on Steam saying shit like "omg there's liek no gameplay REEEEE" is one of the dumbest things I have ever seen. It's like reading a light-hearted romance novel and complaining about the lack of violent deaths. There's a visual novel tag for a reason.

Trans-Siberian Orchestra - "Carol of the Bells" is my fucking jam, every single year. A close second is "Jingle all the Gay!", lol.

You keep getting into music ,games, books,tv shows, whatever...but depression is always there in the end. Always.