PsychoΔelica

Right now I am reading a book by Victor Pelevin called Pineapple Water For The Fair Lady. Next I want to read Faust by Goethe.

I'm feeling pretty today. #arab_kei

I would probably be depressed for a while. Then pick some other creative profession because still gotta make a living. How would you deal with living in a surroundings where you'd feel an outcast but couldn't move elsewhere?

Depends on the specifics. Do you forgive someone who hurt you really bad, or try to plan revenge? Nice to see my topic still alive(?) lol

Despair, melancholy and perpetual solitude reek like cigarette smoke on your clothes. One can pick them from miles away.

I don't know how to get over a relationship that never happened. Always leaves me emotionally broken, unlike those fuckers who gave up on me. I fucking hate suffering being dumped while the other person has moved on and found someone new already. I wish I didn't have a heart.

#frombehindtheseemptywalls

Your attitude doesn't gut me anymore, but I still have the decency to ask how you're doing. Maybe I need to stop it already.

I am past 30 and I still don't see myself as a mommy, but feel repultion with the whole pregnancy idea. And I get very annoyed seeing prgnant women or families with multiple spawn. But as in my family everybody thinks you must have a child, there has always been this talk that "you need to get married and have kids, (or at least consider surgical procedure lol), which makes me even more agitated. I was even told on occI don't see the purpose of my life in having kids, nor want to picture myself as a mom. Sadly this baby-centric society makes me super isolated.

Bought MUSE's Origin of Symmetry and Absolution CD + DVD from ebay. I'm a cheapstake. lol

I'd still be listening to Japanese music in some form because hardly anyone hasn't heard Japanese traditional music. lol But I could do just as well without it if I didn't know it exists and probably be listening to the rest of what I'm listening. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Been listening to 'I remember you' by BLOOD in a loop for the past hour or something while walking all the way up to this park. I wish I could just hop on a plane and leave the damned country.

Missed some nice Opera-kei, as well as few other things… 😏

Man I haven't heard SADS for years, and it sure feels good to blast some while doing a strip tease around the house.

You and your favorite Jrockers. 👹

About time.

I feel like vomiting.

YW I like how long it was tho.

Nice hair

X.X

Waiting for a Deluhi one day revival.

Wherever I travel to it's the Spanish tourists who seem to make the most noise. It's like the national trait or smth.

First thing that comes to mind. I love the old songs from Jun era, they were adorable ♥ I miss his voice.