AmberCrystal17

New pfp to match my actual passion. Welp, I've decided to leave. It's for the best. But before I do, I owe you guys an explaination for what happened a day ago. Yes, I did find out @SilverEspeon__ (who is now trying to frame herself as @ChaoticFireBall so don't give that post any attention) is my sister trying to spread her idol around here. It really surprised me, as I didn't know she was doing this here. I just thought it was some random person just wanting to spread news. She got angry that her thread got locked temporarily and she ranted about it to me. That's when I found out she was running that account and I made that post in response. I was already dealing with a lot of things, but I guess that was the last straw. I want to apologize for her actions in the past and for being a nuisance. But she should be gone permanently now. I'm going to try and make sure she won't post here ever again. But if she does, just ignore her. Don't give her the attention she wants. As for me, I initially made this account to look for news and to maybe start taking part with the community. My comments around my sis' posts when I didn't know it was her was as practise to eventually branch out to other posts and topics as I am a very socially anxious person. But I fucked up along the way and now I regret ever trying to comment. I should've just stayed in the dark and never said a word. You don't have to forgive me or even change your opinion of me. Hate me all you want, make fun of me all you want, hell you can even insult me if you want. I just have one request: Please let's not speak of this ever again. I regret and cringe at everything I've done, and I would like to leave on a more positive note. I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry for making a fool out of myself and being annoying. I'm sorry for everything I've said. I will not be posting comments ever again. I promise. Good riddance, right? Farewell. I'm very sorry.

It is not my account. I told my sister to get off the site and stop posting, and she is trying to frame herself as a new person to continue posting. Don't give her any more attention. I'll deal with her.

@SilverEspeon__ @ChaoticFireBall Hey sis, you're not fooling anyone. Stop going on this site spreading your bullshit.

Please send this to my sister @SilverEspeon__ instead. She is the one who wants to talk about him, not me. I shouldn’t have come out of lurking. I made a huge mistake. I’m so sorry.

Hopefully it won't be permanent, though knowing me, it probably will be. I have been feeling increasingly worse about what I post here and I regret so many things I have posted here. Then having had 2 people continuously insult me for my music tastes and my reason for liking VK (the way people dress) with one of them even going after me outside of this forum after I blocked them hasn't helped. And the last straw for me was finding out that my sister is behind that weird Pokémon account... I'm going to have a talk to her about it after this. I am very sorry for everything. I'm sorry for everything my sister has done. I need a break...

Super excited about this. Been rather afraid of mentioning the series here due to that weird Pokémon account snooping around here, but I am very happy with the trailer! I won't decide on a starter until I see the evolutions, but I am leaning towards Sobble at the moment. But I am especially enamored by the Galar Region itself. Not only is it based on Britain, it looks absolutely gorgeous *_*

Oooh, this looks interesting! Will definitely check it out when it’s released!

Btw, why all the sarcasm towards this user whenever they post stuff? (I don’t just mean this one time, I mean in general) None of you seem to really care about what they post, yet you feel the need to tell them how much you dont care? Not defending them, but I just think it’s weird? I don’t know, maybe I’m the weird one here for not undertstanding the reason for it...

Thought for sure you would’ve posted about this the moment it was announced, lol. Yet you decided to post it on a day where people were less inclined to take you seriously. Oh well. To comment on the topic itself, I don’t have much to say about it. I’ll wait until tomorrow and see.

Eeeh, I see a lot of conflicting things said about YOHIO. In one place I can see people saying he is a good person, while in another place I see people saying the exact opposite. It's hard to tell honestly. Personally, unless there is hard and undeniable evidence that he has done some bad stuff, my overall sort of positive opinion of him will not change. And even if there is evidence of him doing some things that makes him not the greatest person, that's not going to stop me from listening to YOHIO's or DISREIGN's music somehow. Honestly, my biggest issue with YOHIO right now is just him promising big things coming up soon but then they take forever to happen or they just flat out never happen. And this applies to pretty much any celebrity I like, really. As long as they haven't done anything truly horrible like commited murder, raped someone, or abused someone, I really don't care. Simply drinking a lot, smoking a lot, or having a lot of sex is not a huge problem to me. If that's how they want to live their life, then I'll let them. Also, people still idolize celebrities that have been accused of doing bad things, so I don't really see why this matters? You're entitled to think however you want of course, but liking someone who may not be the greatest person is not a bad thing in itself.

Eh, like, better than the last one, I guess? 🤷🏻‍♀️ I don’t know what to think of it, tbh. Gonna wait for DISREIGN’s single instead. The MV isn’t gonna be fun for my coulrophobic ass to watch though. EDIT: Didn’t meant to quote the post.

Could've sworn I wrote more in my first comment... Oh well, I'll add it: Huh, they're back again, I see. I wondered what happened to them... Anyway, I don't really want to judge it until it's released, but it sounds pretty good to me. (Though this is probably because of bias towards the band since I like them...) Looking forward to hearing the whole thing. Way more so than I do with YOHIO's single.

I, uh, am not sure if I’m allowed to post here again since it looks like my comment was removed (and in hindsight, I understand why), but I’ll write it again without the admittedly stupid last part of my original comment. If I’m not supposed to be doing that, tell me to stop or something and I will. Make fun of me all you want, but as someone who is kind of afraid of clowns/mimes, I am not really digging that clown/mime look. The fact that the MV is apparently centered around circuses isn’t gonna help much either Regardless, I am gonna give this single a chance. It’s probably not gonna be as good as DISREIGN’s new single, though...

Anyone got any good V-kei/J-rock bands/artists they recommend? I’m trying to find more bands/artists to listen to than just the more well-known ones (The Gazette, X Japan, Versailles, etc.) but I haven’t had much luck. Would prefer the bands/artists to be active, but it’s no requirement.

I never got the opportunity to listen to their first single even though I thought it looked promising, but I want to do it now! I really like this, and the MV looks nice too! I am especially loving the guitars! ☺️